Love and Friendship have No Boundaries

My top fail Glee thoughts/misconceptions

2010-01-22T20:39:00.000+08:00

So I'm going to share my initial thoughts (which are incredibly FAIL) about Glee:

I first saw Glee through twitter as to everyone's tweeting about it (it's in Trending Topics) and I got interested and watch a video. The video I watched is Vocal Adrenaline's Rehab, and I don't really have idea during that time that those who are performing aren't the main characters and I lost interest because I thought it's just another HSM or musical with extravagant dance numbers. Then last September 2009, I downloaded Don't stop believin' and got hook with it. I search for more Glee music that time and I only downloaded Gold Digger, and don't really like it (at first!). And it's only last December when I decided to buy its soundtrack, yet I still haven't watched the show itself. Though, before I bought the CD, I searched about Glee and found out about Kurt Hummel/Chris Colfer and got interested (C'mon! A teenager + gay character? It's kinda impossible now to find it! And ugh! He's so... white).

And when I checked out the booklet of the album, I have some FAIL thoughts about the casts/characters:

1.) First, I thought Mercedes is Quinn. I earlier said that I searched about Glee and found out about Kurt Hummel. I only read about Kurt Hummel and read that he came out to Mercedes in an episode and then I didn't read the part that Mercedes has a crush on Kurt because of cheerios' scheme. Though I remember reading Cheerios. And yeah, I thought Mercedes is Quinn (And Hate on Me? The song says it all). And Mercedes sounds mean and girly and cheerleader-y for me. And that's my first FAIL misconception I've shared.

2.) Next, I thought April is Emma. Because I thought the name April fits Emma's look. And that's a first sign of my support to Wemma. Lol. But still, that's an epic fail of mine.

3.) I thought Quinn is Tina. I don't know. That's so fail of me. :\

I also planned on making a review about the soundtrack alongside Lady Gaga's The Fame Monster, stating that it will make things balance as I thought Glee is somehow conservative and everything. Though it's not really a fail thought, it's still a misconception of mine.

But I really consider this one as my most fail misconception about glee, ever: Glee = another HSM . Seriously. That's the worst misconception I ever know. like, WTH or WTF. :\

Conclusion:

watch Glee and you'll find out that difference between Glee and any other musical you've seen. Seriously. It's different. and way more interesting.

p.s.

look for Kurt Hummel a.k.a. Chris Colfer or Mr. Cellophane (my obviously favorite character/actor of the show)

2010-01-22T20:02:00.002+08:00

So, here it is. Will type na whatever happened during that day (January 20, 2010, wednesday). I think I will start telling about PE time. I guess...

Nung nagbibihis kami sa may SCO office (Vala + Joelle), kumakanta na kami ng Halik (Aegis), and ayun na nga, may balak silang kantahin yun sa Karaoke Hub. Then ayun, pagbalik sa room, mejo nakaramdam ako ng kunting gloom. I mean, yung atmosphere, there's something wrong. Though I'm not sure kung ano man yun. Tapos ayun na nga, nabanggit na ni Sir Nero yung project sa Health. Siguro yun yung mejo ikinalungkot ko. Okay, I know mas madali ng bonggang bongga yung family tree. And I really prefer that over the play. But I just... ewan. Hindi kasi ako close sa maternal side ng family ko. As in, hindi ko talaga alam ano mga pangalan nila. And so ayun, tapos papunta na kami sa may volleyball court. Ayun, nasabi rin pala ni Sir bago kami pumunta run na mageextend kami hanggang 4. Tapos nakita ko sasakyan namin, si daddy, mga 2:30 dumating. Ang aga. Tapos maghihintay siya ng isa't kalahating oras (breaks my heart). Tapos ayun, nung may laban laban na, nanalo kaming group 6 vs. group 5. Tapos ayun, ayun na nga, nakalimutan ko sino nagsabi na kasama rin sa pupunta sa SM na parang "maglalaro kami" na parang excited na masaya pa. And ako naman, basta, kasi, sila naman, hindi naman nila tatay yung pinaghihintay nila eh. Kaya ok lang sa kanila. Ako naman, as a daughter, a spoiled daughter btw, hindi ok yun as to birthday ko yun first of all and wala na kaming oras pa. Grr.

Tapos ayun na nga, pagkadismiss ni Sir, alis agad ako. Kasi nga gusto ko nang puntahan daddy ko. Nung pabalik na ako ng room, gusto ko umiyak, kaso may bigla akong nakita kaya pinigilan ko na lang, ayoko rin namang makuha pa ang attention nung nakita ko (erm). Tapos ayun, emo ako dun sa room. Ako lang magisa. Patay ang ilaw. Bongga. Mga ilang minuto rin ang lumipas bago ako umalis and ayun na nga, dahil malakas yung volume ng nakasaksak sa tenga ko, hindi ko narinig or napansing hinabol na ako nila Anne and Larah (since nung palabas ako ng room, nabangga ko ng bonggang bongga yung chair malapit kay Anne at mukhang napansin nia na bad trip na ako). Tapos ayun, nanood ako ng So long Goodbye (Sum 41) sa sasakyan (through my ipod, this video btw) Tapos ayun, nafeel ko na nasumakay na sila and kinocomfort na nila ako.

Speechless talaga ako kasi hindi ko alam kung paano ako magsasalita. As in ang tagal na kasing naghihintay ni daddy eh. Tapos sayang din yung oras. Tapos ayun, nung mejo, mejo, nahimasmasan na ako, lumipat ako sa gitna ng FX (nasa likod ako nanood) tapos ayun, pinakita nila sa'kin yung reason kung bakit ang tagal ng vala (pero iba rin yung tagal ng Vala. Iba rin yung initial reason bakit ako umiyak). Ito pala yung pinakita nila:(No, hindi kasama yung frog sa gift nila, iba yung nagbigay kay Dougie--yes, Dougie yung name ng frog, isn't it cute? xD)

Tapos ayun, actually, nung nakita ko yun, napasmile ako. I mean, they freaking put next to each other the pictures of my two current love (except kay Paolo Ballesteros, wala kasi eh, paliwanag ni Jonah nakalimutan niya raw sabihin kay Anne. Awww. Pero ok lang, siya naman wallpaper ko sa cellphone and iPod, waha.). So, ayun, napasmila na nila ako talaga. Ok na ako, tapos ayun na nga. Lagayan na ng mga bags and picture picture na sa sasakyan. Then OTW to SM Sta. Mesa na!

Nung nasa entrance na kami ng parking, ayun, bonggang bonggang nagspeech ung mga tao tao na ngayon lang daw sila makakapasok sa SM Sta. Mesa (sila Larah, Mia...) tapos nung paakyat na kami, eh diba paikot yun, tapos siksikan pa kami, ayun, grabeng tilian na parang nasa roller coaster kami. xD katuwa.

Tapos pagkapark nung sasakyan, picture picture pa sa may parang "balcony" or whatever. Katuwa rin. Nung papunta na kami sa mga cinemas, napaiyak si Cesar kasi raw hindi cya makarelate samin. Tapos yun, kinomfort namin cya ng bonggang bongga. Then, ayun, sa bawat pagbaba namin sa escalator, picture picture. Katuwa, talagang chinecherish every moment.

Then, PIZZA HUT na. Ayun, kainan. duh. xD Katuwa kasi kinain namin, 6 na pizza. Pizza lang pero busog na kami (Cheesy Pops : Hawaiian, Family size Hawaiian-sa pan lang, Super supreme: family size 2x, BBQ Ribs : family rin, Veggie lover: family rin--para kay Jenina). Tapos ayun, iba ibang kalokohan. Ang ingay namin, super! Si Jonah and Cesar (and Joy) paunahan sa pagubos ng Iced Tea (bottomless naman eh, kaya ok lang xD) Tapos dumating na nga yung iba pa (iba pang Anknowns). Then ayun. Picture picture. Video video. Daldalan. Tawanan. Grabe, ang ingay namin. Si daddy naman nakahiwalay ng table. Siguro ayaw makagambala.

~~and by the way, mejo may itsura yung isang waiter dun, yung hindi nagseserve nung iced tea lagi kay cesar-i mean, sa lahat. basta. yung isa!~~

Tapos ayun, busog kaming lahat ng bonggang bongga kahit puro pizza lang kinain namin. Nakakabusog na. Tapos next stop, KARAOKE HUB!

Grabe, mukhang ang haba na ng post na ito, siguro isasummarize ko na lang yung mga bagay bagay na nangyari sa Karaoke Hub:

I. MGA KINANTA (Courtesy of ima4ever)

Halik (Kanina pa talaga balak kantahin)

Total Eclipse of the Heart (bigay na bigay ako na super rinig na boses ko- no doubt na napaos talaga ako)

Complicated

Bakit nga ba Mahal Kita? (ouch! OUCH! OOOOOUCH!)

Because You Loved Me

Paano (duet ni IYA & LARAH .. sila lang nakakaalam ee .)

If I Let You Go

It’s My Life (GLEEEE!)

Crazy For You (Soon din sa Glee. weee)

25Minutes — last song nila Iman & Aileen :( (pagkatapos na nito, umalis na sila Iman, Aileen, and Mia)

Somewhere I Belong

Kabet (duet ni Nica at Jinni; bigay na bigay ang lahat sa rap. grabe xD Ito ang isa sa mga few rap songs na nagustuhan ko. Ang ganda ng chorus eh. Ang ganda ng voice ni Kyla.)

Tukso (xD seriously)

Maybe

I’d Rather

I will Survive (Jonah and Cesar’s VERSION; ye bah!)

Baby One More Time (si Marianne kumanta :)

GLAMOROUS

Crawling

I don’t wanna miss a thing (DYK this is my first ever favorite song?)

YMCA (Pinakamemorable para sakin. Nakakatuwa yung pagsayaw ng lahat. Tapos sila Anne nasa labas rin ng room pero sumasayaw din. Katuwa)

In the END ..

GIRLFRIEND (Jonah and Cesar again xD)

Happy Birthday Song to AIKA (Nagulat ako rito, in fairness, at nakisabay na rin sa pagkanta nila na parang hindi ako yung may birthday xD)

DON’T STOP BOOKKEEPING este BELIEVING pala :) (The Last Song; ang balak ko sanang last song The Heart Never Lies - McFLY kaso masyadong malungkot --- yes, MY HEART NEVER LIES SA KARAOKE HUB SA SM STA. MESA)

II. YUNG YMCA/IN THE NAVY NGA

Masyado siyang memorable not to mention.xD Lahat talaga sayaw to the max. xD

III. YUNG KWARTO MISMO

Nung una, akala ko hindi kami magkakasya. Tama hula ko, hindi nga kami nagkasya. Well, nagkasya pero siksikan kami as in super init sa loob na nakahinga lang kami ng maluwag nung maisipan na ng iba na sa sahig na umupo xD. Pero ok lang. Oh, and by the way, Sydney pala ung room namin. wahah. wala lang. Sydney, de bah?

IV. MGA TAO TAO SA LABAS

Nakakatuwa nung lumabas na sila Cesar, Jonah, Larah, Anne, and Fatima. Wala lang. Katuwa. Wahaha. Tapos sisilip silip sila sa bintana tapos wala. Katuwa. xD

So ayun. Two hours kaming nagkaraoke. Tapos ayun na nga. Tapos na. Pauwi na kami. Katuwa nanaman at nagpicture picture sa may balcony something something kasi ang ganda ng city lights and the stars and the moon na nakasmile raw kaso birthday ko. Tapos nung pababa na kami ulit, katuwa. wahaha. Roller coaster ulit. Tapos ayun, nung nasa may tapat na kami ng SM Sta. Mesa, bumaba na sila ng FX. Tapos pagkababa nila, sabi ko agad kay daddy na dalian yung paguwi para maabutan ko pa The Last Prince---ay, speaking of! Bago pala kami bumaba sa may "dome"--waha, ayun nga, nabanggit ko yung the last prince and ayun, wala lang, nabanggit ko ng bonggang bongga na hindi si Aljur ang inaabangan ko run. Kundi si Michael Jackson. Wahaha. Este, Anexi pala. xD Ayun.

So paguwi, ayun, naabutan ko pa The Last Prince. Nakita ko pa yung wife ko. Waha. Wife. Katuwa. Reminder ulit: Yung wife na tinutukoy ko ay isang lalaki. Magandang lalaki. PERO HINDI SIYA BADING AND YUN YUNG SABI NIA. So kung ayaw mong maniwalang hindi siya bading, katulad nga ng sinasabi ng mga kapwa ko Lamb Skank and Kradamite nung April-May, haters to the left.

So ayun, nagstay nga pala si daddy hanggang matapos Full House which is getting interesting as to gusto ko talaga yung part na si Justin na ang nagseselos.

Wee!

Ok, end.

p.s.

WATCH THE LAST PRINCE AND FULL HOUSE AFTER DARNA ON GMA TELEBABAD, EVERY WEEKDAYS NIGHT. thanks.

Goodbye 2009 :)

2010-01-01T00:22:00.074+08:00

So, I just thought to track down all of the good (or not) things I encounter or whatever during the year 2009. So, I'm going to start now ? :)

disclaimer: all of the videos/pictures/etc. i'm going to be mentioned aren't mines. except when i said so. but really, i don't own any of them.

January 2009

- end of December 2008, I'm addicted again to Hanazakari no Kimitachi e, a.k.a. Hana Kimi Japan.

And it's still because of Ikuta Toma, who plays the adorable and really funny Nakatsu. But i love Hana Kimi more because of Ryo Kimura, who plays Nakao | Bonus:

Seriously, I was freaking out when I found out about those. I didn't know that Nakao and Nanba kissed (take note: twice!)

- so yeah, to sum it up, I'm really addicted to Jdoramas during the first month of 2009. Say, Hana Kimi, Akai Ito (speaking of, I also have a huge crush on Mizobata Junpei. yeah, the reason why I watched Akai Ito. oh, and also of course because of Ryo Kimura), Hana Yori Dango, Houkago, Nodame Cantabile Live Action..

- oh shucks, as I track down what I posted in my blog last January 2009, I saw it. this:

seriously, I'M SO DIE HARD TO SEE THAT COMMERCIAL AGAIN COZ SHUN OGURI IS SO FREAKING HOT AND MORE PRETTIER THAN ME I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. *phew*. and.. yeah.. i also have a crush on Shun Oguri.

- I almost memorize the basic Nihongo words.

- Few days before my birthday (January 20, 2009), my parents told me we're going to go to Eat Bulaga to celebrate my birthday (coz I'm still in love with Paolo Ballesteros.. XD). During that time, I haven't seen Paolo in Eat Bulaga so I just decided not to go coz I don't want to let down myself and to my surprise... yes, he's there. Damn. :/

- I'm still reading what I posted last January 2009 and I can see I'm so addicted to Ryo Kimura that I watched every single videos in YouTube that features him. XD

- Few hours before my birthday, Maria Araceli Baygan, a.k.a. my best friend, showed me a very wonderful gift:

OMG. Teppei Koike in dress. O_O

- I made my first fanvid :

featuring Nanba & Nakao of Hana Kimi :) The song Who Knew by P!nk really stuck in my head during that time and all I can think while hearing that song is all of the Nanba-Nakao moments.

- And I have a crush on my classmate who's not really worth having a crush on. I can't even say his name. It's still confidential up to now.

February 2009

- We went to Abra for the second time around. We also went there last (last) year.

- My crush over Affinity went stronger. And to someone I called Kuia Chorba :)

- Who could forget JS PROM?! I think it's one of the most unforgettable thing that happened last year. Seriously. Unforgettable. Not memory. Coz I know after JS, I became textmate with the said crush (no, not Kuia). Err.

- February 17, 2009 : worst day of my life. First, I found out that that guy I called Affi already got another girlfriend who.. yeah, same name (i don't care if you found out who the hell is that Affi dude is, I mean, who cares? XD i'm just joking, okay?). Second, I found out that my dad already left--THRU TEXT. No personal goodbyes.

- I have a crush on Robert Schwartzman (a.k.a. Michael in Princess Diaries 1st movie and member of the band Rooney), :)

- I started reading the first three books of the Princess Diaries series.

- We have this play in Filipino. Actually it's a musical play. But. yeah. I still kinda enjoy practicing it, though.

March 2009

- I had a bloody toe-thumbnail. XD Is it gross to post it here? No, I'm just saying, I'm not going to post any picture. Even I am scared to see it here.

- ~~i'm so addicted to affi that I don't really care about infi during that time. XD compare today..~~

- I found out that Paolo Ballesteros was in Babaeng hinugot sa aking tadyang and I freaked out because I LOVE his role there.

- AVOS, a fund raising concert organized by our school's chorale, is one of the best thing ever last year. I went there with my cousin Ara (srsly, my cousin, not Ara-Mia. XD). And I have a crush on Infi again. Damn. I hate guy talks, y'know?

- Our senpais last month in LHS. :(

April 2009

- This is one of the best months. Okay..

- April 4, Saturday. I watched a replay of American Idol Season 8. That's also the first time I'm going to watch American Idol Season 8 and I really thought that Kris Allen's version of Ain't no sunshine (i know the original. played it in Singstar Party :] ) is EPIC. And he's the reason why I started watching American Idol 8.

- I found out about Adam Lambert . When I first saw him (some of my mcfly Filipino fans online peepz like him and I saw some pics of him and I REALLY THOUGHT HE'S JUST ANOTHER EMO TEENAGER COZ HE'S SO CUTE), he performed Play that funky music. I was really surprised and initially annoyed. I mean, I'm surprised many people are obsessed to him, AT FIRST. Until I got sick, I heard Best days of your life by Kellie Pickler, and I saw Adam performed Mad World. Srsly, suddenly, I was like, "What the heck--now I know why people are so addicted to him!". I don't know. He got a magnet, y'know? I'm suddenly searching pictures of him. And the rest is history... i'm lambertized since then AND I'M PROUD OF IT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN. You rock Adam.

- April 14, I saw Paolo sa ABHSAT in drag. In blue gown. with wig. and is beautiful.

- April 23, I saw a pic of Adam in drag (the pink one). And the rest is, yes, history, again.

- I started my first, which is still not shown to anyone publicly, Kradam fic. oh yes, KRADAM.

The most amazing and inspiring friendship ever in the whole universe. Really, because of them, my summer wouldn't be like the way it is now. Not only my summer... but my days and weeks and months... they're so epic. note: haters to the left. they really inspire a lot of people. *sigh* and i never supported a ship like that before. it's like... they're too true to be false. srsly.

- I started playing games in Facebook, including Geo Challenge.

May 2009

- We have a swimming for the first time, again, after so many years.

- I'm torn between going to the Davids (Archuleta & Cook) concert here or not. And I decided, if Kradam's the top 2, I'm not going. But if not, then I'm on.

- Kradam's in the top 2. And more epicness came.

- I realized I have a crush on a new guy I can't still tell who. Well, he already knows I have a crush on him, though.

- American Idol Season 8 ended, with Kris Allen as the new American Idol. And more Kradam epicness after that.Proofs here!!!

- Seriously, this month is pure of Kradam epicness (and of course there are more in the ff. months) and can't say more than Kradam.

- Went back to Sta. Mesa because we thought there are already classes in few days (we still don't know about the suspension and etc.)

June 2009

- June 4, enrollment. There are lots of things happened. blog post about that day.

- We found out about what Adam said in Rolling Stone (aside from his announcement that he is gay): Kris is totally his type. *insert spaz smileys here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAHH!!!*

- School. Nuff said.

okay, will continue this one later. :D
I'm really sleepy now and my head's still aching.

p.s.

FOLLOW IN TWITTER
i don't really want to sleep because #newMcAlbum is trending in Twitter right now but I can't take the sleepiness anymore. and it's already 4:03 am. Need to sleep now. bye bye.

- We went to Tarlac to get my Rooney and Tokio Hotel cds from Mommy (she bought it in Canada) yes! And I'm in love with Tom Kaulitz.

July 2009

- Nothing special really happened. Yeah. Well about School. But you know it's all just randomness. and loserness.

August 2009

- NCAE, nuff said.

September 2009

-

I can't continue it anymore.

MY INTERNET PROBLEM #1:

2009-12-19T15:03:00.001+08:00

MY PHOTOBUCKET BANDWIDTH EXPLODED

geez.

fangirl mode

2009-12-12T11:12:00.001+08:00

Source

oh shucks ..
i love them ..

You know what ? I knew it .

2009-12-12T10:24:00.003+08:00

Yes , I knew it .
I've been supporting several slash ships now but so far , i think the real ships that will really make me in *fangirl* mode is composed of one straight guy and one .. well .. not .

see , look at Kradam ( oh God , they're too true to be false , aren't they ? ) . and then I found out about Glee and I fell in love with Kurt and Finn and boom !

oh gosh .

i knew it .

<3

Play count (my iPod) - 3rd week !

2009-12-11T16:45:00.002+08:00

look at the new entry . quite a pretty number *raise eyebrow*

btw , speaking of the new entry .

i think it's official : I'M IN LOVE WITH CHRIS COLFER (Kurt Hummel of Glee)

i mean , gush , he can sing, he can dance, he can act, cute sense of humor ...
i can't say the last reason though. .

but . ugh ! he's perfect ..

what i mean of perfect ?

*dead*

Play count (my iPod) - 2nd week XD

2009-12-06T14:15:00.002+08:00

That's a big number .. or not .
I should've not recover my ipod . the numbers are surely higher than that if so .

Np: Pieces of me - ashlee simpson

Play count (my iPod)

2009-11-30T19:55:00.001+08:00

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Post for November 28

2009-11-30T17:08:00.002+08:00

Can you believe it? I arrived pretty early at school even if I only got 3 hours of sleep.

Anyway, just like what I just said (or typed), I only slept for 3 hours, thanks to Bubble Gang's segment called something with the word "Makingba-gay." It's the only thing that could cheer me up that time because I didn't get to watch Family Feud last Friday which I regret a lot because Paolo's there. And it's a very rare thing and I missed it because i'm too busy making a blogskin that i'm sure would never be an SOTD . So I just watched BG . and it's worth it . Aljur's so cute . Did I already mentioned in this blog before that I have a crush on him since January 2008 ? XD

okay . move on ---

Time: 4:24 pm

NP: Time for Miracles - Adam Lambert

Yes, it's playing on the radio . i fm . they're playing TFM on the radio and I'm freaking out

Is flying high

2009-11-29T22:09:00.001+08:00

Weeee!!!

At least even if I didn't get to watch Family Feud last Friday (which is really a total bummer), I get to watch BandaOke . and it's good .

soooo good .

Paolo is so beautiful <3

Is the world unfair ?

2009-11-25T19:37:00.002+08:00

No . Not . I know it's just me overacting about things . But seriosuly , i really felt the world's so unfair . though so far i don't know why . well there's a reason , i just can't say it here , it's so ... personal . okay , move on ...

Reason why I think the world is unfair ?

because it is .

darn.

Am I or not?

2009-11-24T07:46:00.003+08:00

(Post for November 23, 2009)

Just got home from Yo Tsob. I still can't contain myself about what I found out: Adam's AMA performance. No, of course I didn't find it gross. But I'm quite shock he did that. Though I still haven't watch that. I'm not sure too if I'm going to watch it--no, not because of the performance itself, but because I don't want to see those negative comments about his performance. It's just... it sucks. I so agree with Adam's post-performance interview (about the discrimination thing).

Anyways, I'm still not sure if I'm going to watch it. Not because of the smooch (after all, I already saw some Bradam pics and absolutely have no problems with it). Or the... erm... the R-rated thing. Okay, yeah, it's because of the r-rated thing. NO! I didn't find it gross (based on what I read), it's just... the impact it will make in my mind. I'm still a loser fourteen-year old. Yes I know I'm kind of liberal, but not that liberal. I love Adam. I do. But.. it's just.. ugh! I can't explain it!

~~btw, as a kradam fan, i so want to know what is kris' reaction about it~~

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I can't sleep, I think I must watch it to fully understand things..

but.
ugh!

AM I OR NOT?

Adam adam...

I think I must, after all, he just did that for our entertainment. I LOVE YOU ADAM!!

but..

when and where?

I can't watch it in school. I mean, duh. it's school.

Alabang? No, what if my dad saw it? OMG! What if my MOM saw it?!?!

NOOOOOOOOOOO!! They'll not let me continue my love and support to Adam... NO!

Yo Tsob? No. peekers . And I'm guilty for being one of them.

Netopi@: just. no.

Tita Nel: DEFFO NO!! Not really safe (lol at the term)

but where?!?!

Alabang is the safest so far.

I think I will just watch it there when everyone else is asleep or not around..

But..

GOSH

am I or not?

Why it’s hard to face him?

2009-11-24T07:45:00.000+08:00

When you still keep your admiration towards him as a secret, you don’t have any doubts on looking at him, smiling at him, or greeting him—of course because he doesn’t know you like him not only as a friend but more than that. But now he already knows you like him, and even though it’s okay with him, why it’s hard to face him?

Number 1: Because you’re afraid he might think you’re a flirt. Yes—a flirt. Though that’s a very inappropriate thing to think, we can’t deny the fact that it sometimes crosses your mind.

Number 2: Because you’re afraid people will tease both of you. Of course it’s quite embarrassing and all, mostly on your part, since you’re the one who likes the other one.

Number 3: Because you’re afraid he might just ignore you. Okay, this one is like the least possible to happen but hey, who knows?

Number 4: Because you’re afraid he might just break your heart (again) secretly. Say, maybe he’s with his so-called “girlfriends” and yeah, jealousy.

Number 5: Last and not the least, because you’re afraid he’ll just play with you. I know that hurts but still possible.

Overall: Because you’re afraid and yes, I am afraid. Thank you.

new background (just made)

2009-11-22T20:26:00.002+08:00

I got bored so I decided to make this one:

click to view full size :)

NEW AVVIE & SIG IN IDOLFORUMS!!

2009-11-22T16:50:00.003+08:00

New avvie&sig, respectively, in IdolForums

New blog skins

2009-11-22T15:50:00.002+08:00

#76 // ALREADY GONE (Kelly Clarkson)

#75 // FEVER (Adam Lambert)

What if - Safetysuit lyrics

2009-11-22T02:21:00.001+08:00

What if it makes you sad at me
And what if it makes you laugh now but you cry as you fall asleep
And what if it takes your breath and you can't hardly breathe
And what if it makes the last sound be the very best sound

What if what I want makes you sad at me
And is it all my fault or can I fix it please
Cause you know that I'm always all for you
Cause you know that I'm always all for you

What if it makes you lose faith in me,
what if it makes you question every moment you cannot see
And what if it makes you crash and you can't find the key
What if it makes you ask how you could let it all go

What if what I want makes you sad at me
And is it all my fault or can I fix it please
Cause you know that I'm always all for you
Cause you know that I'm always all for you

And if this be our last conversation
If this be the last time that we speak for a while
Don't lose hope and don't let go
Cause you should know

If it makes you sad
If it makes you sad at me
Then it's all my fault and let me fix it please
Cause you know that I'm always all for you
Cause you know that I'm always all for you

What if what I want makes you sad at me
And if it's all my fault then let me fix it please
Cause you know that I'm always all for you
Cause you know that I'm always all for you

You know what? I just found out that I can somehow relate, not only SOMEHOW but TOTALLY can relate...

I just don't know what to do

2009-11-22T02:14:00.001+08:00

I am crazy.
I am just...

crazy.

np: what if - safety suit
(a very beautiful song used in this fantastic and very great Kradam fan video... it just..)

my life's soundtrack, bow!

2009-11-19T19:05:00.019+08:00

DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN ANY OF THE SONGS THAT WILL BE MENTIONED IN THIS POST. // and sorry about my english

If ever I have the chance of making my life's soundtrack, i'll definitely choose the following to be included (and some lines from the song I totally love and can somehow relate to -- the bolded lines):

1.) WALKING DISASTER - SUM 41

I haven't been home for a while
I'm sure everything's the same
Mom and Dad both in denial
An only child to take the blame

Sorry, Mom, but I don't miss you
Father's no name you deserve
I'm just a kid with no ambitions
Wouldn't come home for the world...

...And now I've been gone for so long
I can't remember who was wrong
All innocence is long gone
I pledge allegiance to a world of disbelief
Where I belong

A walking disaster
The son of all bastards
You regret you made me
It's too late to save me
(You regret you made me
It's too late to save me)

As far as I can tell
It's just voices in my head
Am I talking to myself?
'Cause I don't know what I just said...

...I will be home in a while
You don't have to say a word
I can't wait to see you smile
Wouldn't miss it for the world

2.) I'M JUST A KID - SIMPLE PLAN

...I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes...

3.) LONER IN LOVE - BUSTED

I wake up scared to phone her
Realise I'm a loner in love (yeah yeah)
It's still the same old story
Tears of morning glory no luck
That's the reason why my life sucks, very much
Being a loner in love

4.) YOU BELONG WITH ME - TAYLOR SWIFT

...But she wears short skirts
I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see
That I'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
You belong with me...

...She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain
I'm on the bleachers...

5.) OBVIOUSLY - MCFLY

Recently I've been,
Hopelessly reaching
Out for this girl,
Who's out of this world.
Believe me...

But so many nights now
I find myself thinking about her now.

'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin' me in and
I know I never will be good enough for her.

No, no
Never will be good enough for her...

...'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her...

6.) TWO IS BETTER THAN ONE - BOYS LIKE GIRLS FEAT. TAYLOR SWIFT

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing...

..I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing...

...Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When it's all said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

7.) MY ANGEL - KELLIE PICKLER

Every day when school got out
I'd get off the bus and I'd run down
That old dirt road where you were waiting for me
On the front porch in that blue swing
You'd be smiling and we would sing
'Amazing Grace' and 'Jesus Loves Me'

You were like my mother
You were my best friend
You were everything I want to be
And all the good inside of me
There's never been
Never been another
That loved me like you did
My grandmother, my angel...

Will think of more some other day.. I'm just doing something I really found funny to do. XD After all...

Bitter - no

2009-11-19T18:24:00.006+08:00

Sheez. I completely messed up my High School Life. I already thought I would possibly end it smoothly but because of my stupid self, I messed it. I COMPLETELY MESSED UP AND SHEEZ!!!! UGH!!!

Look, I already accepted the fact that Harvy's in the History now of PUPLHS (thanks to his masterpiece---yes! I just called it a MASTERPIECE!!! Isn't it?). I already accepted the fact that we lost to 4-Entre in the IT Quiz Bee (quite). I already accepted the fact that I wasted two years (make it three) on admiring someone who is never going to admire me back. I already accepted the fact that I'm not really smart and I'm never going to be in the top 10 or even get a merit. I already accepted the fact that most of my favorite slash pairings are never going to end up with each other (no, except Kradam here. I so want them--!). But... I can't--!

Ugh!!!

Being a loner in love, you know that IT SUCKS

Confess / Spark / Echos

2009-11-17T19:22:00.004+08:00

Look, gusto ko lang talagang sabihin na sa iyo. Kasi pag tumagal pa baka matulad lang sa ~~blah blah blah~~. So, ayun, straight na ako: ~~blah blah blah~~. I know I must say it earlier para hndi na lalong lumala. But damn. Ewan ko. Alam mo naman ako? Coward. shy dn. ~~(weh)~~ pero, oo. ewan! basta. grr. Natatakot lang kasi ako sa rejection and pain. Gah! Bakit ko ba toh sinasabi? Erm, ok, un nga, para mabawasan na ung . erm. bigat sa puso. hehe. ano raw? d. joke lang. ewan!

basta para mabawasan na problema ko sa buhay!

BYE!

That's just one of the lamest and stupidest message I will ever send, if I will send it.

Shoot.

2009-11-17T18:56:00.002+08:00

I can't take it anymore. I know this day is pretty good, tnx to:

- we're first placer in PICTURE PERFECT (and I'm one of the participants)
- yellow team won in "Pikit Bulag" (not sure) and "Agawang Panyo" --Yellow's our ally, or erm, i don't know. Ally. I know that's the right term.

but, damn. i don't know. i feel bad.

sheez. i just remember that the IT Quiz Bee's TOMORROW! Geez. Am I--?

GOOD GOOD DAY :)

2009-11-16T19:59:00.007+08:00

I never expect this day to be one of the best, like, EVER. Even I'm still bitter about the violet tshirt thing in school. Oh, sorry, I mean PURPLE. Okay, here's what happen:

First day of Foundation Day (oh, DAYS, I mean). CAT practice... and.. oh! I forgot to introduce SPARK. My damn-not-my-good-new friend. SPARK.

How me and SPARK met?

It all started with a heartbeat, followed by a smile. and the rest is craziness over someone.

Okay, whatev.

Here's the story: I'm just sitting somewhere people who know me quite well will not be surprised to find me there (huh?). And suddenly, I met SPARK. You know, SPARK. Ching. Kaching!

XD

Okay, then I so can't get over that Spark and I'm so gaga to get over it as soon as possible before I become a complete freak (Oh wait, I ALREADY AM A FREAK! I forgot.) And then, yeah, I talked to him. To Spark. (Hey, that's a cute code name! SPARK!!!! XD Though I can't find any relevance between the code name to his real name, whoever that SPARK is). And yeah, I gotten over it. I mean, the Spark. Okay, SPARK is something. but SPARK is also someone. So yeah, it's confusing and full of craziness and etcetera made by someone who's also confusing and crazy (that's me).

Okay, so, to make things BETTER:

Cesar won 1st place in WORD FACTORY.
Jenina won 1st place in SCRABBLE.
Marino won 1st place in CHESS.
Oliver won 1st in MATH QUIZ BEE.
Mia won 3rd place in GAME OF THE GENERALS (hey, 3rd place isn't bad! At least she's in the top 3)
I GOT MY SECOND SOTD: HERE!!! (AND I CAN't BELIEVE IT!!!)
I LOVE Adam's song "Whataya want from me", my like
I got home safe and cool
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So, now I'm more pressured. Yet, I'm happy I can still participate on IT Quiz Bee. I'm one of the five representative from our section.

anyway,

i think the only downside for today is that... err, i'm not able to put my newly downloaded music to my iPod.
bummer.

but anyways,
UGH!

SPARK AND EVERYTHING!!!

actually, before i found i got my second sotd, i kinda promise to myself that i will confess to SPARK about something if i didn't get my second sotd today. hey, look, luck. it's just today, though. i know i'm a bad luck magnet.

:)

Hey, slow it down
What do you want from me
What do you want from me
Yeah, I’m afraid
What do you want from me
What do you from me

There might have been a time
I would give myself away
(Ooh) Once upon a time
I didn’t give a damn
But now here we are
So what do you want from me
What do you want from me

Just don’t give up
I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, what do you want from me
What do you want from me

Yeah, it’s plain to see
that baby you’re beautiful
And it’s nothing wrong with you
It’s me – I’m a freak
but thanks for lovin’ me
Cause you’re doing it perfectly

There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
lyricsmusicvideo.blogspot.com
I wouldn’t even try but I think
you could save my life

Just don’t give up
I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, what do you want from me
What do you want from me

Just don’t give up on me
I won’t let you down
No, I won’t let you down

So
Just don’t give up
I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, what do you want from me

Just don’t give up
I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
(whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me
whataya want from me

Read more: http://lyricsmusicvideo.blogspot.com/2009/11/adam-lambert-whataya-want-from-me.html#ixzz0X5Tly6Sl

LYRICS :) Whataya want from me by ADAM LAMBERT <3

OJT-4

2009-11-11T20:22:00.002+08:00

5:01 pm, OVPSS

Exactly 2 hours after I last wrote. Now the mentos + Japanese Cake taste--erm--tastes like vomit. Which really, ew.

~~I'm bored~~

I'm halfway on finishing the last book of PD series and I feel like I'm going to cry about the woman-who-wears-blue-dress-and-orange-wig-in-the-some-say-music-video thing.

But whatever.

OJT-3

2009-11-11T20:20:00.002+08:00

3:01 pm, OVPSS

One word from yours truly:

Don't eat Chocolate-flavored Japanese cake just after you ate orange flavored mentos

srsly, I don't like the taste. It makes me feel like I just drink a medicine. ack.

OJT-2

2009-11-11T20:14:00.002+08:00

1:03 pm, OVPSS

So we just arrived here from Lunch Break and before we went here, we went to COOP where I realized I must, really brought my camera like what I planned earlier:

I SAW BOXES OF ICE CREAM CONE

Okay, that's a very lame reason but whatev.

OJT

2009-11-11T19:49:00.002+08:00

8:27 am, OVPSS

Call me weird for doing this but, I can't resist it. I feel like I really should write things down. Why? I don't know. I just feel to.

Dr. Birion's not here, yet, and Ma'am Jenny's eating breakfast. and we're just here listening to some music from the radio (oh, I forgot to say that yesterday, I heard two Singstar songs in a row -- both from Singstar Party -- Build me up Buttercup and Don't go breaking my heart. just sharing :] ) and having chit chat with ma'am Jenny.

So, Mia just saw me writing this. And gives me this "it-looks-like-a-Princess-Mia-thing" face. But whatever. I don't care. I want to share my thoughts, esp. when I think about the some say making of music video...

IT MUST BE CONE!!!

Okay, maybe I'll just write again later.

Ampere-hour?

2009-11-10T23:23:00.001+08:00

so my dad just told me to search for Ampere-hour in Wikipedia (here)

I was like, "Ampere? What? Physics? WHY?!?!"

I forgot he's an Electrical Engineer.

damn.

i need to sleep now

Oh cool! But yeah, whatever.

2009-11-10T20:25:00.006+08:00

So, first day of OJT is finally over. okay. first day. I didn't say I already finished the 150-hours-requirement. But anyway, I'm glad it's finally over, I have lots of thoughts in my mind today and I so want to share it now.. if I can still recall all of them... IF I CAN STILL RECALL ALL OF THEM AND TRANSLATE IT TO ENGLISH.

Look, so this is what reading of Princess Diaries influenced me. But hey, I really enjoy reading it. I do. But anyway, that's a little off topic.

Anyway.

To my thoughts.

First off, I woke up around 5:00 in the morning because of my iPod alarm (which is really not that nice.. because the alarm sound is so.. well, plain). but anyway, I still managed to wake up because I need to. it's my first day on my OJT and it's not a good move if I'm going to be late.

Anyway, aside from my first day in OJT, one thing that really, REALLY and UNSURPRISINGLY SERIOUSLY, bothering me today is what I watched last night:

look, first of all, Cone's like the host (okay, Stevo too) of that making of and there's one part (specifically 0:36) where they show the band playing with the woman in blue; which makes my damn wish false = that that woman in blue is Cone! (Call me crazy, but I'm always like that, esp. when I like the person, I'm starting to think of what he'll look like in drag..) Oh, and look at 1:53 = proof that that lady watching TV is Dercyk (yey!) but there's one more, around 1:59 to 2:00, there's an orange wig on the table or desk or whatever = proof that that woman in blue is not really a woman! which (hopefully) makes my wish come true! but whatever. it's really bothering me badly. I so like Cone right now. I'm so addicted to him that I prefer myself as the APA--grrl (apa means cone in Tagalog). And I want to see him in drag (coz almost all of my current crushes already dressed in drag. say, Pochie = well, he most of the time does that ; Dougie = Transylvania ; Danny = Transylvania ; Deryck = I just said that ; Del = I'm not quite sure though about this, the I don't feel like dancin' video. I don't know if he's that and of course, Adam = he's so pretty in the pirate pic where he looks like a Barbie! Oh, this is the pic: here! - from gossipcandy.com).

but whatever. it just keeps bothering me. I almost cry earlier in the OVPSS because of it. I'm actually sobbing last night because of it. I just can't release the tears because I'm chatting with my mom and she's going to see me and all... but it really breaks my heart, after all of the compliments and agreements people around me told me (like they did believed at me that that "woman" in blue is J), it's just... really, heart breaking.

Okay, look, I'm currently reading the 9th book of the Princess Diaries series and I think what I read kinda reflect my current status. Mia's also having this depression and so do I, only of course we have different reason. Dang.

I think I just look at the brightside:

hey, I finished the first day of my OJT. How was it? Stressful. Full of work. At least not boring. I'm so excited for the following days. Hmm... what will I bring? am I going to bring a scotch tape? Oh! PHOTOCOPYING is just, surprisingly, ONE OF THE BEST THING I EVER DONE. That's so crazy. But whatever, I enjoyed it. Well except when I'm photocopying papers with staple (I just hate it).

You know what?

I think I need to undergo a therapy too, a therapy how to remove my addiction to "guys-who-look-quite-pretty-or-not-in-drag-even-they're-straight" (with exemption to adam and del, of course)

whatever aika. I know I'm loser. damn.

okay, a little cheer up: video of Some say by Sum 41 // video of Crashed the Wedding by Busted // video of Transylvania by McFLY // video of I don't feel like dancin' by Scissor Sisters

all I have to do is spot them (oh Adam, I can't wait for your music videos). then I'm happy. can you spot them too? lol. XD

Look!

2009-11-08T20:19:00.002+08:00

Look, it's already 8:20 in the evening. My bad, it's already 8:21. But whatev, it's already approx. 8:30 and we're still here in Alabang. And I know MUST be here for one week; but because of Color Coding, plan changed. I will go back to Sta. Mesa later (which sucks because it's SEMBREAK!).

But whatev, I don't have any choice. Geez. I think I will just stuck my face on my iPod so that Sembreak can still be worthy. Wait, I'm not saying that doing OJT isn't worthy. It's just... not really my idea of spending my Sembreak.

Dang.

I'm typing in English again.

I should really, REALLY reconstruct this blog and make EVERYTHING (almost) in ENGLISH.

Or maybe I should just make an English version of this blog. Oh, one formal and one not! Cool...

Maybe if I'm not busy.

btw, I need inspiration right now for Blogskins. I'm lack of ideas. tnx

Fanfic I really loved

2009-11-08T19:59:00.001+08:00

I finally found it!

HERE!!

it's very beautiful. it's a Sum 41 slash fanfic (Cone/Deryck). this one made me cry, SERIOUSLY.

and became an inspiration to one of my Kradam fic

UP UP and AWAY

2009-11-08T17:59:00.002+08:00

Yes, I just watched the animated movie UP and it's BRILLIANT. Totally.

Oh I wish I have a grandpa like that. Well, I already have one who is as nice as Carl. But yeah, anyway.

Words cannot describe how good the film is...

*search search search*

Next Pixar-Disney movie, guess what? Yes. Toy Story 3.

Periodical.

2009-11-08T09:12:00.003+08:00

Damn.

This is the worst Periodical Test, like EVER! IT's the first time I'm going to get a score BELOW the MEDIAN. It sucks. My grade and... err.. the test. Not going to tell what subject. But it's obvious, to my batchmates and schoolmates, of course.

But anyway.

Start of Sembreak and I just realized I'm typing in English. So what?

Okay...

First off: My mum and sis
Look, not that I don't really want to talk them, it's just sometimes when I'm already chatting with them, the topic will sooner go to something that really annoys me, say, the fact that they really miss me and they really want to chat with me. Yeah right, do they the only ~~one~~ two who miss me? I mean, ~~I MISS MYSELF TOO~~ I miss them too. Yeah, but, whatever.

Second off: Periodical
Sucks. Don't want to talk about it.

Third off: Sembreak + OJT
OJT = On the Job Training. Yes, OJT, I'm still in High School, anyway. Grr... I'm not quite sure if I'm going to start my OJT tomorrow. I mean, I'm not ready! I really want this Sembreak to spend here! Not in any Office!!!

But..

I need to.
I must.
Whatev.

Fourth off: Break ups
There's nothing wrong with this one. You might already know that Drake and Adam already broke up. I feel sad, because I don't have any rights to be happy. Though I'm sort of happy, as a fan. But whatever. It's their personal life. ~~but I still can't believe my schoolmate, who isn't a fan of Adam, or of Drake, knew about this break-up first than me!~~

Fifth off: Addiction
I'm currently addicted to CONE whose initials are J.M. ; note to everyone: my e-mail ad is jm_aika30@hotmail.com , XD just share. ~~but the initial meaning of jm in my email ad is James + Matt (of Busted)~~

I don't know if I make sense.

np: Dirt - The Operation M.D.

Fanfics :D

2009-11-07T19:42:00.001+08:00

KRADAM FICS? :D

Click the link above to see my Kradam fics

(and there's on Danny/Dougie from McFLY one, too)

BORED!

2009-10-20T20:41:00.002+08:00

October 19, 2009 // current...

favorite songs:
1.) Walking Disaster (Sum 41)
2.) Fearless (Taylor Swift)
3.) Friday Night (McFLY)
4.) My Angel (Kellie Pickler)
5.) Everything can change (Spectacular! Cast)

favorite things:
1.) Sum 41 (SUM 41 FTW!)
2.) Choko Choko (Yum yum)
3.) Icon hunting (for the blogskins I’m making)
4.) Lettering/Writing (Wasted more than five gel pens already because of this)
5.) Badminton (I only enjoy receiving, I suck in serving)

favorite expression:
1.) “You’re so hateful”
2.) “Shh—“
3.) “Damn it”
4.) “Ne’ermind” (Nevermind)
5.) “Whatever”

soo....

2009-10-20T20:13:00.000+08:00

so. hndi maganda ang pakikitungo ko ngaun kanla nanay and tita. so it's going to be hard to live the life every morning and weekend and night. bummer.

yun lang.

post for october 18, 2009

2009-10-20T20:03:00.000+08:00

(Post for October 18, 2009)

So, hindi kami pumunta ng Alabang (BOO!!!). Sucks. Anyway, sabi ko nga hndi na ako gagawa ng bagong blogskin. But, ayun, naka-apat na ako since nung sinabi ko un—pasaway!!! XD XD XD

np: tied together with a smile – taylor swift

“You’re tired together with a smile but you’re coming undone...” Woosh woosh! So.. hmp. Marami nanamang nangyari, as usual. But, I can’t really say it. Masyado cyang confidential. Hndi ko nga alam kung magiging masaya ba ako sa mga nangyari... or malulungkot. Okay, I go with the “sad” path. Kasi alam kong malulungkot lang ako pag inalala ko. Chorba. Inaalala ko na pala. CHORBA!!! Nakakainis!!! Bqt ba?!??!

np: your universe – rico blanco

Mud. Lalo lang bumigat pakiramdam ko. Sa dami dami ng kanta, your universe pa... waaaaaaaaaa!!! ”I DON’T THINK THAT YOU EVEN REALIZE THE JOY YOU MAKE ME FEEL WHEN I’M INSIDE YOUR UNIVERSE”. OUCH!!! Tagus tagusan. Nakakainis. Bakit ba kasi sa dami dami ng... sa dami dami ng... SA DAMI DAMI NG –dot dot dot.

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

Anyway, on the brightside, happy birthday pala kay Iman and Bb. Diendo.

Back on the darkside..

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

I’M NEVER THE LUCKY ONE. Never akong naging swerte sa... dot dot dot (XD). Anyway. Shucks. Ano ba toh. Wala na akong masabi. Mixed emotions. Naiinis ako... bakit kasi... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! BAKIT KASI HANGGANG NGAUN... waaaaaaaaaa.......... naalala ko ung sinabi ni ma’am palaming.......... “may *toooooot* si *toooooooooot* nung *tooooooooot*” basta.

X(

np: all or nothing – o-town

Okay. Dahil yan ang kanta. Tsorba. CHORBA! Sentimode.

Is it all, or are we just friends? Is this how it ends? With a simple ~~telephone call~~ (ha, other way around) you leave me here, WITH NOTHING AT ALL

There’s nowhere left to fall when you reach the bottom it’s NOW OR NEVER

Wah. Ang sakit. Panu pa kaya pag pinatugtog yan nung JS?! MUD! It’s going to be, not only the worst happening ever happened during my high school days, but the WORST EVER IN MY LIFE...

Sa bagay, ako rin naman ang may kasalanan. Kahit dumating na ung ibang tao jan, yun pa rin. Pinagsisisihan ko tuloy na *toot* ang binigay kong codename sa kanya. Para kasi ang dating, habambuhay ko cyang gusto. Diba? Gets niu? MUD. Bqt cya pa rin....... ayoko na... I need some uplifting songs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

np: heart attack – sum 41

Wahaha. “uplifting song” pala ah. XD Nakakalift talaga. Hndi lang lift, jump pa. Anyway, kain lang ako. Tuloy ko mamaya.

WAKING UP IS HARD TO DO... (esp. Tuwing weekdays. Waha)

np: with me – sum 41

Yun yun eh! WITH ME!!! SUM 41!!!! Wahaha. Yeah, obviously (cyempre hndi obvious sa blog ko... well, sort of), i’m currently addicted to sum 41 (starts when I heard in too deep sa cheaper by the dozen), lalo na nung napanood ko ung music video ng some say, waha, grabe, naadik na ako ng tuluyan kahit hndi talaga ganun ka-fan ng genre nila. Oh well, natutunan ko na ring magustuhan ung genre nila after days. WOOHOO!!! Katuwa. Tapos inarbor ko pa ung dvd ni Daddy ng sum 41 (kasi dati may pinakita sakin si daddy na dvds and kasama dun ung sa sum pero dati kasi hndi ko pa sila kilala kaya wapakels, pero ngaun... YEAH !!!)

One last song! Papalaruin ko muna si insan #5 and manonood lang ako ng TV

np: Friday night – mcfly

Woohoo!!!!!! Cyempre adik pa rin ako sa McFLY. Waha. Hndi lang obvious kasi hndi na sila masyadong active (hndi, active pa rn sila, di lang halata kasi nasa Asia ako. Bummer.). no no no, nothing’s wrong with dreaming. Hehe... nakakamiss mcfly... huhu.... esp. Si Danny and Dougie (waha.). XD anyway, magwawala lang ako sa kanta..

WOOHOO!!!

I THINK I’M GONNA LOSE IT LOSE IT LOSE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

some say

2009-10-11T13:44:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HT4yGdw_xV8
can't embed. so i just post the link
some say - sum 41

stop blogskinning

2009-10-11T12:57:00.001+08:00

so I said I will stop blogskinning. but here it is: new template

facebook

2009-10-11T11:50:00.003+08:00

wala lang. nalaman ko lang na november 30, 2008 ko ginawa ung facebook ko. echus. tapos nung summer ko lang cya ginalaw ng bonggang bongga. XD

and. november 30. one day after pochie's and his baby's (literally) bday.
ne'ermind.

omG

2009-10-11T08:27:00.005+08:00

heck. mamatay din pala ung character ni paolo sa midnight dj agad agad. anyway, ok lng. waha. ang taray nia, naka2tuwa. namiss ko tuloy si ida. XD ung october 26 episode ata un or 27. haha. ung nagrecruit ng mga amazonas... *toinkz*

part1
part2

ayun lang. wala na kasi cya agad. XD

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ngaun ko lang nakita na naka-100+ views ako sa blog ko habang inaayos ko ung template nito kanina. shucks. ang dami. XD

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edit ulet//

nga naman, ano nga naman ang meaning ng victim?? -_- kaya pala nachugi rin cya eh. victim nga eh. XD anyway, i love how they wrote that. XD i mean that article (or kung anu ang proper na tawag dun)

//edit ulet

look back

2009-10-11T02:53:00.002+08:00

so now i don't know what to do, it's already 2:53 in the morning. and i'm sure my grandma will sermon if i still didn't turn off the computer. so, nagtingin tingin ako kanina sa mga old posts ko (esp. ung mga days na kakagusto ko palang kay paolo XD) and i saw this:

"Everyday has a different challenge; kahapon lang fried chicken ulam, ngayon, tuyo na lang"

very inspirational, isn't it? XD sige na nga. matutulog na ako. bukas na ako magmumusic hunting.

gud morning! :D

fanfics

2009-10-11T02:32:00.001+08:00

eto nga pala ung mga bago kong fanfics: true meaning (kradam, slash, standalone), commentary (kradam, slash, standalone)... note: may suck. X(

btw, new template!! still not sure if i'm going to submit this to blogskin. maybe not.. -_-

Transforming

2009-10-10T23:35:00.002+08:00

So magbabago na ung template ng blog in minutes. Just having problem with the links. Speaking of links, bigla akong napadaan sa lumang forum ng Book and nakita ko ung link to friendster ng book. first off: walang vala. -_- ~~discrimination, bias~~. joke. second off: ONE LAST SONG AGAD NG TUMUGTOG. I hate JS. I really do hate JS. siguro pagkagraduate ko na sa high school sasabihin kung bakit. haha.

ayun.

oh, and speaking of links: kill me. oh no, i'm already dead. shucks. malay ko ba kasing lalabas pala si paolo sa midnight dj. kainis. di ko tuloy napanood. -_- bad terp. sa dyaryo ko lang nalaman na lalabas cya. oh, dyaryo, meron na akong bagong article na ilalagay sa crapbook ko. haha.

sige sige, will change the template first.

(Post for October 8, 2009)

2009-10-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

Dahil sa sakin naka-toka ang shout out sa newsletter namin, maraming pumasok sa isip kong kung anu ano...

np: A&E – Goldfrapp

“Wala namang masamang magmahal ng matagal sa isang tao… ang masakit lang ay yung kahit ilang taon mo na siyang gusto, hanggang ngayon hindi ka pa rin niya napapansin…” :_(

Ang sakit. Karelate... totoo naman kasi. Alam mo un... nakakainis kasi.. deba... ilang taon nang may gusto sa kanya.. bqt di pa rin tumitigil... (tapos biglang may bumanat eh: “naghihintay pa rin ako... baka kasi..”)

Shoot. Putek. Dumarami na rin ang alam ko.. (uy, naririnig ko si Justine ng Survivor Philippines Palau. Nanonood ata sila nanay ng TV sa labas)

np: Photo – Ryan Cabrera

“Huwag mong ipakitang may paki ka... kasi alam ko namang hanggang doon na lang ang lahat at hndi na aabot pa sa state na mararamdaman mo ang nararamdaman ko ngaun...”

Ano ba naman ung pinagsasabi ko?! MUD MUD MUD!!! ANG DRAMA!!!!

Okay na sana ang lahat eh... until nakita kitang may kasamang iba... Naalala ko, hanggang kaibigan nga lang pala tayo...

t@e!!! Ano ba toh?!?

np: In too deep – Sum 41

Ayan, upbeat naman. “coz I’m in too deep and i’m trying to keep—“ EVERYTHING. Katulad na lang ng mga nasabi ko sa taas. Hindi naman intentionally na magpatama ung mga un. You judge. Basta ako, wala lang, haha. Napost ko lang kasi I’m currently in the state of DEPRESSION. You know...

Kung icocompare sa isang mapa ung katawan ko, ung city ng mapa ay ung mind+heart ko. Tapos may bagyo, tropical depression ika nga... pero sakin naman, EMOTIONAL DEPRESSION (huh?), tapos tumama ung bagyo sa city... tapos nagkaroon ng total destruction... ang langit naman ay patuloy lang sa pagiyak—

XD anu ano na sinasabi ko. Nababaliw na ako. Itype ko kaya ung standalone / slash kong kradam fic. YES! Yes! YES!!! Meron na akong S/A na Kradam fic!!! Sa fanfiction.net ko na lang siguro ipopost =)

np: Already Gone – Kelly Clarkson

Sabi ko nga itatype ko na lang ung kradam fic kong standalone...

End.

p.s.
current addictions:
+ Sum 41 (haha, naadik ako nung narinig ko ung In Too Deep sa Cheaper by the Dozen)
+ “Let there be love” (Oasis), “With or without you” (U2), “In too deep, Best of me, With me, Dear Father, Makes no Difference” (Sum 41), “I Wonder” (Kellie Pickler), “A&E” (Goldfrapp) & more...
+ lettering (try kong picturan ung proofs XD)
+ creative thinking – once an addiction. Always an addiction

Geh geh. Matatapos na already gone XD

buddy poke again

2009-10-01T12:48:00.002+08:00

okay, sorry for BuddyPoke-spamming... just to get over of my upset..

coz someone just rated my blogskin TWO stars with this reason: weird

MUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@_@

Buddy Poke!

2009-10-01T09:30:00.000+08:00

so cute!

Creative Thinking

2009-10-01T09:12:00.004+08:00

ANOTHER POST FOR SEPTEMBER 28, 2009 // sorry for wrong grammar . bored

My best friend, I hide in the name Mia (that's so realistic) loves Creative Writing. And I, just realized what I really love. Creative Thinking. That sounds funny. But srsly. I love thinking about lots of stuffs ~~hmm..~~ Say, fanfics, poems, song! Even blogskins! The only thing I'm lack is action. I can't turn those things into something real, say for fanfics, papers or post it on forums.

Damn I'm so lazy

Post for September 28, 2009

2009-10-01T08:19:00.005+08:00

SO.. I was bored and I decided to write for my blog.. if still have the chance to post this.. HOPEFULLY...

September 26 - Saturday

Nanaginip ako na malelate ako sa CAT training at hndi ako makakasama sa Arrivals (which is already true) and guess what? Walang training. May bagyo kasi. Ondoy ba un. Basta. Tapos ayun, nag Plants VS Zombies muna ako. Level 4 na. Pahirap na ng pahirap. Pero alam mo mas mahirap nung day na un? BAHA. For the first, again accdg. to Nanay, after many years---decades I should say, binha rito and worse, mas mataas pa sa tao. Sakto lang sa height ko. Grabe. Marami pa akong nakalimutang akyatin. Hopeless na tlaga ako. Di na ako masyado magkukuwento kasi auq na maalala pa...

p.s. nung may kuryente pa, nakanood ako ng EB. Sakto't yung number ni Paolo napanood ko... (note: sabi nla replay lang un pero ok lang, at least..)

September 27 - Sunday

Umaga na nung humupa ung baha. Hopeless na naman ako. Pero nagsidatingan ang mga insan. Masaya. Wala nga lang cla akia and kuia kim. Kinagabihan, may ilaw na sa Mandaluyong. Putek. Kelan kaya magkakailaw dito?!

September 28 - Monday

Ngaun. Lalo lang bumabagot ung pagbabalik sa dati ng lahat kac kumonti kami. Nasa trabaho ngaun si Tita Malou, nagchacharge. Wala pa ring kuryente. Tinatamad na talaga ako. Sana dumating na si Daddy't sunduin ako. Wala pa pala akong nagagawang logo ng BD. Hanggang bukas na lang ang walang pasok.. hay nako..

Sabi sa balita nung Sabado, mga two aalis si Ondoy. Wala na si Ondoy. Pero ung pinsalang iniwan niya'y napakahirap bago mawala...

NOTE: SINULAT KO TO NUNG SEPTEMBER 28

live like we're dying

2009-09-24T19:51:00.001+08:00

it's addictive. the song, i mean: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3WnmNvbomQE&feature=response_watch // aaahh!!! kaadik talaga...

btw, just posted to say...

I'M A BIG LOSER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s.

except na lang na at last mataas nakuha kong score sa OP XP

new template!

2009-09-21T13:50:00.002+08:00

another chance to get an SOTD. though I already ready myself for failure coz i know this one really will not get the SOTD. but oh well. i found this very cute. and messy:

I want an SOTD

2009-09-20T21:10:00.002+08:00

8 months after joining Blogskins, 46 skins, no SOTD. i want one. I know it's hard to have one. but i so want even just one Skin of the Day. Here's some of my skins I want to be an SOTD, yet, really, they're not:

I think, my best skin. so far. i just think. personally.

second best. well I THINK it is -_- maybe because of it's scrapbook-y style.

XD even I love the idea of this one.

it's CHOCOLATE. of course I'll think this is one of my best XD

second most downloaded skin of mine. so i think it's one of my best ~~yeah I know, lame reason~~. but srsly, i think it's really one of my best (the inspiration for this skin IS ONE OF THE BEST I EVER HEARD! XD)

third most downloaded skin of mine. i love Silent Night very much. I LOVE CHRISTMAS VERY MUCH!!!! :D

this should've be, for me, the best, if it's only working on Mozilla Firefox + Internet Explorer. but only working best in Google Chrome + Safari.

i flove the image very much. XD

love the simplicity and colors =) and the song XD of course

last one. =) just love the idea too, except for the yellow part because it's hard to read -_- and the links

whatever whatever

2009-09-20T00:17:00.002+08:00

Quote from Mr. Kris Allen XD XD XD

okay, aside from my new blogskin: HERE HERE HERE!!!

Napalook back lng ako sa mga tweets ko dati.. here's one:

~~ang dami kong alam~~. mud. napapagaya tuloy ako kay ano XD XD XD

The grey guy.

2009-09-16T16:56:00.005+08:00

Hexx. Bago ko ikwento ung mga nangyari ngaun, i'll just tell about last night. Kasi, ganito un, nakatulog ako ng maaga kahapon, mga 4-ish ng hapon. Nagising ako kasi nagulat ako biglang sinasaway ni nanay ung aso. Okay, wala talaga dun ung uhm... main chuchu ng sasabihin ko.

Nung matutulog na ako ulet, un, dun nangyari ung hndi ko ineexpect. Biglang namanhid ung buong katawan ko tapos nung tinatry kong dumilat, hndi ko magawa, well, nagagawa ko pero nagkoclose din cya as in parang nagbiblink lang ako. Tapos pagnakakadilat ako kahit sandali, ang nakikita ko lang black. Hndi talga super black, ung tipong parang may black sa paningin ko pero nakikita ko pa rin ung talagang dapat kong makita. Gets? -_- Basta. Tapos nasaisip ko, tatawagin ko si nanay, tatwagin ko si nanay! Gusto kong sumigaw ng "NAY!!" Pero hndi ko magawa as in parang may super glue sa bibig ko... katakot... grabe... @_@

okay. so.. TODAY :D

hehe... i'm just so happy today. okay. first, math and filipino lang ang klase namin. kasi mga PA time pumunta kami ng Math Quiz Bee chuchu. And the very happy thing happened: nakita ko ulet si kuia chorba. i mean. OMG. He's there! JUST LIKE WHAT I EXPECTED!!! Anyway, he's the grey guy on the title coz he's wearing grey (yeah, i don't care if you found out who is him coz hndi ko na cya crush. XD owner lang sa ffs. XD) anyway, ayun nga. kahit talo sa math quiz bee, masaya kasi nakita ko cya ulet. wee.. lalo cyang nagmukhang lalaki. XD ampangit ng term! XD

okay, so ayun -_-

ayun. napadaan lang para sabihin un :D

COPE WITH CHANGE!

2009-09-12T22:51:00.003+08:00

NP: Losing You - Busted

"I can't stand, won't stand losing you..." -_- so, currently it's 10:52 in the evening. I'm busy making the logo for Drum and Lyre (BD - tomorrow . or later .) and I'm surprisingly typing in English. -_- Ewan ko ba. Kanina kasi... ugh! Kung diary ko lang ito (I mean, diary na natatago at hindi naipapakita sa iba pang tao), malalagay ko. Eh hndi eh... *sigh*

NP: I Will Remember You - Kradam

XD Pinaiksi na eh. Kasi 40 seconds something lang ung version nila. I NEED A FULL VERSION OF IT!. AS IN FULL! -_- Anyway...

NP: Two is better than one - Boys Like Girls (feat. Taylor Swift)

Speaking of diary pala, I just bought the fourth volume ng Princess Diaries. Hay. Mas maganda sana, talaga, kung ung movie talagang base sa libro. I mean, ayun, walang binago sa istorya. Lalabas pa rin si Michael sa mga following installments... kahit dalawa lang nagawa -_- gah! Enough of that. Alam ko may ginagawa pa ako eh...

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

sorry kung ngaun ko lang ulet natuloy itong post na ito (it's already 9:12 am in the morning). kakatapos ko lang gawin ung logo ng DAL which is not really good. wanna see it?!? NAA! XD

so... Mr. Brightside updated!!!; yes yes yes!!! matatapos ko na ung Brightside!!! so may panahon na ako para sa Kradam fic ko na ngaun ay may FOUR parts na!!! yes, FOUR-part Kradam fic. What I planned is, each part has 10 chapters... so a total of 40 chaps. pero baka madagdagan pa mostly sa fourth part kasi un ung pinaka-gusto ko nang itype.

-_-

oh cya. tinatamad na ako magpost -_-

I hate it. So hateful. (Post for September 10, 2009)

2009-09-12T19:15:00.002+08:00

NP: You found me (Studio version) – Matt Giraud.

“Lost and insecure—“ yeah right. Gusto ko gumawa ng post. New blog post. I’m bored at marami akong gustong ishare na kamalasan ngaun. MALAS talaga. Dang. Okay, 6:07 in the morning, tiningnan ko sa cellphone ko kung anong oras na b kasi nasa kama p rin ako at wala pa ring gumigising sakin. So ayun, nagtagal, 6:13, wala pa rin. Bumangon na ako. Grabe. Katamad. Mejo maganda ganda panahon. Di katulad kahapon. Kaya kainis, kasi sure na hindi masususpend ang klase. Grr. May report pa naman ako sa O.P. Maya na ung tungkol sa OP. Tapos ayun nga…

NP: I will remember you – Ryan Cabrera.

Pagdating ko ng school, una kong ginawa is pumunta ng west wing para bumili ng papers para sa report ko sa O.P. Yes. Papers. Wala na akong time para maglatag at magtupi tupi pa ng cartolina or manila paper. Pasaway kasi ako. Hindi ako gumawa ng visual kahapon kahit nasuspend na (kasi naman eh, nagmamadali na akong umuwi kahapon para makanood ng eat bulaga. Nakanood naman ako, as usual, nandun si Paolo. Hehe. Ewan ko ba. Adik pa rin ako… nakablue nga cya eh… XD okay, back to visual aids). Kaya ayun, meron akong 1 and ¼ hours para gumawa ng visual aid. Sinimulan ko na. Hanep na yan. Kaliit ng sulat ko. Feeling ko tuloy hindi makikita ng mga tao sa likod ung sulat ko—para bang… “Bakit pa ako nagvisual aid kung maliit din naman ung font?!” Ganun. Tahimik sa room. Nagrereview ang mga tao para sa World Histo. 60 items. Kagulat gulat. Kasi kadalasan 34 ang items. Yes. 34. Hindi 30. Hindi 35. 34.

NP: Can’t cry hard enough – Bellefire.

Ayun nga. Sabi ko napakatahimik sa room na kunting ingay lang ay marami na ang sumisitsit. Nainis ako. Kasi okay lang na may sumasaway sa mga nagiingay pero mejo umo-OA na ung pagsasaway ng iba. Yung parang pabiro ba. Basta. Yung iba kasing pagsaway okay lang kasi mukhang seryoso talaga silang gusto nilang manahimik. Pero ung iba. Grr… So ayun, hindi ako nakapagreview at sige lang sa paggawa ng wala ring kwentang visual aid. No surprise kung ang binigay sakin ng mga klasmeyt ko sa visual aid ay 75 percent. Gawin nang 80 percent, makulay naman eh. Haha. Ayun. Dumating na ung ST naming lalaki sa OP at PA. Sir Amiel ata un. Ay oo. Amiel nga. Tapos pinagreport na si Jade. Reporting… -_- biglang napunta ang usapan kung saang side ba ng table dapat nakalagay ang telepono. Kung sa left ba. Or sa right.

NP: Ready, Set, Go! – Tokio Hotel.

Ayun. Wala lang. Erm. Okay. Naalala ko lang na “right” pala ang tawag sakin ni “left.” Haha. Nakakatawa naman. Haha—parang hindi talga eh, noh?! So ayun nga. Tapos binibigyan na ako nila P1 and P2 ng thumbs up. Grr. For special mention. -_- Okay lang. Bakit naman ako maaapektuhan. So OA ko naman kung mageemote ako dahil lang dun. XD So ayun, nagpatuloy pa ung report ni Jade. Ay. Nakalimutan ko sabihin na ang telepono pala, sa offices, kailangan sa left side daw kahit kasi karamihan satin ay “kananete,” para pag magtetake down notes ka, makakasulat ka. Pero sabi ni ma’am, kahit kaliwete raw, kelangan nasa left side pa rin ung telepono. So…

NP: Go Home Monday – Call me when I’m 18. (yes, yung go home Monday ang title ng kanta)

So. Ayun nga. Ako na magrereport. Gush. Sabi ko na nga ba walang kwenta rin ung pinaggugulan ko ng ilang minuto na visual aids. UGH! Pero okay lang, makulay naman eh, at saka cute. XD Anchuchu ko. Tapos ayun, report. Wla. Kung anu ano na lang pinaggagawa ko. Una, papabasa ko muna sa mga klasmeyts ko ung nasa book tapos mageexplain ako, kuno, or parang tinagalog ko lang ung nakalagay. But anyway, nagbigay rin naman ako ng reasons or something. Basta. Pero ung visual aid talaga pahamak. At saka… err.. I don’t really feel comfortable sa tpat ng klase. Parang ung feeling ni Mia sa Princess Diaries Movie (ung first) nung idedefend na nia ung side nila sa debate. Like that. Pero hindi naman ako nasusuka… well sort of. Maybe because of nervousness… and shyness… hala. Shy daw. XD

NP: What’s Up – Adam Lambert.

Tapos ayun, natapos na report ko. Tapos na rin time sa OP. Yey. May quiz sa OP bukas, hindi kasali ung mga nagreport (me, cheatm8, joy, and jade). Yehey. XD okay. Give me time to enjoy happiness. Lumong lumo na nga akong araw eh. Okay, move to PA! PA, PA. Okay lang naman. Tinuloy naming ung Work Sheet. Haha. Kaduling! Grabe. Para akong naloka kanina na puro line na red at blue na lang nakita ko na may mga numbers. It’s like a nightmare. A beautiful nightmare—since natapos ko nang malinis ung pinagawa ni sir. Hehe. AND hindi ako natawag na Ms. Carabao. XD Kasi nalagyan ko ng name ung worksheet =) Yehey. So ayun nga, kasi maaga aga naming natapos ung sa work sheet, dinismiss na ni sir ung klase ng maaga. Yehey. That means pde akong maghintay sa red panda.

NP: 21 Guns – Green day.

Red Panda. Dun ako bumili. Chicken. Namen. Madalas naman chicken eh. Ayoko ng pork. May buto. Ayoko ng fish. Maalat. Ayoko ng siomai. Ayoko kasi XD. Chicken gusto ko. Hehe. Tapos ayun, nauna na ako kanila Jonah kasi nga matagal pumila sa red panda. Ayown, nauna na nga ako e naunahan pa rin ako nila mommy Joan sa Charlie. Okay lang. Kahit papano dala ko pa rin ung World History book. At least makakapagreview ako. Okay. Ngaun ko lang napansin na bawat kantang tumutugtog, mga 5-8 lines ung nagagawa ko. Ganun ba ako kabagal magisip?! O magtype?!!?! Oh no. Bumabagal n pala ako sa pagtatype @_@ Or maybe because nagoauto correct kasi. Gamit ko kasi ngaun Word. Hindi ako online. Naginternet na ako kanina eh nung English time (wala namang English eh, hihi). So. Wait, hndi pa tapos 21 guns! Yehey! Ede mahahabaan ko pa itong paragraph na ito. So ayun nga, balik sa pagkain, bumli na rin ako ng limang Cream-O Deluxe. Eight isa. Magkano un. Hindi 50. Hindi 45. FORTY. FORTY PESOS ang nagastos ko para sa biscuit na un. Okay lang, Macharap naman eh. Hehe. Super. Kaso hindi ko kinaya kaya binigay ko na lang kanila Iman ung iba. So ayun, bumalik na kami ng room. Review na. Grabe. Walang pumapasok sa utak ko. Bakit kasi biglang nadoble ung number of items sa World Histo? Hmm… XD

NP: All in your head – Rooney.

Un nga. Review na. Grabe. Nagpuntahan agad ung mga tao sa Physics kahit maaga pa. Mga 11 palang ata may pumunta na ng Physics. XD And guess what, mga 11:25-ish, ako, si Iman, Jonah, at Larah na lang ang natira sa room (kasama rin sila Michael and Jerome pero may training sila eh). XD Grabe. Siguro akala ng mga tao na mas tahimik sa Physics. Ang tahimik kaya sa room nung kami kami nalang nila Jonah ang nandun. Pero hindi pa rin ako makapagreview. Walang pumapasok sa isip ko (hindi bagay sa NP ung sinasabi kong walang pumapasok sa isip ko. XD). So ayun. Pumunta na kami ng Physics. Grabe. Hindi ako nagshoe rags. Kasi talagang mukhang basahan na ung shoe rags ko na ang dumi dumi na walang silbi rin kung gagamitin ko kasi magdudumi lang din.

NP: Love me or Leave me – Rooney. (wow, two Rooney songs in a row, nakashuffle ung playlist ah!)

Oh shoot. Tapos na ung Love me or leave me pero wala pa rin akong natype. Nagayos lang ng bag sandali. Parang cesspit na ung bag ko. Eew. XD Grabe. Napakaburara ko. Habang tumatagal lalo akong nagiging burara. Lalo akong tinatamad maglinis. Lalo akong nagtinatamad magaral tuloy.

NP: This is my now – Jordin Sparks.

So back to shoe rags—I mean Physics. Wala rin. Niisa wala akong naintindihan. Mejo naparinig lang ako nung narinig ko ung ‘right.’ Torbucks. Kainis naman. Un pa rin. Right. Left. May forward pa and away. Sa electric field something. Wala lang. Narinig ko lang kanina. Tapos review ulet sa World Histo pero wala p ring pumapasok sa isip ko. Kaya nagkwentuhan na lang kami nila Jonah sa likod. Well hindi talaga ung total kwentuhan na wala nang pakels sa lesson. Meron pa rin naman. Hehe. Tapos ayun, kung anu ano na pinaguusapan namin. May EKLAVERT pa nga eh. Parang Introvert and Extrovert. Iba naman ung EKLAVERT. XD Basta.

NP: Gone – Kelly Clarkson.

So ayun. May assignment. Okay lang. Nagawa ko na rin naman with the help of Big Fafa Alfredo Oscar Cesar Eskowts Dee Third. XD Okay. Hindi ako nangopya. Nagpaturo lang. :D so ayun. Next subject: WORLD HISTORY. This is it. Okay lang naman. Matagal tagal bago nagsimula ung test. Nagbasa kasi muna si Ma’am ng dyaryo (XD). Tapos ayun. Simula na ng test. Nakalimutan ko ung iba. Katulad nung Delian League ba un? Nakalimutan ko un. Pati ung mga nagsisimula sa TH (WHAT?! XD) na chuchu. Pati ung isa na nagsisimula sa E na may konek sa heart chuchu. 48 lang nakuha ko. 48 over 60. Kainis. Marami kasing sayang. Yung golden era nga pinalitan ko pa tama naman. Grr. Tapos ung Hippocratic Oath. Hippocrates ang nasulat ko. Yung Socratic Method. Socrates nasulat ko. Yung year kung kelan nagsimula ang Olympic Games, 776 B.C., ung 6 nabaliktad ko. Naging 9. 779. XD

NP: Come Home – Adam Lambert (beautiful rendition. You should try listening to it)

So ayun. Napaspeech si Harvy na disappointed cya sa test. Disappointed din ako. Hindi sa test, kasi hindi naman mahirap—naka-57 nga si Mia eh XD. Disappointed ako sa sarili ko. Wala talgang pumasok sa isip ko sa mga nareview ko. Well, meron. Yung 48 items lang na natama ko ang pumasok. Pero… Grr. I know there’s something wrong kaya walang pumapasok sa isip ko. Ay. Oo nga pala. Hindi ko pa nadedeactivate ung bitterness ko na naactivate ko kahapon habang nasa loob kami ng Bulwagan… Okay, back to WH. Ayun. Pagkatapos ng World histo. Sabi nila wala raw English. So kahit walang English, balik pa rin ang TH sa dating gawi. Kumain between WH and English. XD May break kasi ng 30 minutes. Si Aubrey nanlibre. Pero gumastos pa rin ako. Para sa drinks. XD Ayoko kasing kumakain tapos walang drinks—ay, haha, parang kabaliktaran ng isa jan. XD So ayun…Uwian na. Wala pa ring umuuwi…

NP: When the day turns into night – Busted.

Wala akong magawa kaya ginawa ko na muna ung assignment sa P6. Nasabi ko na kanina ung tungkol dun. So ayun, pagkatapos kong gawin, tinanong ni Mommy Joan kung sino ba magiinternet. Sabi ko, ako. So ayun, nagcomputer muna kami—since alam ko rin naman na 4:30 pa ang meeting sa BD. Naginternet. Tiningnan ko agad ung Blogskin. I’m not expecting for a SOTD (skin of the day), but I’m hoping na sana makuha ko na ung first SOTD ko… And my world fell. Hindi. Wala akong SOTD. I hate it. You know? Magwaone year na ako sa Blogskins and still no SOTD. Akala ko nga nung una ung Be Yourself kong template ay makakakuha ng SOTD. Pero no. Ngaun naman ung Another Galaxy ko na template ang ineexpect ko. Wala rin. Hay… Maybe the right (right nanaman) time will come. It will…

“I, I hate to say goodbye. It gets harder everytime. What I feel, you feel inside, when the day turns into night…”
Pumasok lang sa isip ko. Bagay talaga sa graduation ung when the day turns into night…

NP: Two is better than one – Boys Like Girls (Feat. Taylor Swift)

OMG. Two is better than one. Nakakaadik talaga tong song na ito. Lalo na ung lyrics. Grabe. Parang ang sarap kantahin. Hindi ko alam. Wala lang. Trip ko lang sabihin… Hay. Pakinggan niu na lang. Such a beautiful song. I want to make a blogskin na two is better than one ung inspiration. But I’m still thinking of the concept. Maybe a two column navigational template. XD “TWO” is better than “ONE.” XD WEEEH. So ayun, balik sa blogskin, I mean sa pagiinternet, kinuha ko ung mga myths chuchu sa Greek Mythology, bad news. Nasave ko as .DOCX ung document. Pano ko mababasa un dito sa bahay?! Eh hndi naman 2007 ung Word dito sa laptop ko. -_- Tapos ayun, nagsearch ako ng “mary.” Song ng Scissor Sisters. Gus2 ko kasing mapakinggan. Wala. Remix ung nakuha ko. I want the original. Maybe bibili na lang ako ng cd nilang first…

NP: Boulevard of Broken Dreams – Green day.

Pagkatapos maginternet, may nakita akong students sa may likod ng kindergarten ata yun, basta sa LHS. Nung una hndi ko balak puntahan kasi baka some barkada lang ung mga nandun. Nagulat ako, nandun si Joelle, si Marianne, sila Ephraim. Isa lang ibig sabihin. Nagmimeeting na sila. BD. Torbucks. Eh mga around 3:30-ish palang ata nun ah! Grrr… Okay lang naman. But one thing made me feel nervous that time. No. Hindi dahil napunta sa bubong ung shuttlecock nila Marino. May isa atang taong lumalayo sakin ngaun. Actually mejo napapansin ko na mejo tumitingin tingin cya sakin—well, hindi ko lang sure kung sakin ba talaga nakatingin un o sa mga katabi ko. Pero, ewan ko ba. Sige. Let’s hide that person sa name na “Cake” (it’s the first name na pumasok sa isip ko). Kasi, nung past few weeks…

NP: No Boundaries – Adam Lambert.

Nung past few weeks, napapadalas ung pagkakaroon namin ng communication ni Cake. Pwedeng naguusap kami personally, pwedeng sa text, pwedeng sa chat. Basta I don’t want to be specific. Basta. Tpos may isang topic kaming laging napaguusapan. Hndi ko na sasabihin about saan. Then biglang—BOOM! Nagkaroon cya ng breakdown or downfall and bigla na lang cyang naging cold sakin. Not really cold. Pero nafifeel ko nang iniiwasan nia ako. Hindi ko sure kung iniiwasan nia ako. Pero mukhang. Tinry ko cyang kausapin kanina. Pero wala akong nakuhang response. -_- I don’t feel good about it… “Just when you almost gave up everything…” Hay. Favorite part ko sa version ni Adam ng no boundaries. Kasi talagang napapakita na “don’t give up. There’s no limitation…” like that. Tpos may birit pa. Hay. Okay. I already get over the fact na Kris won over Adam. But it’s the song. XD okay. Ne’ermind.

NP: Paparazzi – Lady Gaga.

Tapos, gagawa na ako ng editorial para sa BD dahil mas malaki na ang space ngaun. may meeting pa ang DAL. Manonood kami ng Drumline sa sabado. Hindi ako makakanood ng EB ibig sabihin (awts). Drumline. Napanood ko na un eh. Okay lang naman. Ang galing mga marching bands. I wonder kung magagaya ba namin ung disiplina sa mga tumutugtog dun. Speaking of—okay, wag na lang. XD May gusto rin sana kasi akong sabihin. Ibang person naman. Pero iba ung situation sa kanya. Hindi rin maganda ung feeling ko dun. Pero wala akong karapatan na ma-feel bad. Dapat cya nga ang mafeel bad. Kasi feeler. Basta. Feeler. -_-

NP: Fingerprints – Katy Perry.

So ayun. Umuwi akong lumong lumo dahil sa mga nangyayari sa buhay ko ngaun. First, walang kwenta ung visual aid ko kanina sa OP. Second, ang baba ng score ko sa World Histo (oo, mababa un para sakin. I know masyado akong perfectionist but I WANT HIGHER THAN THAT! Need to review -_-). Third, short na ako. I mean. Kunti na lang pera ko. Pero nakabili pa rin ako ng Turon. XD Fourth, ayun nga, ung lumalayo sakin na hndi ko na sasabihin kung guy ba o girl, or the other way around XD. Fifth, projects and assignments: ung greek mythology. Kelangan pa pala ng Picture; mas mataas daw ang grade pag may pic -_-; gagawa na ako ng editorial para sa BD. Tungkol saan?! (anong direction ang tatahakin mo, left o right? XD adik). Sixth: si daddy. Ung totoo kong daddy. September na. No news pa rin from him. Sabi nia kasi ngaung September cya uuwi. But no date. Grr… Baka naman paabutin pa ulet ng October! GRRR!!! NO !!!!

NP: Love Drunk – Boys Like Girls.

Okay. Wala na akong malagay. Sige. Maglalagay pa rin ako. Tungkol naman sa mga nangyari kahapon. Merit Card Awarding. 090909 din pala kahapon. Okay, 09092009. Ewan ko. Talagang feel kong hndi pumasok kahapon, di dahil sa masama ung panahon o dahil sa masakit ung katawan ko kasi tumugtog kami sa CEA nung Tuesday. Pero dahil nga sa Merit Card. Wala akong merit. Dahil sa OP. Tumataginting na 84. Grr. No. actually, may iba talagang reason kung bakit feel kong hndi pumasok kahapon. Alam niu naman un, debah? Kung kilala niu ako since second year malalaman mo un. Pero, you know what good about yesterday? Bukod sa 090909—I mean 09092009 kahapon, I don’t feel anything bad about the awarding. Really. Kahit ilang beses tumugtog ung BK. I dunno. Natuwa ako kung pano sila nakakapagrolling using their left hand (powtek, left nanaman). XD And. Ewan ko ba. Basta hndi ako nalulungkot kahapon.

NP: Dumbstruck – Call me when I’m 18.

“EVERYONE’S OBSESSED WITH YOU AND I CAN’T BREAK THROUGH”—line mula sa Dumbstruck. XD so ayun nga, hndi ako nalungkot khapon kasi bukod sa nagbigay kami ng Standing Ovation sa mga taga-porbuk na merit, suspended pa ang klase. And marami pa akong nabiling SUMO. Isang PACK. XD Grabe. Pero hndi ko rin naubos kaya pinamigay ko na lang. Hehe. So ayun. Maaga akong nakauwi para makanood ng—EAT BULAGA! YESH! Paolo’s there. Hehe. Nakablue nga eh, debah?! XD Oh well, I carefully look at his face nung napagusapan na ung about sa sinabi niang bouncing baby girl.

NP: You Belong With Me – Taylor Swift.

XD basta. But anyway, back to today. Napansin ko lang na naka-four pages na pla ako!! I can’t believe it. Ganun na pala kahaba itong tinatype kong blog post for today na ewan ko ba kelan ko mapopost. XD Grabe. You belong with me. Nakakarelate tlaga ako. Pero hndi na kay chuchu. You know. Or you don’t. XD “Can’t you see that I’m the one who understands you?”—grabe. Karelate tlaga. XD Sinong hndi? XD Anyway, don’t want to talk about my personal life muna. Kasi hndi maganda buhay ko ngaun, pano pa kaya kung un ang paguusapan?! Grabe. Lumong lumo na ako. My life would end without a smile on my face—wtf. Ano un?! XD

NP: Without you – Busted.

Well I guess eto na ang last song na mailalagay ko rito na pinakikinggan ko. Kasi mageeklavu eklavu muna ako. Fanfic and everything. XD Sige sige. Thanks for reading this long long long yet meaningless post. I know it’s meaningless unless you found it interesting na parang gusto mo pang mapakinggan ung buhay ko hanggang sa mamatay ako. XD Hala. Ano nanaman pinagsasabi ko?!?!

Babye na nga. Baka maloka na ako.

P.S. I CAN’T BREATHE WITHOUT YOU.

I just need to

2009-09-06T19:08:00.002+08:00

Actually kelangan kanina pa akong mga 6 umalis sa tapat ng computer but I URGENTLY just need to post. You know why?

BECAUSE I FINISHED A NEW BLOG TEMPLATE!!!

HERE!!!

Three VERY LAST Quarters.

2009-09-04T14:32:00.003+08:00

Yeah, Sinabi kasi kanina ni Ma'am rivera na may three quarters pa kami para magaral ng mabuti at magkamerit. Yeah, last year na namin ito sa High School (hopefully). and YEAH, last time na akong masasabihang may last three quarters pa. Kasi, last year na nga ito sa LHS.

Naalala ko ung mga kaechosan kong pinaggagawa nung Periodical Test. Tapos na ung second day nun, nasa bahay ako, lumong lumo ako. Kasi alam kong nagkalat ako. At alam kong hindi magiging maganda ung results ng test. And I will not make my parents glad because of that (english yan oh!). Tapos nasulat ko ung mga words na : Sawa na akong makarinig ng "May three quarters pa" mula sa magulang ko, lalo na mula kay Daddy... hanggang kelan ko maririnig un?. Worse: darating na si daddy this month. @_@

Okay, okay, so you may already know what happened... hindi ako merit. I'm not ashamed of it. But nung nakita ko kung ano ung hadlang sa pagkakaroon ko ng merit... Hindi ako nagulat. XD oh well, below 84 (basta) ung grade ko sa OP. Not surprised. Mababa ang periodical ko sa OP. and halos lahat ay 85 pataas (mukha ngang 89 pataas eh!) ang grade sa OP...

Wait, BIDA! AKO LANG MABABA SA OP! XD OP talaga... Talagang hindi ako pangOffice. Pano pa kaya kung OJT na?!?!?! WAAAAA. I'm dead. Not really dead... REALLY REALLY REALLY DEAD.

ayun.

gawa lang ako ng bagong blog and forum ng Bookkeeping. it's going to be BIGGER THAN EVER. Haha. Gusto niu ng banat?

BONGGA NA NGA, MAS PABOBONGGAHIN PA.

hehe.

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2009-09-03T18:57:00.000+08:00

Bago ako magout dito sa computer shop na ito, may isa lang akong announcement, ngaun ko lang naalala, ulet:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAY INSAN NUMBER THREE

diba. sakto. three rin. XD ayun lang.

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September Post!! Yey!

2009-09-03T17:58:00.011+08:00

Pagkatapos ng maraming taon, nagkaroon na rin ako ng--ano ba tawag dun... courage? ay basta!--na magpost dito sa blog na ito. Namiss kong magpost. Marami na akong gustong ishare...

RANDOMNESS HABANG PAPAUWI KANINA

-Nakabili na rin ako ng turon sa may kanto sa teresa. Kasi kahapon balak kong bumili eh kulang pera ko kaya wag na lang. Pero kanina subra pera ko kaya bumili ako. Ang sarap tlaga ng turon nila. Ang tamis. yum yum.
-Para raw akong nagdadabog kanina, sabi ni Plankton 2, pero bigla raw humina ung pagdadabog ko pagkadating namin ng catwalk--malamang sa malamang, ang daming tao sa unahan. Paano ko mauunahan.
-Anyway, nakaagaw ng pansin sakin ung mga signs na nakikita ko sa mga daan ~~ang lalim ah!~~ First: Bawal mangutang! Manguutang tapos sa iba bibili--. Ayun lang natandaan ko. pero may next pa. Tindahan ko nakita. Sana napicturan ko. XD In fairness, tama nga naman. Bakit ka mangungutan sa tindahan na un tapos sa iba ka bibili. Ede sana dun ka na lang sa bibilhan mo mangutang. Haha.. Kung pde. XD Second: Available here: Red Horse Beer. Wala. Naagaw lang ng attention ko. Hndi ako umiinom ng mga inuming hndi pde sakin, pero naagaw lang tlaga nung sign na un ung attention ko kasi naalala ko ung mga binbasa ko sa dyaryong kachuchuan na may konek sa pulang kabayo ~~alam na~~. Third: nakalimutan ko na. Anyway, naalala ko ung napanood ko sa T.v., I-witness ata un, ung pinapakita nila ung mga mali maling signage. Sayang. Gusto ko panoorin :D

BLOGSKIN

-Ayun, madalas na akong magblogskin nitong past weeks. Palapit na rin ung 1st anniversary--may GANON?!--ko sa blogskin. Pinaghahandaan ko na. Dinodraw ko na ung template. Draw lang. Hndi ko talga nagagawa pa. Walang Photoshop na maraming brush and font dito eh. Prrrff..

CURRENT

-Currently, unli pa rin ako. Five days un, malamang. Sunday ata ako nagunli. ATA. So baka bukas wala na unli ko. Sayang lang. Hndi rin masyado nagamit.
-Currently addicted sa mga songs na Two is better than one ng Boys like girls (mali pa nga interpretation ko sa song eh. XD pero ngaun alam ko na meaning, thanks sa lyrics), Fingerprints ni Katy Perry (ang gaganda tlaga ng mga ending songs sa mga album. ito kasi ung last song ni Katy Perry in One of the boys), Paparazzi ni Lady Gaga (I love the chorus :D), When the day turns into night & Without You ng Busted (nakakamiss ang Busted), and more!!!!
-Currently excited sa paparating na paguwi ni Daddy. Malapit nang umuwi si daddy. sabi nia kasi September daw. basta hindi aabot ng October. Sabi ng lola ko, sarcastically, September 30 uuwi si daddy. I expect the same, though.
-Currently excited na rin sa new album ni Adam Lambert, McFLY, Call me when I'm 18, and ni James Bourne... speaking of Adam, I got a new favorite picture of him and it's ~~damn~~ gorgeous, as expected.
-May bago akong gel pens. Kanina kasi may nagbenta ng gel pen na 10 pesos lang. Kaya bumili na ako, mga dalawa. Sakto naman, bago pa un mangyari--haha, mga hours ago--bumili ako ng 10 column worksheet sa West wing (kaming dalwa ni Mia) tapos bumili rin ako ng Gel pen. So tatlo na gel pen ko..... basta. XD

MAY ISA PA...

-Matagal ko nang gusto ito ishare. May konek sa mga nangyari nung SUMMER... actually nung una nahihiya ako ishare kasi baka gawan ng issue... ito na...

Gagawa na ako ng bagong Forum ng Book

You know what, matagal ko yan pinagisipan. Pero dahil naisip ko na kailangang maging fair ulet ang laban, gagawa na lang ako ng bago pagnakapunta ng alabang kasi mas maganda gumawa roon. Hehe. Ngaun ang problema ko, anong new name. Yung Bookforshort kasi masyadong simple. And hndi maappeal. So two names come out: Bikini Bottom (dahil nauso ang Spongebob Name Generator sa mga taga-book XD lalo na sa mga planktons) and Lazy Meat Loaf (Lazy = english ng Tamad--kung saan well known ang T2. and Meat Loaf = Spam. ung spam na meat loaf. di ba meat loaf un?! XD)... Nang tumagal, actually kanina ko lang naisip, L B M = LAZY_BIKINI BOTTOM_MEAT LOAF. XD kaso ang chuchu ng LBM. pero so far kinoconsult ko pa ung mga planktons and naghihintay na lang ng confirmation kung ano na ~~parang napakaseryosong usapin naman ito. XD~~

Sige. aun na. marami na akong masyadong nashare. Ata. XD.

NP: Karate on my heart - James bourne

Broken Promise.

2009-08-20T16:07:00.002+08:00

Yown. Nakapagpost din. Pero wala akong malagay. Actually meron. Tinatamad lang ako at saka nasa internet cafe ako eh. dang.

Anyway. ayun. tapos na periodical (thank goodness). pero wala. hindi maganda ng result--hndi pa nachecheckan but i know hndi maganda magiging resulta nun.

Sheesh. ow. btw. i'm glad to be obsessed to Pochie again (haha. feeling close. nakiki-Pochie?! XD). yeeyy!!! coz he's so damn beautiful. ang umangal, hater and bitter! XD

un lang muna. nxt tym na lang..

Weeeeee

2009-07-26T08:09:00.002+08:00

Ayun. Nandito ako ngaun sa alabang. Kahapon may training, okay lang. Hehe. Tapos nagkaroon kami ng praktis para sa Sabayang Pagbigkas, and as usual, maraming nawawala/late nang dumating kaya anong oras na rin kami nakapagpractice. But anyway, may isa pang problem nung time na yun, kasi nga hindi pa kami tapos (yung sabayan namin, hindi pa tapos) kaso may required kaming panoorin na movie, which are good anyway, and papunta palang sa sinehan ay trapik daw. So ayun... nanood nalang kami. GOOD THING walang pasok sa Monday--ang downside siguro'y baka hindi ako makaattend ng praktis. Grr. Okay, anyway, the films, okay lang naman yung mga films. Kaso nung nagsearch ako sa internet about the first film, woah. I didn't expect puro negative ang comments about that film. But anyway, don't care XD I kinda like the purpose of making the film. Kinda lang. The second film is what really attached in my mind. Short lang cya pero yung concept, the story, the actors, were all good. I kinda hate it at first kasi akala ko boring. Pero nung dumating na sa may bandang ending, biglang, Whoa!!! Hay. Basta. Gusto ko yung lesson nia. Yung parang despite of the tragedy na nangyari sa iyong life, move on and look at the brightside. Kahit yun nga, you lost a very special person, marami ka namang nasave na life. Hay...

Anyway. ayun nga. nandito ako ngaun sa alabang O_O

Atat

2009-07-23T19:15:00.011+08:00

Habang nagrereview kami nila Mommy Jo and Mia sa tapat ng room kanina para sa World History, marami kaming napagusapan. Tungkol sa mga happiness. Tapos yun nga, world history, mejo naging interested ako, nasabi ko na parang gusto ko magtake ng Anthropology sa college. Nagspech si Mommy Jo. Sabi nia... ......bsta yun. chuchu. chorba. basta.

Anyway, matagal na akong hindi nakakapagpost dito. Mas ok na habaan ko yung post kong ito.

Title? "Atat." Basta. May koneksyon sa description kay Ephraim sa Blog ng Entre. Naalala ko lang ksai kaninang umaga. *Daydream. Imagine. Dead.* GAH!!!!!

Ibang usapan. Kaninang umaga pala, nakasabay ko si Left. Wala lang, nabanggit nia lang na nasa Harappa chuchu na sila sa World History. Meaning: Late na kami sa World History. ~~But anyway, perfect naman ako sa test kanina~~ but anyway, okay lang. Tapos yun nga, pagdating q sa room, labas ng libro sa World History. Tapos tinanong ko muna yung mga tao sa room kung ano yung self-esteem index nila sa Office Procedure; mas mababa sakin: 1. yes. 1. ONE. ISA. UNO. ONE LANG. Grabe. Anyway, ayun, dumating si Mia. Nagaral na kami sa World History...

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Iba pang thingy:
- May bago akong template. Dito. Wala lang. Obvious naman eh.
- Nakapa ko yung chorus ng Jai Ho, Waking up in vegas, best days of your life, and white horse sa lyre. Chorus nga lang. Gush. @_@
- May tugtog kami nung Monday. Sa Accountancy. ~~D ko nakita si Kuia Chorba~~. May induction din pala ng officers nung Monday--nakapunta naman ako ng harap.
May tugtog din kami SANA sa Communication kaso hindi na pumayag si Ma'am Del ~~sayang~~.
- May solo na ako sa sabayang pagbigkas namin. wala lang. nasabi ko lang XD
- Naging si Sandicole ako sa Physics nung Wednesday. (Huh?!) Yung sa Spongebob. XD
- Binabasa ni Harvy sinusulat ko ngaun (~~Yes. Nagsusulat lang ako ngaun. O.P. pa lang. Pero itatype ko rin ito mamaya~~ ngaun. nagtatype na ako ngaun.)
- May balloon ako nung Monday (kasi nga Accountancy week, tumugtog kami). Kulay orange nga lang. I want green.
- May review chuchu sa Filipino para sa NCAE. Nakakatuwa nga eh. Chuper. Pag yung first four choices parang tama, five agad ang sagot XD
- Pumunta si Bayani Fernando kahapon sa school. Birthday ni Mabini. Ang galing ng MMDA Band. Nakamayan ko si Fernando.
- Nagtyping maniac ako sa Facebook. Ok lang naman. Masaya saya. Pero gusto ko laruin yun gamit yung computer namin sa alabang. mas matino ng bonggang bongga yung keyboard namin dun eh.
- May partial solar eclipse kahapon. Pabalik na kami ng room galing sa "Bday celebration ni Mabini" nang makita namin yun. Parang buwan na yung itsura ng araw. Bida. Labasan lahat ng estudyante. Ako naman hindi na ulit tiningnan kasi nga nakita ko na. AND sumakit pala mata ko. Nagyellow paningin ko. Basta. Parang may Hepa. XD
- Nakakaadik yung rocket mania and typing chuchu sa laptop ko. Wala. Nasabi ko lang.
- Ang saya ng double elimination sa P.E. Mahirap pero Masaya. Natapos ko na nga yung 17 teams eh :D habang nagmimeeting sa B.D. kahapon XP
- Napakinggan ko na yung "Want" (yung ni record ni Adam years ago). Ok lang naman. Pero mas gusto ko pa rin sa mga pre-Idol songs nia yung "I just love you" and "Come Home".
- Natututwa akong magtype nung Chapters ng Mr. Brightside nung last several days. Ngaun mejo hindi na, dumating na kasi sa turning point (huwow XD). But anyway, I MISS MCFLY! :D
- May nabili nang Rolling Stone magazine si Mommy (yung si Adam Lambert yung cover). Pinakita nga nia sa akin nung nagchat kami through webcam. GRABE!! WEEEE!!!!!!
- Di ko pa rin alam kelan uuwi si Daddy :(
- Wala na akong masabi. Tapos na O.P.
~~Let's see kung may madadagdag pa~~---(9:34 am)

(8:43 pm)

wala na. XD
err. di ako makalog in sa YM.

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I. I always see you. I always hear you.
I can't help but notice you.
That smile can kill me. Your eyes can melt me.
Your voice is taking me to ecstasy*

Ref. But I feel dreadful, coz I remember something.
You don't like me. You're in love with her.
I'm never hopeful when it comes to my feelings.
Can you change that for me? Can you tell me you care?

C. I want you to know how much I need you
to wipe my sorrow and cover it with hue.
My nights are fading. I always feel blue.
Can you make me happy? Can you love me too?

II. No one else can make me feel delighted.
When you're beside me, I never get frightened.
I know I'm crazy for still loving you.
Just want to show you that's how I love you.

Ref.2. I feel dreadful everytime I remember
You don't like me, I don't know why you still love her.
I hope that someday you will come over
And tell me you already forgot about that girl.

(C)

*naghahanap ng better word na kapalit. and title.

eew. geez.

Ganun ba talaga?

2009-07-12T01:39:00.003+08:00

XD Echos. Nakakatwa yung mga una kong posts sa blog na ito (see archives). Wala lang. Natuwa lang akong basahin ulit. ANG CHAKA! XD Parang gusto ko suntukin sarili ko. XD Echos. 1:40 na pala. Ay. May isa pang tab na nakabukas. GC. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....

Hellours

2009-07-06T17:01:00.003+08:00

Ayun. Nandito ako ngaun sa school. Isa sa mga internet cafe rito sa school. Naisipan ko lang magpost. Wala akong magawa eh. Grr... Chorba. Binasa ko ulit yung kong "Reformat." Wala. Bumigat nanaman pakiramdam ko. Chorba. WAAAAAA.

Oo nga pala, gumawa pala ako ng bagong blogskin kahapon sa ALABANG. Yes. Pumunta kami ni nanay sa Alabang kahapon para icheck ata yung bahay na ginagawa (yung luma naming bahay sa Alabang na gusto kong bawiin ulit!!! WAAA!!!) at saka para rin pala icheck yung telepono kasi raw hindi makatawag dun. Chorba. Pero may internet pa rin kaya nakainternet pa rin ako. Hay basta.

Tapos ayun. Ginawa ko na yung mga madalas kong gawin (KRADAM KRADAM KRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAADAM pics!!!). Gumawa rin ako ng bagong blogskin. Tingnan niu na lang sa blogskin profile ko na super plain. and boring.

Wah. Nagout na si mommy Jo. Out na rin ako (matagal na akong out! wahaha. iba meaning. Si Adam kasi eh! Nakakabading.. hehe... kidding... parang ang chorba ng meaning.)

Ayun. Nyway. Sige. Babush blog. AY! BA MUSH! Naalala ko na yung ginagawa ko dati. Hehe.

Ba Mush.

p.s. Everybody knows daw ang next single ng mcfly. Wala. Sabi lang sa wikipedia.

"EVERY BODY KNOWS!!!" WOOHOOO!!! :D

Bitter daw. (Post for June 25, 2009)

2009-07-02T20:55:00.003+08:00

Wah. NP: One Last Song – A1. Nakakainis. Tapos habang naglalaro ako ng Fashion chorba rito sa laptop ko, isa sa mga category “Evening wear.” Wah. Ewan ko ba. Tlagang ayaw ko ng JS. Well hndi naman completely ayaw, it’s just, it’s one event I want to forget for some reasons (dati gusto ko maalala, pero ngaun, wah, dang it).

Okay, iba na, The time of my life na ang tumutugtog (ni David Cook :D). Kahapon pala (hanggang ngaun), I’m sick. Literally. Sick. Kung kelan walang pasok saka ako may sakit. XD Talagang ayaw akong pagabsentin. Wahaha. Anyway, ayun nga, may sakit ako. Chorba. Actually hndi lang ako ang may sakit ngaun, marami kaming may sakit ngaun na taga-LHS. XD Epidemic! XD

Kanina pala, nakita ko si Paolo sa EB. Wala. Natuwa lang ako. Ang cute nia tlaga. XD Hehe.

Ay, oo nga pala, sa Monday na ulit ang pasok. So. Err. Wala rin. Nakakabagot yun. Lalo na kung hndi kami pupuntang alabang. Nakakainis naman kasi lola ko eh. Grr. Gusto kong pumunta ng Alabang!!! GUSTONG GUSTO KONG PUMUNTA NG ALABANG!!! GRRRRR!!! Nakakainis.

Err. Ayun. Wala akong masabi ngaun. Kasi nga walang pasok. XD At saka. Err. Ayun. Dang. Np: All or nothing – o-town. WAAAA!!! Anu ba yan… Bitter na ata ako. Whatever that means. X(

“With a simple telephone call, you leave me here, with nothing at all”

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

Speaking of songs, naaadik ako ngaun sa So What (P!nk), Thinking of you (Katy Perry), Tied together with a smile (taylor swift), and Over you (Daughtry) ngaun. Wala. Nashare ko lang. :-/ np: akin-jolina magdangal

Reformat. (Post for June 23, 2009)

2009-07-02T20:55:00.001+08:00

Sana pde magreformat ang mga memory ng tao. Katulad ng sinabi ni Mommy Jo kanina bago magPhysics, sana pdeng mareformat. Pero pipiliin lang yung mga bagay na gustong ireformat… PERO, hay, sabi ni Mia, hindi ko lang sure kung ganito yung exact niang sinabi: “kung wala kang bad memory, wala kang experience” and something like that. Hay. Bad memory. Siguro nga.Pero. wah. siguro nga masyado pa akong immature para hindi matanggap yung mga “bad memories” nay un as experience. I know. Immature ako. Masyado akong childish. Isip bata. Iniisip na walang negative sa mundo. Hindi marunong umunawa ng reality…

Reality. No. Actually kaya nga ako nadedepress ngaun kasi alam ko kung ano ang totoo. Kung ano yung mga imposible mula sa possible. Kaya nakakadepress. Well, minsan hindi nakakadepress ang reality pero…  Ayoko na. Naloloka na ako. Kung pde lang na dito na lang ako sa bahay magkulong, gagawin ko eh. Parang ayoko na magpakita sa mundo. Alam kong may mga tao pa ring may pake sa akin, my family, yung mga close friends ko. Pero. Hindi ko alam. Minsan kahit ganun I thought wala. Depression. Em0.

Wah. Anu ano nanaman sinasabi ko. Napakaemo. Tsorba. Ayoko na… Naalala ko yung sinabi ni Iya sakin kanina, naaawa cya sa akin, kasi nga, ayun… WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Kelan ba darating ang time na tuloy tuloy na yung kaligayahan ko? Talaga bang ayaw ng tadhana na sumaya ako ng pangmatagalan?! Kailangan ba tlagang, masaktan muna bago ko makamit yun? Or ako lang tlaga ang may problema? Kasi masyado kong dinidibdib yung mga bagay bagay. Kasi masyado akong immature. Kasi masyado akong SELFISH para tanggapin yung truth. Yun… Selfish ako. Siguro yun nga. Selfish kasi ako at parang laging gusto ko sakin kumakampi ang luck. Na hindi naman nangyayari. Nangyayari pero…

Wah! EWAN!!!! Okay, ako lang tlaga may problema. Kasi masyado akong nagfofocus sa negative or downside or weakness ko. Hindi ko binibigyang importance yung mga magagandang nangyayari sa buhay ko ngaun. Mas tinutuunan ko ng pansin yung mga nagpapadepress sakin…

Pasensya kung masyadong emo ang dating… Kailangan kong irelease yan eh. Kasi kakain pa ako ng hapunan—mawawala ako sa mood kumain kahit nagugutom na ako at masarap ang ulam pagdepress ako.

Sige. Pde na siguro yan. Baka ano pa masabi ko na wla rin naman akong karapatang sabihin. Kain na ako. Gutom lang siguro ito… or… (np: Just so you know –jesse mccartney) yeah right… I mean, yeah.

O_O

Oh short. (Post for June 22, 2009)

2009-07-02T20:53:00.000+08:00

So ayun, sinasabihan na ako ni Mia na tigil tigilan ang pagsabi ko ng word na yun (hindi yung title). Okay. Ano konek? XD Basta.

Anyway, kakatapos ko lang basahin ulit yung cover story about Adam sa Rolling Stone (which I’m dying to buy here!!!), nakakatuwa talaga. I love him. Oh, and natapos ko na rin gawin yung Europe Map. Well, I think I do finish it already. Oo nga pala, hindi pa ako kumakain ng hapunan. Sumasakit na tiyan ko. Wait lang. Kain lang ako… (8:49 pm)

(8:57 pm) Wah. Nagugutom ako kanina pero para bang tinatamad akong kumain. Ewan. O_O Oo nga pala, first regular Monday class today. Ayun, may flag ceremony. Ayun… Oh, ang dami palang nangyari ngaun na gusto ko lang ishare for some reasons (or, trip lang tlaga ishare). First- ROCKET LAUNCHING sa Physics. Okay naman kinalabasan, well, except na lang na kami pinakamababa (“Mas mataas ang FIVE sa ONE! Wahaha!”)—pero okay lang. Nagenjoy naman kaming lahat. Habang naglalaunch naman sila ng mga rocket, nagkaroon ng short “bonding” ang mga pinakatamad and/or spammers ng Book 08-10: Harvy (not surprising), Jerome, Alvin (Ultimate Spammer of the year! XD), Pam, Giel, and yours truly (oo na, ako, pero dati lang ako spammer, tamad pa rin hanggang ngaun XD). Nakakatuwa naman. Hehe. Kasi nung last school year, hindi ko tlaga sila nakakabonding ng matagal. Nung Summer this year ko lang tlaga sila nakausap ng bonggang bongga (through Forum—lahat ng nabanggit, well, except kay JJ kasi nawala cya ng matagal—and Friendster—si Pam at Giel, hindi pa ata ako nakakapagcomment kay Alvin at JJ eh). Tapos ayun, wala. Hehe. Ayun nanaman. :-/

Second! (ano nga ba pinaguusapan?? … AH! Mga gusto kong ishare. Okay, second--) Nagkausap ulit kami ni Affi. Pero hindi tlaga ganun katagal. Parang, palitan lang ng words. Ano sinabi nia? Basta may word na “Picture” tapos ang sinabi ko naman “Feature.” Hay. Basta. Ugh. Hindi ko alam kung matutuwa ba ako. Not really. Parang normal lang. I mean, hindi naman tlaga maiiwasang makipagusap sa ibang tao… Oh wait, Third thing I want to share, bago pala may Physics, nandun sa may area ng row naming yung grupo nila Cesar sa Physics, dun sila gumagawa ng rocket nila. Tapos ayun, nagtanong tanong si Cesar about those things na madalas Makita sa mga World Map (like the highest waterfall, largest archipelago, etc.) Ayun, nakakasagot ako. Nandun din si Affi kaya bigla kong naalala. Errrr… Wala. Nung time na yun, iniisip ko, bukod kay—errr, chorba, paano kaya kung mag-geo challenge ako ulit? I mean, why not? Namemory gap lang ako sa GC nung summer at mejo tinamad na rin kaya hndi ko tinuloy ang pagiging paa (right foot, to be specific), pero, wla lang. Naisip ko lang. Kasi diba geography—okay, nevermind… Okay, fourth, nagkaroon ng meeting chorba yung mga magkakagrupo sa Filipino. Magkagroup kami ni Mia. For the long time, naging magkagrupo ulit kami. Wala lang. Nabanggit ko lang. And—! Wala. Basta. XD Fifth, umuwi nanaman ako magisa (pero may kasabay hanggang Teresa): INDEPENDENCE DAY. XD Actually umuwi na ako magisa since nagsimula ang classes. XD Pero sinusundo pa rin ako ng lola ko sa may Baltaw O_O Pero after kanina, wala lang. Naisip ko, kaya ko na rin umuwi tlaga magisa. O_O Wala lang. Hehe…

Sixth, may audition ang BD bukas, kaya nagpagawa si Mia nung Announcement chorba sakin PERO hindi ako gumawa ng mga announcement thingy na yun na nakapost ngaun sa mga rooms sa LHS. Si Marino gumawa. Naalala ko lang kasi gustong gustong binyagan yung sapatos ko. Kaya bininyagan ko rin yung sa kanya. Hehe. Seventh, kaninang break, err, habang naglalakad kami ni Mia and his brother papuntang north wing, may mga nakita kami. Hindi ko lang tlaga sure kung nakatingin din sila samin. After a while, lumingon kami ni Mia sa likod. Wow. Ang linis. Walang tao sa likod (meron pero malayo yung distance samin). Tapos ayun, sinabi nia na it’s either tinitingnan nila yung kung kapatid nia, or ako. I don’t know. I can’t think of any reasons though para tumingin sila sa isang katulad ko…

Anyway, I have a new problem (naalala ko tuloy yung Health XD dami kong naaalala), ayun. Basta. Hindi ko lang sure kung bakit ko pinoproblema ito. Okay, ganito na lang, sa isang simulation game (let’s say, sims—basta, ipicture niu na lang sa mga utak niu…), may isang character yung friend ko, na naattract dun sa kapitbahay nia na pinapagalaw naman ng computer, tapos, ayun, pinagusap nia lang yung dalawang yun para maging friends sila. Then dumating yung time na hindi na napapadaan yung kapitbahay na yun sa bahay nung character nia. Nadepress tuloy ng bonggang bongga yung character nia. Hindi tlaga nawala sa “mood” pero yung level nung attraction nia sa kapitbahay, bumababa. Tapos ayun, one day, dumadaan daan ulit yung kapitbahay, eh bumaba na nga yung parang “relationship” level thing nung character nia sa kapitbahay kaya parang, bale wala nalang yung kapitbahay. And… you know what? I don’t think I made any sense with what I am saying. Srsly. Basta. O_O Siguro… hay! Ewan! Ganito, ganito, okay, yung friend ko kasi na possibly hindi niu kilala, may gusto cyang makausap na isang tao na hindi nia ganun kakilala, and vice versa. Ayun. Ewan ko ba dun bakit kailangan ako pa ang mamroblema… *para akong baliw XD bsta*

—Oo nga pala, sa Wednesday walang pasok. Wala lang. Nasabi ko lang—

Wala na akong maisip ilagay. Ah. Matutulog na ako. Night.

9:32 pm (Wala, nilagyan ko lang ng time, ang tagal ko pala magisip ng itatype. In fairness mahaba haba. XD)

Highs and Lows (post for June 21, 2009)

2009-06-21T19:19:00.001+08:00

Ayun. Nagtatype nanaman ako sa laptop ko ng new post para sa blog ko. Anyway, nung Friday pala, wala. Hehe. Basta. Gusto ko lang imark. Siguro dahil sa kahit anong oras na, nakauwi ako ng magisa (weee, naglakad ako sa Teresa at nagjeep magisa!!! INDEPENDENCE DAY!!! XD). Ok. At saka naglinis kami ng Room nila Iya and Erika, kahit hindi sila cleaners tinulungan nila ako :D And—at saka nagkaroon din kami ng “b-c-apple” & “Spin the Padlock” sa loob ng IT Lab. Kami nila Mia, Larah, Iya, Jinni, Erika, and Joelle. Si Joseph naman tagakinig ng mga pinagsasabi naming XD Tapos ayun, dapat kasi magmimeeting lang kami about sa BD. Eh wala, napagtripan. XD Thanks kay Iya, tinulungan nia akong makalusot. Hehe. Basta. XD

Tapos, ayun. Hehe. The next day, CAT orientation. Nung pinalipat kami sa room ng Alpha, wala lang. Hehe. Yun (ang gulo ko ba? Hehe) . Tapos nung break, nagtataka ako bakit tinatawag ako ni Bb. Cruz. Naisip ko baka nandun si Nanay para dalhan ako ng lunch. Nandun nga si nanay, pero hndi para sa lunch. Kundi aalis kami, papuntang Tarlac, para kunin yung mga pinadala ni Mommy para samin. Wah. Nagkalat ako. Basta. Yun. Parang ayoko na tuloy pumasok bukas at magpakailanman sa school. :( Anyway, ayun, umalis na nga kami papuntang Tarlac. Saan saan na kami dumaan, sa Dangwa, sa Laloma, etc. Tapos nakarating din ng NLEX. Ayun, dun nagsimula yung mga kaechosan. XD May nakita kasi akong Truck, yung isang pair ng gulong nung truck na yun, “nakalutang.” Nakatitig lang ako dun, nagtataka ako bakit nakakaandar pa rin! XD Yun pala, parang reserve lang yung mga gulong na yun! Chorba! Adik XD Marami kaming nakitang ganung truck. Mga tatlo (marami na yun) XD.

Then ayun, hehe, (pasensya kung puro “ayun” and “tapos” and “basta” yung post ko. XD), nakarating din kami ng Tarlac. Ang dami naming nadaanan na lubak lubak na daan. Nakakaloka. Tapos yung bahay na pinuntahan namin (mga four kami nakarating sa bahay), ang ganda. Gusto ko yung design. Yung bamboo thingy. Ang ganda. Basta. Tapos ang tahimik. Chorba. Then… ayun, binigay na yung mga pinadala. Bubuksan ko na. Tumawag si Mommy. Ang lakas ng ulan. XD Chorba, tinatamad ako magbigay ng details masyado. Then umalis kami, malakas ang ulan, tapos yung dinaanan naming nakakatakot, walang kailaw ilaw. Meron kaso ang lalaki ng distance. Nasa likod pa naman ako! Kaya nakakatakot lumingon. Nagjokan na lang para maging magaan naman pakiramdam namin. Hehe. Tapos ayun, nakarating din kami ng Hi-way. Yehey! XD Sa hi-way, may nakita kaming Baka. XD Wala. Natatawa lang kami sa tawag ni nanay sa baka: “KABAW!” XD KALABAW ata akala ni nanay. Eh baka yun. XD Wala. Nakakatawa lang. Hehe. Tapos ayun, nagstop over kami sa “Luisita.” Yun ata yung sinasabi nilang Hacienda Luisita. Nasicr na kasi ako, kaya nag-Jollibee muna kami. Sabi ko nakakahiya naman kung makikicr lang kami dun. Tapos ayun, sabi ng tita ko bili na lang ako ng French fries. Pagkatapos kong mag-cr, nagulat ako, hindi lang French fries inorder ni tita, may burgers, at ice creams pa! Kaya nagpabili na rin ako ng ice cream at burger. Tapos ayun, naghintay pa kasi nagbilihan din sila nanay ng mga pagkain. XD Tapos ayun, kinain na namin yung French fries, XD yung second cousin ko, nung kukuha cya ng ketchup (refill), tinapat nia lang yung lalagyanan ng ketchup sa refiller! XD Parang akala nia automatic yun! XD Wala. Nakakatuwa lang din. Tapos bumalik na kami ng sasakyan. Binuksan ko na ng tuluyan yung pinadalas. Ayun, nandun nga yung albums ng Rooney and Tokio Hotel. Yes! May album na ako ng Rooney and Tokio Hotel!!!!!! YEY!!!! Tapos binalik ko na sa lalagyan kasi aalis na kami.

Ayun, yung tito ko, dumaan sa “SCTEX.” Bagong expressway. Subic-Clark-Tarlac. Chorba. Ay, wait, dun pala yung baka! XD KABAW!!! Okay, ayun, back to SCTEX. Ang haba. Nakakatkot. Kunti lang din kasi yung dumadaan. Bago lang kasi. Tapos, may exit dun na may nakasulat “NLEX.” Nagtataka ako ng bonggang bongga bakit hindi lumiko si Tito! Tapos, ayun, sabi ko “Hala, lumagpas na tayo sa NLEX exit! Papunta na tau ng Subic! Hala!!!” Kasi tapos na rin kaming dumaan dun sa Clark exit kaya ang bagsak naming Subic! Wah! Nabadtrip na ako. Chorba. Kasi walang likuan or something kaya tuloy tuloy lang si tito. Ayun na nga, nakarating na kami sa dulo ng SCTEX. Sa Bataan. Wah. Chorba. Tapos ayun, may mga bahay bahay naman kaya hindi masyadong nakakatkot. Kung saan na kami nakarating, chorba. Ayun, nakatulog ako. Paggising ko, narinig ko na ang bagsak naman namin this time, sa Angeles. Kaya mejo okay na. Nakatulog ako ulit. Nagising ulit at nasa NLEX na kami, AT LAST! Yes. Hindi ko nga lang alam paano. But at least, nandun na rin kami sa tamang daanan. Natulog ako ulit. At nagising, of course. Ayun, nandito na kami.

Tapos ayun. XD

Pasensya na tlaga kung ang daming “ayun,” “basta,” “tapos,” atbp. XD Hehe. Oo nga pala. Pupunta kami ng Alabang ngaun (hopefully), naghihintay na lang sa tita namin na bumili lang ng magic sing sa SM. Ang tagal nga eh!

Anyway. Ayun. Hehe.

p.s. ang cute ni Tom Kaulitz. XP

Invisible. Invisible. Invisible… Visible (Post for June 18, 2009)

2009-06-21T19:18:00.000+08:00

Wala akong maisip na title eh. XD nagtatype nanaman ako rito sa laptop kong fresh na fresh mula sa pagkakaroon ng virus XD Anyway, naginternet pala ako kagabi, sa isang internet café. Dapat nga sasamahan ko lang pinsan ko, eh nagpuslit ako ng 40 pesos (ahem, sakin yung 40! XD) para makapaginternet ako at saka pangload na rin. Tapos yun, puno sa loob, then nabakante yung ISA. ISA lang. Dalawa kami. So share na lang kami muna, binuksan ko yung hotmail ko at nakitang nagreply pala si kuia chorba, ulit, sakin. Pero sa friendster naman (dalawang beses ko pala ginreet si kuia XD). Tapos yun, nang tumagal, may nabakante rin. Nagrent ako pero 30 minutes lang (wah. kasi ang alam ko after one hour susunduin kami ng tita naming). Tapos natapos na ako. XD

Okay, eto, natapos na ako magnet, halos isang oras na kami ng pinsan ko sa internet café na yun. Hindi pa rin dumarating si Tita. Yung pinsan ko naman, tuloy pa rin sa paglalaro, lalo na’t online ang “labs” nia. Ako naman, ayun, naghintay lang sa tabi nia. Nagisip. Nagemo. Nagguni guni. Nagpanic. Nagready (sa sermon ni nanay—anong oras na kasi, sure akong may sermon yun paguwi ko). Tapos yun, magdadalawang oras na kami sa loob ng internet café, dumating din, sa wkas, si tita. Ayun. AKO pa ang pinagalitan (kasi naman, yung pinsan ko, tuloy pa rin sa paglalaro at hindi p sumabay sa amin umalis). Kasi raw, pinadala nia na nga yung isa ko pang pinsan para ayain ako na maginternet sa ibang internet café. Dumating nga dun yung pinsan kong yun pero hindi naman nia sinabi na sabi yun ni tita (kasi pag sumama ako, baka hindi alam ni tita na nandun ako). So yun, sa sobrang bad trip, hndi na ako nakapagpaload (ok lang. Wala rin naman akong katext). Tapos, as expected, pinagalitan ako ni nanay pguwi ko. Diretso na lang ako sa kwarto… tapos… ayun… *loser mode*

Para macheer up ako, tinext ko na lang si daddy at ginawa yung assignment sa English. Ok naman. Nakatulog naman ako.

Ngaun, mejo okay naman ang day ko. Mejo. Mejo.

Nakakatamad magkwento. Hehe. Hindi. Hindi, mali. Hindi ako tinatamad magkwento, tinatamad lang ako magpost ng something dito. Hehe…

Geh. Yun.

Really? Shut up. (Post for June 16, 2009)

2009-06-21T19:16:00.000+08:00

All I see is you and me… The fight for you is all I ever know…

Geez. First week of school. Hindi ko alam kung anu magiging reaction ko. Siguro, uhm, masaya dahil nakita ko na ulit yung mga kaibigan ko (weh? Hehe. Di nga. Promise :D), yung mga taong matagal kong hindi nakita (sus, more than one week lang eh! XD Parang hindi kau nagkita kita nung Enrollment. XD), teachers, etcetera etcetera…

Malungkot naman—duh! So predictable: ilang days na akong hindi nakakapaginternet. I think marami na akong namiss. Wala na tuloy akong kaalam alam sa mga nangyayari ngaun sa Kradam or sa McFLY. Ang hirap. Wahh. Lalo na kung nung bakasyon yung pagiinternet ang madalas mong gawin. *Sighs* Actually may iba pang reasons kung bakit hindi ako masyadong masaya ngaun. Okay, since blog ko naman ito, pde naman ako maglabas dito ng, ahem ahem, emotion (ack, em0?! XD). Ganito kasi yun, there is this one person, okay, erase that one, actually, dalawa, different reasons. First, yung hindi ko ba maintindihan sa sarili ko kung ano ba pakialam ko. Kasi. Hay. He “indirectly” (shoot, chorba) made me cry (shoot, srsly) last chorba (shoot, yun na yun, yung time na naging tng ako. Err.. yun.) pero. Ewan. So far hindi ko pa cya nakakausap, hopefully hndi darating ang time na yun. Hopefully… yung second one naman, I don’t know. Basta. Ay, may third one pala. Hindi mawala wala. Ewan ko ba sa sarili ko. Kung matagal ka nang nagbabasa ng blog na ito (since nagsimula akong magpost), alam mo na kung sino yung third one. I mean, geez. Bkt ba hndi… hndi… hindi—

WAH. I’m crazy. Kanina ngang English eh, pinagawa kami ni Ma’am Del ng “Johari Windows.” Ako yung pangalawang tinawag ni Ma’am (srsly). Then nung ipapasa na yung paper, may hinabol ako sa “Closed.” You know what? “Loner in…” that. You know. “That.” Basta. *Sighs* Loner naman tlaga ako dun eh! Kelan pa hindi?! Ha?! KELAN PA HINDI?!?!? (I guess nung nagreply sa comment ko si cheeks, hehe, ang saya ko nung time na yun XP). Okay, okay. Hindi ko na alam kung ano nanaman yung pinagsasabi ko.

Sa mga nakakabasa nito, pasensya na kung paligoy ligoy yung topic, ganun tlaga ako… :_(

By the way, bago pala magsummer, nagplan na ako na ililista ko yung mga dates na remarkable tapos ipopost ko sa blog. Since hindi ako nakapagpost nung last day ko sa Alabang, errr, yeah, ipopost ko na ngaun (hindi ko pala ipopost yung iba. Hehe):

April 4 – First time kong manood ng performance night ng American Idol 2009. Top Downloads week nun. Nagulat ako kay Adam kasi hindi ko ineexpect na cya pala si Adam Lambert. Naimpressed naman ako sa rendition ni Kris Allen ng Ain’t No Sunshine, and started rooting for him.

April 8 – Nanood ulit ako ng American Idol for Kris. Pero hindi masyado okay yung performance nia. Then Adam sung Mad World, na ikinagulat ko ulit, kasi, super… stunning and moving and… I don’t know. Bigla na lang akong nagsearch ng pictures nia at ni Kris O_O I started rooting for Adam; Around this time, nagkasakit din ako ng bonggang bongga. Hindi ko lang sure kung bakit. Pero alam ko, nung Holy Week last year (last year ata), nagkasakit din ako ng bonggang bongga. Oh, and one more thing, bago ako magkasakit, naadik ako sa game na Spore. Pagkatapos kong gumaling (sa sakit), tumigil na ako sa paglalaro nun… pero gusto ko ulit maglaro nun :D

April 14 – After days of hiding my “feelings” for Adam Lambert, naging proud na rin ako sa wakas. I’m Lambertized! Oh and sa ABHSAT (hulaan niu kung ano yun. Haha. Obvious naman ata eh! XD), may someone na nakadrag (duh, hehe… clue: in blue! XD XD XD Shucks, nakakatuwa kaya. As usual, maganda. Cya. Hehe.)

April 19 – More than 10 new top 1 records sa Singstar Popworld. Resulta siguro ng performance ni Adam ng Born to be wild (Born to be wild is included in SS Popworld). Pero. Wow. More than 10?! Hehe… well…

April 23 – Wow. Weird. Nakalagay dun sa “notepad” ko na pinagsulatan ng mga notes: “Drag queens. At last. I love Adam-in-Drag (PINK!)” Wait… ahhh… AHHH!!! YUNG PINK!!! XD Yun na yun. XD Search niu na lang XD

May 10 – First time kong gumawa ng listahan ng gagawin ko sa internet night before this day. Tapos nagulat na lang ako na nandun na sila nanay sa alabang at ginigising kami kasi pupunta kami ng Laguna para magswimming sa madalas naming pagswimmingan; Bumalik kami ng Sta. Mesa, sabi nga ni Pinsan #1 “Bait ang swimming.” Basta. Hehe. Ayaw kasi naming bumalik muna sa Sta. Mesa, tapos gusto naman magswimming so… yun. Hehe

May 14 – Nakapagdecide na ako na hindi pupunta sa Davids Concert kasi Kradam ang nasa finale (yes! GokeyGo!); Bumalik kami ng Alabang. And birthday ni nanay, kinabukasan birthday ng kapatid ko.

May 16 – Eto ata yung merong Idol Reunion thing sa EB. Hehe. Ang ganda ni Pochie, as usual. :D

May 21 – Nanalo si Kris sa American Idol. Mejo nadepress ako. Pero sabi ko nga, basta Kradam ang nasa finale, masaya na ako :D Duets, huggles, interviews, photos, videos… Gah! I’m going to explode! *Fangirl mode, sry*

May 30 – Bumalik nanaman kami ng Sta. Mesa. Birthday kasi ni Pinsan #2 (daming may birthday samin ng May, apat). At saka pasukan na kasi. Oh well, “pasukan.” Hehe. Wala pa kaming kamalay malay na masususpend ang klase.

June 4 – Enrollment. Yun. Hehe; Day ni Pao sa Eat Bulaga. Nakakatuwa kaya! XD First dalawang beses cya nabuhusan sa Pinoy Henyo, tapos yung score thingy nia sa KKB nabali. Hehe. Ang cute. Cute. Cute!!!; Bibili sana kami ng gamit para sa school pero sabi ni nanay hatid nia na lang daw kami ni pinsan #2 sa Alabang, so, yun nga, bumalik kami ng Alabang :D

June 5 – Ginreet ko si Kuia Chorba ng Hapi Birthday kasi birthday nia rin (I think I know 3 people whose birthday is June 5 and one of them is Kuia Chorba)… through text. Nagreply cya, but the downside is: Hindi nia ako kilala. Wah! Means hindi nia ako natandaan. Sad. Err. Basta. Mahabang kwento. XD pero ok lang, at least nagreet ko cya, after more than one year of knowing him (nung third year ko lang kasi nalaman kelan bday nia eh)! XD

June 6 – A new friend on MySpace. Kyaa! Nakakatuwa! “I know him because of an old friend but I loved him because of him”… Kyaa!!!!!! Hehe. Basta yung pinakalast sa top friends ko sa MySpace :D

June 9 – Kradam day. Hehe. Nabanggit kasi ni Adam sa RS na Kris is “totally” his type (except he has a wife). Which is… very… KYUT!!!! WAAAA!!! KRADAM IS SO CUTE!!! WAAAA!!!! Then sabi pa ni Kris, it’s flattering. Aww… SO CUTE!!! KRADAM!!!!!!!!!

June 14 – Namili kami ng gamit para sa School. May bago rin akong addition sa albums na nabili ko, yung kay Katy Perry :D

Ayun. Mahaba haba na rin. Actually marami pa. Pero. Hehe. Yun na yun :D

Padaan

2009-06-17T21:15:00.001+08:00

Wala. napadaan lang sa blog kasi alam kong matagal akong hindi makakapagblog, worse, online.

Anyway, offline naman nagtatype rin ako ng mga chorbaness na nangyayari. Hehe. Hindi ko lang nasave sa USB ko kaya hindi ko pa malagay dito. Lagay ko na lang next time. XD

So far, ok lang naman yung first days ng school.

*sighs*

I think...

:(

Post for yesternight

2009-06-11T11:24:00.000+08:00

Apat na channels (as far as I know) dito sa Pinas ang nagnews agad about Adam's sexuality: Channels 7, 11, 21, & 23. Nagiinternet ako nung malaman kong nasa 24 Oras yung about dun (through twitter ko nalaman. thanks Kai :D). Tapos pinanood ko... I'm happy because they mentioned Kris (Kradam Fangirl mode=activated). Next, sa 21, ETC, dun ako madalas manood kung about Hollywood ang paguusapan (tapos na ako magnet this time). Daily top ten yung pinapalabass, and just like what I expected, Adam's on the top spot (yeah, you get it? top? okay, never mind). Mas gusto ko yung report nila since they mentioned (kinda) na hindi sila nasurprised about Adam's coming out of the closet, nasurprised sila about his crush on Kris. Agree with that! (Oh well, as a Kradam fan, I'm not really that surprised about the "crush" thing... but srsly-read as seriously-I'm crying and smiling nung malaman kong type ni Adam si Kris. Ay wait, "total" type pala :D). Anyway, ganun din yung ipinalabas sa 11 & 23, sinabi rin nila yung "gay" and yung kay Kris na things--though I already knew about it... pinanood ko pa rin for Adam, Kris, and Kradam (parang magkakaiba eh noh?! XD) sakes! :D

Okay, enough with that. Classes will start next Monday, and I'm still not ready. Why? First, okay, first is personal... okay, first AND second are personal. Third, tumatamaba ako. Ugh! You know I love eating. Kasi naman eh, nakakatakam yung Bananacue... banana's my favorite fruit and sweet's my favorite... taste (XD)... kaya nga 2 sticks ng bananacue ang madalas kong kainin tuwing hapon (hopefully i can reduce it to one stick. let's see). Tapos mani naman, tuwing... anytime actually. Npadalas ng bonggang bongga yung pagkain ko ng mani nung naglalaro pa ako ng Geo Challenge sa Facebook, tapos ito, hindi ko na mapigil.. kasi kailangan ko rin ng nginunguya tuwing nagiinternet. XD Then burger, kumakain ako ng burger pag.. bumili si lolo ng burger. O_O geez.

Really. Sysly. I'm getting fatter. Dang. I need to stick on computer more---speaking of, I need to finish the calendar now (na pinapagawa ni Mia)

That's it.

Oh & back to Adam. He is who he is. I'll always support him whether he's gay or.. he's gay. Love you Adam! And love to Kradam too :D

By the way, kagabi pala, habang sinasara ko yung bintana dito sa kwarto (kasi nakakatakot na yung scenario sa labas. ang dilim), natuhod (wah. yun na yun XD) ko yung tennis racket sa kama. ANG SAKIT! Awww... Ngaun nga masakit pa rin yung right knee ko. Nakakainis. malay ko bang nandun yun! Awt.

Yun lang.

>.<

Signature and Avatar :D

2009-06-10T21:25:00.007+08:00

Thought of sharing my avatars and signatures on

IdolForums:

signature:

avatar:

McFLY Philippines:

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and Forum ng Book:

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Okay, just shared. XD

QUOTE TO THE MAX!!!

2009-06-10T10:40:00.007+08:00

Dahil tuwang tuwa ako nung malaman kong "type" ni Adam si Kris... ang dami kong naquote sa IdolForums.. XD (sorry kung hindi niu maintindihan yung iba...)

[quote name='lakhesis' date='Jun 9th 2009, 10:06 PM' post='20177807']
For your Kradam fix people:

[url=http://www.rollingstone.com/rockdaily/index.php/2009/06/09/the-new-issue-of-rolling-stone-the-liberation-of-adam-lambert/?rand=83822]http://www.rollingstone.com/rockdaily/inde...ert/?rand=83822[/url]
[/quote]

OmG. That RS cover... is.... *faints*

[quote name='Dutchie88' date='Jun 9th 2009, 10:09 PM' post='20177824']
It's real. See here:
[url=http://www.usatoday.com/life/people/2009-06-09-lambert-rollingstone_N.htm]http://www.usatoday.com/life/people/2009-0...lingstone_N.htm[/url]
[/quote]

OmG. I'm literally crying (happiness :D) because of it. Thanks Kradam for making my summer very good!!!!!!!

[quote name='Daniel_J' date='Jun 9th 2009, 10:14 PM' post='20177862']
:D i wish i could see kris's face when he will read it for the first time...hilarious
[/quote]
[quote name='verrenoir' date='Jun 9th 2009, 10:14 PM' post='20177868']
Imagine Kris' face when he reads this!

and omfg I'm so almost hyperventilating it's not funny; this is CRAZY. but omggggggggggg kradamhsfkhdufh

ok it's on the rolling stones site, so it's official. OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
[/quote]
[quote name='jas89' date='Jun 9th 2009, 10:25 PM' post='20177943']
Kris is going to be asked about this from now on in every interview. How fun!! :w00t:
[/quote]
[quote name='farahlily' date='Jun 9th 2009, 10:28 PM' post='20177967']
IKR!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was like, totally happy!!!!!

i wonder how kris is gonna react about this though. [s]or maybe, he knows about it already and yeah, just shut his trap due to fear of katy, since that hot pocket totally adores adam[/s]
[/quote]
[quote name='verrenoir' date='Jun 9th 2009, 10:28 PM' post='20177971']
^HAHA IKR.

And yeah Adam probably did talk about it with Kris, and also had enough respect to talk to him about it being in the article. Imagine...

'is it okay with u bb? if this goes in the article, that little thing we discussed aaages ago?;

'Yeah, TOTALLY'

ZOMG I STILL CAN"T BELIEVE THIS. Although Kris probably knew abuot it, STILL he's gotta have a reaction somehow reading/hearing about it ..and yeah, THE MEDIA. For once, I don't care that Kris is getting tackled with questions about Adam, because this is KRADAM material adn that's FINE
[/quote]

so excited to see his reaction.

[quote name='KradamBomb' date='Jun 9th 2009, 10:30 PM' post='20177978']
[i][b]RS[/b]: So Kris.... Adam Lambert tells us that you're his type.[/i]

[i][b]KA[/b]: *blush* :rolleyes: [/i]

[i][b]RS[/b]: What do you think about that?[/i]

[i][b]KA[/b]: Well, I'm extremely flattered, of course.[/i]

[i][b]RS[/b]: And... would it be safe to say that you find him attractive, too?[/i]

[i][b]KA[/b]: Let me put it this way. I would only go gay for Adam.[/i]

:haha:
[/quote]

XD That's good.... yes Kris, please please!

[quote name='traclps' date='Jun 9th 2009, 10:34 PM' post='20178022']
Adam said Kris is [color=#333399][b]DISTRACTING, CUTE, PRETTY, TOTALLY MY TYPE [/b][/color] on Rolling Stone!

OMFG! :w00t: :w00t: :w00t: :w00t: :w00t: :w00t: :w00t: :w00t: :w00t:

Is everyone on this thread now still breathing???????????
[/quote]

No. XD

[quote name='arara' date='Jun 9th 2009, 11:01 PM' post='20178232']
Adam on Kris...
[size=7][b]Distracting! He’s the one guy I found attractive in the whole group on the show: nice, nonchalant, pretty and totally my type
[/b]
[/size]
:w00t: :w00t: :w00t: :w00t: :w00t: :w00t: :w00t:
/faint
on the other hand... [size=1]except that he has a wife. I mean he’s open-minded and liberal, but he’s definitely 100% straight.[/size]

Adam, we all knew that but that doesn't mean he is not totally into you too :shifty:
[/quote]

XD yeah...

[quote name='sizzlingcris' date='Jun 9th 2009, 11:21 PM' post='20178339']
Yeah. I'm gonna sleep with a big smile on my face tonight!!! I'm supposed to do work before I go to bed but this is wayyyy more important. Can't believe this day will come that I will be reading this headline:

[b]Adam Lambert Has a Crush on Kris Allen: American Idol Runner Up Comes Out[/b]

[url=http://www.nationalledger.com/artman/publish/article_272626426.shtml]http://www.nationalledger.com/artman/publi...272626426.shtml[/url]
Pinch me! Pinch me pls!!! This is the most surreal thing ever!!!
[/quote]

YES!!! KRADAM IS REAL!!!!!!

[quote name='farahlily' date='Jun 9th 2009, 11:26 PM' post='20178368']
is it wrong for me to say this, that i totally imagining adam singing these two songs to Kris?

a) if i cant have you (so blooooooomin' obvious! i put this on repeat for days)
B) cryin'!!!!!!!!!!

and how apt it is that adam's finale song is a change is gonna come? i've never been this open when discussing anything about gay people / couples in my entire life, and kradam has totally change me completely.

kris, it's your turn now!
[/quote]

i just remember the "we don't get naked together" interview.... did they mention that they're not roommates for one month already during that interview???

i'm just wondering... because when I looked back... it's already (more than?) one month since the "if i can't have you" performance.... so... uhm... okay, I don't know if you guys get what I mean.. :rolleyes:

[quote name='joie.de.glam' date='Jun 9th 2009, 11:39 PM' post='20178462']
IT'S REAL, Y'ALL.

Seriously, this is the most surreal moment of MY life. When does a ship ever become true? EVER? Especially a slash ship?

BRB. DYING IN UTTER ECSTASY.
[/quote]

Almost all of the ships I supported are not true, sadly... but Kradam? Oh yes!

[quote name='sweetmm' date='Jun 9th 2009, 11:55 PM' post='20178543']
My heart is saying he's covering for Kris :roll:
[/quote]

totally... :wub:

[quote name='sweetmm' date='Jun 9th 2009, 11:59 PM' post='20178577']
Each & everyone of us has a sickening grin on our face that can't be washed off :haha:
[/quote]

yeah... XD

[quote name='sweetmm' date='Jun 10th 2009, 12:02 AM' post='20178605']
I'm beginning to imagine an arguement btw Kris/Katy

Katy: I changed my mind I'm gonna follow you during this tour
Kris: No you're not!

[/quote]

:roll: [s]Kris is so obvious[/s]

[quote name='KradamBomb' date='Jun 10th 2009, 12:20 AM' post='20178783']
Why do I think that Kris would rather answer (and blush) about questions regarding Adam's crush on him than talk about the whole Christianity thing again? :bleh:

[i][b]RS[/b]: So Kris, Adam Lambert told us he has a crush on you. :shifty: [/i]

[i][b]KA[/b]: You did? :fear: [/i]

[i][b]AL[/b]: I did. :yes: [/i]

[i][b]KA[/b]: Why didn't you say anything? :no: [/i]

[i][b]AL[/b]: I wanted to, but I didn't want to freak you out. :'( [/i]

[i][b]KA[/b]: Awww, you wouldn't have freaked me out. :hug: [/i]

[i][b]AL[/b]: I wouldn't have? :w00t: [/i]

[i][b]KA[/b]: Of course not. :flowers: [/i]

[i][b]RS[/b]: Why not, Kris? :huh: [/i]

[i][b]KA[/b]: Cuz I have a crush on him, too. :bleh: [/i]
[/quote]

:wub: :spaz: :yes:

[quote name='sweetmm' date='Jun 10th 2009, 12:29 AM' post='20178858']
Kris had met Adam's current boy; I'm sure he wants to show Adam he could be cuter without shaving :haha:
[/quote]

XD yeah. hopefully.

[quote name='farahlily' date='Jun 10th 2009, 12:35 AM' post='20178915']
and then the brokeback kradam saga will develop way deeper.......... he'll leave katy and kradam will be like elton and david furnish... only cooler! (note: elton was married to a woman before, rite?).

damn my crazy fantasy stays better in my head though............. just stay in my head, stay in my head!!! not out for the world to see!

too late though :devil:
[/quote]

:spaz:

[quote name='jas89' date='Jun 10th 2009, 12:49 AM' post='20179056']
[img]http://i400.photobucket.com/albums/pp89/twilight_fan1121/Adam%20Lambert/kradamprincipalspoof.gif[/img]

:haha:
[/quote]

:lmao: that's epic. [s]but adam's "kris is my total type" is more epic[/s]

[quote name='xobeautifulmess' date='Jun 10th 2009, 12:52 AM' post='20179088']
Okay, I had to share this:

[img]http://i73.photobucket.com/albums/i231/brucasforever1/Kradam/giveittome.jpg[/img]
[/quote]

Oh, Kris :wub:

[quote name='xobeautifulmess' date='Jun 10th 2009, 1:03 AM' post='20179205']
The moment it all started:

[img]http://i73.photobucket.com/albums/i231/brucasforever1/Kradam/gifs/y2dcw.gif[/img]
[/quote]

XD Can adam wait for his bb? XD

[quote name='daz0' date='Jun 10th 2009, 1:13 AM' post='20179326']
[b]Adam:[/b] Don't look at the cute guy behind me. Just keep walking, don't look at him.. Don't...

[b]Kris throws his guitar on the bed Adam chose.[/b]

[b]Adam:[/b] Ohhh craaap....
[/quote]

:lmao:

[quote name='xobeautifulmess' date='Jun 10th 2009, 1:22 AM' post='20179416']
:) Tuesday June 9th 2009 - The Day Adam Lambert Made The Fangirls Squee! LOL. lame, I know! Lol
[/quote]

*mark my calendar*

[quote name='KradamBomb' date='Jun 10th 2009, 1:27 AM' post='20179470']
From [url=http://weblogs.newsday.com/entertainment/music/idol/blog/2009/06/adam_lambert_in_rolling_stone.html]Newsday.com[/url]

[i][color=#000099][b]Adam [/b]had this to say about when he found out [b]Kris[/b] was going to be his roommate on "Idol": [/color][/i]

[indent][i][color=#000099]"I was like, 'Oh, (bleep), they put me with the cute guy,"' Lambert says. "Distracting! He's the one guy that I found attractive in the whole group on the show: nice, nonchalant, pretty and totally my type — except that he has a wife. I mean, he's open-minded and liberal, but he's definitely 100 percent straight."[/color][/i][/indent][i][color=#000099]Ha! Imagine the scandal if something had happened between [b]Adam and Kris[/b], it'd have brought down the show![/color][/i]

[i][color=#000099][/color][/i]

[i][color="#000099"][/color][/i]

:w00twave:

Who says nothing happened? :whistling:
[/quote]

:whistling:

[quote name='sweetmm' date='Jun 10th 2009, 1:50 AM' post='20179688']
Before I sleep

[img]http://cdn.buzznet.com/media/jj1/2009/06/lambert-gay/adam-lambert-gay-rolling-stone-cover-01.jpg[/img]

[img]http://img35.imageshack.us/img35/9387/f08a51288bb34f14afdf574.jpg[/img]

^ I can't believe they mascarad each and every chest hair :roll:
[/quote]

:omg: i'm dead.

[quote name='jas89' date='Jun 10th 2009, 1:51 AM' post='20179716']
[img]http://i42.tinypic.com/5mhg74.jpg[/img]

:lmao:
[/quote]

:lmao: aww.. Kris...

[quote name='KradamBomb' date='Jun 10th 2009, 2:42 AM' post='20180190']
I found this tidbit on [url=http://topidol.wordpress.com/2009/06/05/kradam-my-heart-will-go-on-foreign-language-lessons/]TopIdol.com[/url]

[i][color=#000099]Funny. I just learned [b]Kradam[/b] means [b]steal[/b] in Croatian (and possibly a few other Slavic languages)[/color][/i]

Steal? Steal who? Kris from Katy? Adam from Drake? :whistling:
[/quote]

Both. XD

[quote name='KradamBomb' date='Jun 10th 2009, 3:01 AM' post='20180221']
[url=http://www.mtv.com/news/articles/1613535/20090609/story.jhtml]MTV.com[/url] article.

[i][color=#000099]But one of the most shocking admissions he makes is that not only is be good buddies with "Idol" winner Kris Allen, but when the two were first paired up as roommates in the "Idol" top 13 mansion, he kind of had a crush on the shy, married singer from Conway, Arkansas. [/color][/i]

[i][color=#000099]After making the top 13, Lambert sublet his Hollywood studio apartment and moved into the show's Bel-Air mansion. "I was like, 'Oh, sh--, they put me with the cute guy," Lambert said about the eventual "Idol" champ. "Distracting! He's the one guy I found attractive in the whole group on the show: nice, nonchalant, pretty and totally my type — except that he has a wife. I mean, he's open-minded and liberal, but he's definitely 100 percent straight." [b]A spokesperson for Allen could not be reached for comment at press time[/b].[/color][/i]

So they ARE trying to get Kris to talk about this. :fear: :w00t: :w00twave:

This article also says that, while Adam was crushing on Kris, it was Allison who he considered his "best friend" in the house.
[/quote]

Awww... Kradison!

[quote name='KradamBomb' date='Jun 10th 2009, 3:37 AM' post='20180637']
I was thinking the same thing, too!! :haha: To be honest, I don't think the big reveal in RS was about Adam being gay; I think it was that he'd had a crush on Kris from the very start!!! :bleh:
[/quote]

:yes:

[quote name='icebar' date='Jun 10th 2009, 4:47 AM' post='20181637']
-adam probably thinks of what's going on in his life when he sings, to put real emotion into the lyrics.
-adam sang the lyrics [b]"i'm gonna give you every inch of my love"[/b] and "i can't get no satisfaction, but i try" at the same time that he was crushing on kris.
-[i]whole lotta love[/i] and [i]satisfaction[/i] were kris' fave songs that adam did.
:shifty:
i mean, just that, put together w/ these new quotes...just sayin'... :whistling:
[/quote]

XD it all makes sense. Kradam!!!

[quote name='farahlily' date='Jun 10th 2009, 5:48 AM' post='20182482']
cant believe that he woke up every day, seeing his crush going in and out of the bathroom, shirtless, talking, eating, chilling out with him etc... without him sliiightly pining over him.

i also imagined the song falling slowly is for adam. because kris watched the movie once three times during that week (when he eventually sang the song). if i'm not mistaken, in that movie, the guy is revealed to be married and the couple eventually had to go separate ways (like kradam now :( ). the wordings of falling slowly also means sthing too (wear your kradam goggles and you'll see why). and the next week, adam sang If I Can't Have You.. which i believe is the epic adam's story song, kradam-wise (other than we are the champions, of course)

btw thanks for the quotes! you coudn't be more right!

i also think that adam, who talked to kris every single day after the competition, did informed him about this interview and i didnt think kris would mind either. they have talked about this obviously and they're cool about it. kris should be flattered that his new best friend finds him attractive [s]and do-able and totally his type[/s] and theire friendship will be even stronger now.

though in my head, adam totally gave kris every inch of his love :devil:
[/quote]

:wub: awww....

[quote name='sweetmm' date='Jun 10th 2009, 7:42 AM' post='20184121']
Adam is quite the business man; I think RS is quite happy Adam been promoting the mag for a couple of days. Furthermore his mention is Kris & Allie do make their fan base happy <3

Confirming Kradison :wub:
[/quote]

Kradison! :spaz:

[quote name='gilesmic' date='Jun 10th 2009, 8:56 AM' post='20185378']
Ya know, it's funny though because watching them and the way they interact and the way the "looks" i would of thought that [i]Kris[/i] was the one with a crush on [i]Adam[/i] not the other way around.

The way Kris always looks at him with this :wub: look on his face. Kris totally has a man-crush on Adam :shifty:
[/quote]

me too. XD oh Kris...
i wish he does....

[quote name='generally' date='Jun 10th 2009, 9:32 AM' post='20186008']
We don't really know for sure. Quick! Someone ask Seacrest! (lol NO DON'T DO THAT)

He said "Thank you, Paula" and [i]then [/i]"Thank you, sweetie". In light of all this new information it makes it easy to believe the second thank you was for Adam (since he kissed him after Paula did) rather than an unnecessary additional thank you to Paula.
[/quote]

that's exactly what i thought...

[quote name='supermeklot' date='Jun 10th 2009, 10:26 AM' post='20186932']
someone corner Kris for an interview pls. LOL.
[/quote]

oh yes, please!

[quote name='Literati' date='Jun 10th 2009, 10:28 AM' post='20186975']
Ugh, IKR? :angry: They need to fire who ever schedules these things.
[/quote]

yeah... separating Kradam is so.... >.<

so.. yeah.. marami.. XP nilagay ko lang dito kasi sayang, ang dami kong naquote eh! XD Thanks Kradam! XD

Find Me. O_O

2009-06-09T18:52:00.004+08:00

Geez, kakatapos ko lang maglaro ng Word Challenge sa Facebook. O_O Grabe, ang chaka, naiinis ako sa sarili ko, napakaemo ng dating. Wah. Ganito kasi, habang naglalaro ako, biglang may lumabas na pangalan, wala, nagulat ako, basta, lumabas, kung saan saan. O_O Actually dalawa... (Pause...) Tatlong pangalan yun. Tapos yung kanta? Cold As you ni Taylor Swift. Wah. Tapos next dun You Found me ni Kelly Clarkson. Wala lang. Basta. Geez...

Bakit ba kasi sa dami dami ng tao sa mundo ako pa ang pinakamalas pagdating sa ibang bagay like... okay, many to mention.. ?! O_O Geez... kelan ba magiging okay na okay na okay na okay na okay....... yung buhay ko? :-/

EDIT EDIT EDIT:

Currently nagbabrowse sa forum ng GMA and read the EB thread (and np: runaway- the corrs). Tama tama, si Pao! I need him. I need him. I-NEED-HIM to... alam ko na yun. Hehe. And speaking of, kakatapos lang magplay ng No Worries (McFLY). Wala. Kasi may isang line dun: I want the world to know how beautiful you are. :D Weeeee!!!!!

Okay.

Publish! XD Masaya na kasi eh ~~Mamaya hindi nanaman~~

Days, not week. O_O

2009-06-09T11:32:00.003+08:00

Several days bago magpasukan ulit ~~Hopefully masuspend ulit ang klase, kidding~~. Marami pa rin akong unfinished businesses sa internet/computer (speaking of internet, yung internet dito, is, KU-REY-ZI, okay, that's crazy, iba lang yung pronunciation).

First is yung McFLY fanfic ko. Naupdate ko na yung latest na chapter pero. Gah. Parang mas okay kung tatapusin ko na this ~~summer~~ staycation (A very lovely term, thanks Cheeks). Pero, gah!, Hindi eh, mukhang hindi kaya... At saka pag minadali ko, parang, wala, wala lang, walang excitement. Hehe...

Second: yung Calendar na pinapagawa ni Mia (ahem, new EIC ng BD. hehe. nice). Nasimulan ko na. Kaso hindi ko pa rin sure kung ano pa iba kong gagawin dun para maging, uhm, futuristic, and blue, and whatever... O_O

Third is, *sighs*, yung facebook ko. Yung pet society ko. May maintenance kasi kahapon ata yun, kaya hindi ko nabuksan. Matagal ko nang hindi nabubuksan yun kaya wala akong Idea ano na nangyari sa pet ko O_O waaaa!! (hala! tuluyan na akong hindi makabukas ng Pet So.!)

Fourth. Kradam fic. I have a Kradam fic. And still don't have any idea when I'm going to type it and show it to the public. (Nagenglish?! XD Nagenglish lang kasi maraming napapadpad sa blog ko dahil sa words na "Kradam fan fic" XD). Gusto ko tlaga yun ishare kasi kahit ako natutuwa sa kwento (and uh, it's not rated 17! XD). Okay, back to the problem, siguro hindi ko na muna yun gagawin, more on the Calendar. O_O

Ayun, alas dose na. Kain muna ako. :D

Current Obsessions?

2009-06-08T20:19:00.002+08:00

Tinanggal ko lang yung Current Obsessions part sa "About." Wala. Naisip ko lang wala rin naman atang tumitingin tlaga sa blog ko. XD About my current obsession? TOP TOP TOP!!!

Around 6:23- "i like top ones."

Napost ko na ito eh. Trip lang ulit =p

One More Week?

2009-06-06T12:34:00.002+08:00

Just received a GM... totoo kayang walang pasok next WEEK?????
Wala, napadaan lang sa blog para tanungin un. XD Anyway, nandito na rin naman ako, papalitan ko muna yung... okay, wag na. wag na. wag na.

Sige sige, aalis na ako, pinapaalis na ako ng pinsan ko. XD Manonood muna rin ako ng EB (AT LAST!!!! *faints*) saka kakain ng lunch.

p.s. http://www.twitter.com/nicoleaika --Twitter ko. :D

what!?!?!?!!?!?

2009-06-04T19:58:00.002+08:00

I just found about na majority sa mga pumupunta sa blog ko ay dahil sa "Kradam fanfic"...

okay, maiba. I also just saw pics of adam and this guy na ang second letter sa kanyang name ay "R" (hmm...XD you guess who... there are three! XD).... dang... lagi kong sinasabi na wala akong pakialam kung beecube man si adam pero.... dang... DANG!!!!

I would love to see kradam or/and "the original -dam pair" pics together....

naalala ko may nasulat ako, kr is better than br is better than dr....

whatev.

dang.

ookay.

tama na drama.

accept.

accept.

aaaaaaaaaaaccccccccccccceeeeeeeeepppppppppppppppppppptttttttt.

O_o

Wow. Weird.

2009-06-04T19:01:00.002+08:00

I don't think that you even realize
The joy you make me feel when I'm inside
Your universe

from Rico Blanco's Your Universe.

May isa kasi akong nadownload sa youtube ata na kradam tribute tapos yan yung gamit na kanta. ngaun ko lang nalaman ang title... in fairness hndi lang cya kradam related O_o... I can relate... O_o...

Pero. mahirap na magsalita rito. O_O

Let's just say....

Natutuwa ako sa mga nangyari ngaung araw na ito:

+ *toots*
+ nakita ko ulit si paolo sa EB, and kahit hndi cya nakadrag... chorba, ang cute nia.... it's his day on EB, isn't it? XD
+ *toots*
+ may nakita akong banner ng hbc sa may court sa Teresa.. wala lang.. natuwa lang ako..XD
+ okay, I just noticed na ang talgang tinandaan ko lang na nangyari ngaun ay yung *toots* at yung kay pao.. XD

A sad truth

2009-05-29T13:28:00.004+08:00

Dahil wala akong magawa ngaun, except sa icontinue yung Brightside fanfic ko (yey!), naghanap hanap ako ng group sa fs, a kram group... wala akong nakita, iba nakita ko, kay k.a. lang (mahirap na)... then I read one of the topic title there, sabi nia, dumarami na raw ang fans ni k.a.... which made me really sad... kasi parang dumami lang yun dahil sa yun nga, last week, he won... iba tlaga nadadala nung pagkapanalo mo....

hindi naman ako against sa "immediate" increase na un... but it just made me sad.... mahirap magsalita, baka mawala pa itong blog ko na halos two years na sa web... sana hndi na lang natapos ang ai... sana wala nang indi winner...

kradam ftw. always. forever.

Kradam = Happiness... always :D

2009-05-28T11:30:00.002+08:00

Take note:

Around 1:20 - Adam: "I like the top"

Around 2:00 - Adam: "My JACKET!"

new drawings

2009-05-28T11:13:00.001+08:00

^sino yan? I don't have any idea.. XD

^i'm lying if i tell you i don't know sino yan XD

Slacking... Mia's way :D

2009-05-27T11:16:00.006+08:00

I know nagawa na ni Mia ito dati eh. Yung makikinig sa radio tapos ililista mo yung napakinggan mo XD Dahil wala akong magawa nung May 25 ng gabi.. ginawa ko yun.. so...

(Time-fm-song(artist))

6:50 - 93.9 - Bad Day (Daniel Powter)

6:55 - 94.7 - Because of you (Kelly Clarkson)

6:59 - 94.7 - Photo (Ryan Cabrera) *actually eto, tinandaan ko lang yung words na "one more shot" kasi hndi ko alam ang title or yung singer... since mejo kaboses ni ryan cabrera, sinearch ko na lang yung real title*

7:03 - 93.9 - Single Ladies (Beyonce)

7:04 - 94.7 - Gives you Hell (All-American Rejects) *one of my current faves :D*

7:05 - 94.7 - Iris (Goo Goo Dolls)

7:09 - 97.0 - Closer (Ne Yo)

7:13 - 103.5 - Touch My Hand (David Archuleta) *remix ata*

7:15 - 93.1 - Jai Ho (Pussycat Dolls)

7:20 - 90.7 - Home (Daughtry)

7:21 - 93.9 - Come back to me (David Cook)

7:27 - 90.7 - What About Now (Daughtry)

7:32 - 101.1 - I'm Yours (Jason Mraz)

7:32 - 101.1 - Home (Daughtry)

7:37 - 89.9 - Mr Brightside (The Killers)

7:47 - 93.9 - Home (Daughtry)

8:01 - 102.7 - Hot N Cold (Katy Perry)

8:04 - 102.7 - Disturbia (Rihanna)

8:10 - 88.3 - Bubbly (Colbie Caillat)

Break for a while

before 8:56 - 91.5 - Just dance (Lady Gaga)

8:56 - 91.5 - Always be my baby (David Cook)

9:04 - 93.9 - Because of You (Kelly Clarkson)

9:07 - 94.7 - Thinking of you (Katy Perry)

9:08 - 97.9 - Wake me up when September Ends (Green Day)

9:11 - 97.9 - I hate this part (Pussycat Dolls)

9:17- 92.3 - If this isn't love (Jennifer Hudson)

9:25 - 93.1 - Thinking of You (Katy Perry)

9:26 - 94.7 - Love Song (Sara Bareilles)

9:28 - 97.9 - A Little too not over you (David Archuleta)

9:34 - 94.7 - Come back to me (David Cook)

9:35 - 89.1 - No Air (Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown)

9:43 - 91.5 - Everything I do (I do it for you) (Bryan Adams)

9:49 - 100.3 - Tracks of my tears (Smokey Robinson and The Miracles)

9:50 - 94.7 - Chasing Cars (Snow Patrol)

Nabored na ako ng tuluyan... so, kahapon, nakinig ulit ako, nagsimula lang akong magsulat nung marinig ko yung version ni Kris ng No Boundaries..

5/26/09

4:00 pm - 93.1 - No Boundaries (Kris Allen)

4:11 - 99.5 - Take me out (Franz Ferdinand)

4:13 - 88.3 - Mr. Brightside (The Killers)

4:18 - 93.1 - Touch my hand (David Archuleta)

4:19 - 99.5 - I kissed a girl (Katy Perry)

4:21 - 93.9 - Come back to me (David Cook)

Tigil ulit XD... mga gabi, nakinig ulit ako pero tinamad na ako magsulat... kaya yung title na lang sinulat ko...

I Do not hook up (Kelly Clarkson)

A moment like this (Kelly Clarkson)

Poker face (Lady Gaga) -twice kong narinig

Jai Ho (Pussycat Dolls) -thrice

Hot n cold (Katy Perry)

Crush (David Archuleta)

right...

Boredom result.

2009-05-26T10:39:00.003+08:00

Mga bago kong pinost sa Friendster profile ko:

It's boredom. XD XD XD. Srsly.

By the way, kanina pala, I read a very wonderful Kradam fanfic. Mejo napadalawang isip tuloy ako... kung ilalagay ko pa ba yung kradam fic ko online XP

Here's the link

that fic almost made me cry. yeah.

I Will Remember You

2009-05-24T11:38:00.006+08:00

So beautiful video. Ah. Tapos na pala American Idol. I will always miss everytime Adam ends a performance of him with a ~~scream~~ high and long note, everytime Kradam hugs each other once one of them was told he's safe, everytime na niloloko ko yung mga performance ni Danny G., everytime na sasabihin ni Randy For me for you, everytime Simon praises Adam, everytime Kara said the word Artistry, everytime Ryan enters using the stairs, everytime Paula uses nosebleeding terms... I will miss AI8... though mas gusto ko yung top 12 last year... but dang, I really really really love this year's top 2 more than any top 2...

Nung first time kong napanood yung finale this year, pinakita pa yung ford commercial ng top 2... the song is really beautiful... super beautiful... it really fits them... I mean Kradam... and... geez.... guess hndi lang sa Kradam fit yung song...

Kung iaapply ko sa buhay ko... errr... pde.. kasi... this coming school year... gagraduate na ako... mula sa high school.. I Will Remember everyone na naging part ng high school life ko, mapabest friend man (nice Mia), or enemy (nice Jade XD), i will always remember... kahit yung iba pa... yung iba pa... you know... yung mga taong super minsan ko lang makausap.. okay, i mean... ~~sila~~... cya... yun na yun... i know hndi darating yung time na kahit sandali marealize nia na till now... ganun pa rin ~~except na lang kung nakikita ko yung kradam na magkasama~~.. ganun pa rin... i still... i don't know... i just can't over... kahit na yung simula naman talaga nito ay napaka.. errrmm... weird...

Siguro dadating din yung araw na wala na tlaga... possibly after high school... or if i already find a new one ~~Adam!~~...

OKAY OKAY OKAY!! Ano na ba pinagsasabi ko?!

O_o

Naweweirdohan tuloy ako sa sarili ko... kasi hindi naman ako ung taong... alam mo na... bigla nalang nagsasabi tungkol sa... yun.. (np: Tied Together with a smile - Taylor Swift)... I'm going crazy O_O

Lambertized pa rin!

2009-05-23T17:36:00.029+08:00

Ayan, today, ako ang magiinternet ng hapon (possibly, bukas din) kasi nanonood yung pinsan ko ng replay ng American Idol (mejo pinagdududahan ko rin yung cousin ko why... XD I remember one time, sabi ng isa kong second-degree cousin, baka raw may gusto yun kay Adam! XD).

Errrmm...

I don't know... I love this animation:

I love that animation above pero indi yun yung sinasabi kong i don't know.. I love this animation.. what i mean is this animation (yung animation above is the audience XD):

I'm dead. Total... O_o

Kradam = Happiness

2009-05-23T16:45:00.002+08:00

Really. Seriously. Tapos na ang american Idol season 8 pero the cuteness between Adam and Kris is still on. And I love it.

Eto isa sa fave ko:

Huli ka, Adam XD

Next:

Kyaaa!! They're so CUTE!!!!!

last na ipopost ko ngaun:

Live blogging---OFFLINE :D

2009-05-21T11:57:00.017+08:00

May 21, 2009

Live-blogging offline XD Habang nanonood ako ng American Idol Finale kanina, nagsusulat ako ng mga nangyayari... hehe... So, here's what I wrote:

+ Nagsimula nah... Kradam's in white (Hawtness!). Okay. Introduction of Judges. XD Randy Jackson: For me For You. That's funny! XD; Kara DioGuardi: Sweetie + Honey. Right. Walang Artistry? :D; Paula Abdul: *Nosebleed*; Simon Cowell: XD Natalo na cya ni Paula pagdating sa mga terms! XD Nice one... WHAT?!

+ Carrie Underwood's in the audience... awww... okay lang, nagperform naman cya kahapon eh :D

+ Okay, ayan na sila. Kradam's in white. Looks like they're walking down the aisle *wedding bells*. Kidding (Not really XD)

+ Carly Smithson is reporting. For Adam. I know nabasa ko sa Crap Book ko na taga-CA din si Carly. I think. Basta. By the way, I want to hear her sing again, She's amazing :D

+ Top 13, singing So What by P!nk. Right, may part na magkasama si Adam & Danny-~~eew!~~. No Kradam?! Wait.. wait.. wait..

+ Okay, Adam did a position again... *drools* Hope someone screencap it... Anyway, Adam and Allison's voices really compliment each other. Love them. ADISON! (Love, as in, you know, sisters and brothers ;p). Another one, Adam and Scott... Wow... XD

C o m m e r c i a l

+ David Cook sings Permanent, my favorite from his self-titled album. R.I.P. Adam--Adam Cook. I almost cry with that performance. The song's so beautiful. Very beautiful. The long note: WOW! Amazing. That's a real winner!

Wait, may tattoo siya sa wrist? Right wrist? Or just a shadow? O_o

+ I see Michael Johns. Geez. I mean it, I miss the last year's batch. They're the best!

+ Wait wait, what's happening?! Awards? Golden Idol Awards? Kyaa!! So Cute KRADAM!! Okay, so here's the "Golden Idol Awards": Outstanding Male- XD XD XD Nick Mitchell. He reached the top 36. Why not? XD XD XD I felt Tatiana's the Outstanding Female. Oh, and sinuot ni Ryan yung glasses and, erm, bsta yung thing sa ulo ni Nick. XD

+ First duet: Lil Rounds and Queen Latifah. Go Divas!

+ Next, Top 11 (w/o Kris and Adam) with Jason Mraz singing I'm Yours.

+ Then, journey of Kris... Kris Allen and Keith Urban performed. XD "I want to kiss a girl"?? Tama ba yung lyrics? XD ~~kasi lagi na lang daw si Adam~~ XD

+ The 5 girls sing Glamorous and Big Girls Don't Cry with Fergie. Then Black Eyed Peas sings Boom Boom Pow. Geez. I love the song!

+ Next award: Best Attitude: Bikini Girl. She kissed Ryan again, on the lips. And Kara... no, she didn't kiss Ryan, but she sings and in Bikini O_o. No kidding.

+ Then David Cook, in the audience. :D

+ Allison Iraheta and Cyndi Lauper sing Time After Time. Aww... Allison... I think I love Adison more now... *roll eyes*

+ Danny Gokey with Lionel Richie (I noticed the coat. okay. ne'er mind XD)

+ I see Ruben. The guy who "defeated" Clay back in Season 2. Right...

+ Adam's Journey. O-M-G-HE-IS-SO-HAWT-THAT-OUTFIT-IS-O-M-G. He's wearing boots which look like the boots from the Crawl Thru Fire ~~*drools*~~. Then KISS is there. Yeah Adam! Go Adam! That's a Rock God!

~~Shucks. that grab again?! If I'm going to screencap everytime he grabs, the computer will explode.~~

+ Carlos Santana on guitar. Wow. So great. Then Matt sings, All of them sings. My God, I love the way Adam dances ~~drools again~~. Awww.. ADISON!!

+ Ford Music Video. Geez... So emotional... The end of the season 8... aww... btw, brightside is, Kris and Adam voices are so good together. (But I admit that Adam and Allison voices are better together).

+ Then Adam and Kris meet David Cook... and their new cars...

+ Steve Martin with Megan Joy and Michael Sarver. Wow... Megan... sana laging ganun yung pitch... Ryan asks Steve who's going to win: "I do"... No Kradam? :D

+ Guys singing. ~~Drools~~. Yes I think, Adam, you're sexy. ~~drools more~~... Rod Stewart enters...

+ Wait, no Michael Jackson?!

+ Bo Bice in the audience..

+ There's a girl in the audience. I know I see her before but I don't know who is she...

+ Outstanding Female: Tatiana! Duh! She's crazy, again. XD

+ Adam and Kris: "WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS"... awww... duet!!! OH GOSH!!! It's QUEEN!!! QUEEN's there!!! OMG!!! ~~Of course, without Mercury :(~~

Adam=new vocalist? Please? XD Oh wait! There's a KRADAM MOMENT DURING THAT PERFORMANCE! "WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS, MY FRIEND"... Dang cute!!! Super CUTE!!!

+ Okay. The results. Semi hug = love. Hehe...

OMG!! I felt Kris is going to win. But I want Adam...

+ Wow... 100 million votes... O_o

+ I'm Crying...

Kris Allen won American Idol Season 8

That's kinda long. Anyway, still, congrats to Kris... :\

The Final Two...(May 20, 2009)

2009-05-21T10:43:00.013+08:00

May 20, 2009, 6:33 p.m.

Currently watching American Idol. Kris is performing his second song. By the way, feel ko lang na gumawa ng review about this year's "Final Showdown"...

First Round

Kinanta nila yung mga songs na nung kinanta nila the first time sa AI, I'm a fan--Seriously. Tingnan niyo older posts ko for the proof...

Adam Mad World- I love the first time he done this. It's more haunting, maybe dahil sa Blue Light (And Scarf)... Agree with Simon, it's theatrical BUT only because of the Fog (And the Coat)--not because of Adam... Still I love it.. :D

Kris Ain't No Sunshine- Reason why I started watching American Idol Season 8 is because I'm amazed with Kris' version of this song. Ilang beses ko na nakanta itong song na ito sa Singstar that's why I can tell he really made the song his own... ~~It's still good, but I love Falling Slowly more...~~ Okay, agree with Simon, first round to Kris...

Second Round

I don't know the songs... But sa performance nila, agree again with Simon, Adam won the second round...

Third Round

Title of the coronation song is No Boundaries--I seriously love it. It's cheesy, I mean it, but I love it. I know Kara is a good songwriter, even before AI8... I know it...

Adam - Looks like he already won the show! Except there's no confetti, tears, ~~and huggage from Kris~~. I love it. I almost cry. I LOVE YOU ADAM!

Kris - Poor Kris. I love Kris but it's just... Parang tinatry niang i-reach yung mga high notes. Kara's right. Masyadong mataas yung song for Kris. It didn't fit him. So Adam won the Third round :D

Geez... Dang... I can't decide who will win... I felt Kris is going to win (Because of DialIdol) but I want Adam to win.

Right.

Thinking of you?

2009-05-18T12:41:00.004+08:00

Right right...

actually, hindi ko alam kung bakit ako nagtatype ngaun ng new post na may title na "Thinking of you".... no, no, i do have reason.. but it's just... okay, here it goes...

(currently listening: The Prayer ... aww..)

Cause when I'm with him, I am thinking of you

A line from the song Thinking of You by Katy Perry (kyaa... I remember when she performed sa American Idol. Nice nice nice. Idol! :D). Ermm... Wala lang, bigla lang pumasok sa isip ko...

i'm happy that Kradam's in the Finale... but sa bawat happiness, may kakambal yan na sadness... and i just realized what is it....

O_o

Post for May 12, 2009 (Tuesday)

2009-05-15T12:43:00.001+08:00

Saktong isang araw bago mag-air ang American Idol dito sa Pinas (Well, hindi tlaga sakto, tantsa ko lang O_o).

Okay, noong Saturday (May 9, 2009) – I dreamt about Pochie. Naka-yellow na gown cya. Wala. Hindi ako makapaniwalang panaginip lang yun kasi super na-“stunned” ako sa kanya. Wait, it’s just a dream, I thought I’m going to see him in a dress that day pero nung nanood ako ng Eat Bulaga (Okay, habang nagcocomputer), wala…hindi eh… Geez… Nung Saturday dn pala, nalaman ko rin na “Adam Lambert’s day” nung May 8, birthday ni Matt. O_o

Sunday (May 10, 2009) – nagulat ako, kasi, nandun sila nanay, mga seven in the morning. Yun pala, magsiswimming kami—wait, seriously?! Magsiswimming kami, for the first time in two years. Downside? Nandito ako ngaun sa Sta. Mesa. Mukhang totoo yung sinabi ni Pinsan #1, “bait” yung swimming para mapauwi kami rito sa Sta. Mesa. Dang.

Anyway, nagenjoy ako “kahit papaano” sa swimming. Pero, parang mas enjoy pa rin ang Summer KUNG either kasama ko sila daddy at mommy and Akia, or nasa Alabang ako kasama ang iba ko pang pinsan at si lolo habang nagcocomputer/psp/ps2 (Singstar baby!)/nanonood ng TV (American Idol!!!)/atbp.

Okay… yun nga, nasabi ko na, nandito ako ngaun sa Sta. Mesa. At hindi ko pa sure kung kelan ako makakabalik ulit sa Alabang. Gustong gusto ko na bumalik dun. Dun kasi may gana akong:

○ ituloy yung fanfic ko (Kradam Fanfic, specifically) – siguro dahil sa mas tahimik dun… mas madaling makapagconcentrate…
○ talunin yung bago nanamang high score sa Geo Challenge (Mga paa nga naman…) – kasi nga mas tahimik dun…
○ kumanta ng mga kinanta ni Adam sa AI (Seriously… at iba pang kanta) - dito kasi sa Sta. Mesa, dikit dikit yung mga bahay kaya pag kumanta ako ng isa sa mga kinanta ni Adam sa AI, parang nagcoconcert na ako (kakaflash lang sa TV, nandito na sila Davids. Wala. Nasabi ko lang—“ang cute ni Archuleta”). Pag sa Alabang kasi ako kumanta, parang ako yung KJ sa katahimikan dun.
○ magsulat ng kanta – kahit halos lahat ng mga sinulat kong kanta ay dito ko sinulat sa Sta. Mesa, iba pa rin kung nasa Mood ako… eh kasi nga sapilitan yung pagpunta namin dito sa Sta. Mesa, wala… chorba… nakakainis O_o

May isa pang thing na hindi ko alam kung ano na desisyon ko: Concert nila Archuleta and Cook. Geez… Gusto kong pumunta pero… ewan! Kinonsensya kasi ako ni Pinsan #3. Sabi nia, 3k plus ang ibabayad niu dun samantalang ilang oras lang naman yun… WAAAAA!!! I need to make a decision. Pupunta ba ako, or hindi? Kasi ako… errr.. may side kasi sa utak ko na gustong pumunta, may side na ayaw… at mas piniling sa Alabang na lang ako…

Right…

Think Aika… pupunta ba ako or hindi? Okay.. I just thought of a crazy idea:

Pupunta ako sa Cook-Archuleta concert kung, KUNG, matatanggal si Kris (or surprisingly, si Adam) sa AI at hindi cya makakasama sa Final 2 sa American Idol. Hindi ako pupunta kung ang Kradam ang nasa Final 2 at matanggal si Danny this week.

That’s it. I hope may ticket ako O_o.

Okay. Sige. Yun na. Final decision? Go…

O_o

Looking for a pic.

2009-05-02T12:06:00.002+08:00

Yung pirate pic dito sa site na ito.. okay.. hinahanap ko yung mas malinaw na version ng pic na ito

I really really REALLY REALLY REALLY need to see the hq of that pic.

Pictures :D

2009-04-26T20:51:00.003+08:00

new drawing..."update" (April 27, 2009):

Hehe... inedit ko lang yan gamit ang photoshop.. hindi tlaga ganyan nadrawing ko.. pero kahit inedit ko sa photoshop... hindi pa rin kamukha O_o

yesterday:

Okay, may pahabol pala akong picture:

Hehehe... marami pa sa Twitpic account ko (HERE!!! :D) It's up to you kung pupunta ka. hehe...

Walang Magawa

2009-04-26T20:35:00.003+08:00

Right, kamay ko yung "naka-glow" whatsoever. Yung hinahawakan ko yung pages ng Kradam Fic ko. XD Sa akin marami na yan, XD lalo na kung handwritten. XD At least nakasulat ako ng isang fanfic after million years ko sa fanfic writing XD

Another pic. Araw naman yang maliwanag na yan. last Summer kasi, madalas ko rin kunan yung araw nung May kasi nga tagula
n na, baka hindi ko na ulit makita XD Kaya yan, nung mejo maganda yung weather kanina, napagtripan ko nang picturan :D ulit

Dinrowing ko sa unan na regalo sakin ng mommy at daddy ko nung Christmas. It's an eye. Nakalimutan ko yung tawag. Basta (see Adam Lambert XD)

Sino kaya yang dalawang yan?! XD XD XD It's for you to guess... XD Basta ako natutuwa ako sa damit nung nasa left. Hehe... (Di kaya masyado kong nababa yung isa pang tao? I'm so bad.. hehe)

~~Speaking of~~ Hehe.. wallpaper ko ngaun.. wala lang.. napakita ko lang... (Ack, kulay pink pa rin pala ang theme ko... XD)

Alright:

Isang blogspot na resulta ng boredom. XD

Here?!!?!?! HERE?!?!?! HEEEERERE?!?!?

2009-04-24T21:55:00.008+08:00

Wala lang, biglang pumasok sa isip ko na "What if dito ko na lang ilagay yung Kradam fic ko?"... Di bah? Why not... as if naman na may babasa XD oh right... sige sige, fine, dito ko na ilalagay yung Kradam fic ko, pero siguro hindi ko ilalagay yung name nila tlaga, I mean, like for Adam, I will just put a capital "A" and for Kris, I will just put a capital "K"... siguro ganun na lang...

Hehe... the only problem for now, regarding my kradam fic, is... hindi ko pa natatype yung 3/4! Right. actually, mukhang hindi lang 1/4 ang natatype ko palang, parang 1/10 palang ng current finished ang natatype ko... waaa!!!

Ryt...

sige, as usual, marami pa rin akong ginagawa tuwing magiinternet... O_o

things to do:

-magpaload na at itext si daddy.

-make a new blogger template

-kunan ng picture yung loob ng "bago naming bahay"

-maghanap ng pictures ni adam at kris. as usual.

-continue my kradam fic.

-don't forget i still have a mcfly fic.

~~-be a better person. XP (Kaya ko ba?!)~~

OMG. What's happening?!

2009-04-23T10:15:00.002+08:00

Inaayos ko na sa Notepad yung new template ko but syempre hindi pa rin maiiwasan na magbukas ng ibang site sa web... and I saw site. Lagi na akong pumupunta sa site na yun pero I just saw one pic (right... picture...) from one of the pages of one of the threads (okay, it's a Forum)... aaaahh... I already saw the "face-only" type of that pic but I never expect that yun yung "full-body" type nung pic... I mean... OMG...

Right. Better finish my template now...

p.s. why adam's so addictive?!?!?!?!? O_o

After million years...

2009-04-21T10:02:00.006+08:00

Yan, ngaun lang ako ulit nagblog kasi "marami" akong ginagawa (Right, like maghanap ng pictures ni adam lambert, manood ng videos ni adam lambert, at makinig sa mga kanta ni adam lambert.)

Gagawin ko na nga pala yung bagong template ng blog ko. Kasi.. err... wala lang... trip lang... masama ba?? XD Err... uu nga pala, nung Sunday (April 19...............), naglaro ako ng Singstar Popworld kasi gusto ko imemorize yung lyrics ng Born To Be Wild (Steppenwolf) .. na kinanta ni Adam nung Movie Week sa AI O_o... tapos yun, nagkaroon ako ng more than 10 na new top 1. Wala lang, natawa na lang ako, kasi nakipagbattle sakin yung pinsan ko (um... pinsan number 5), puro nagtatop 1 ung mga scores ko.. sunud sunod... kung hindi man top 1, top 2 XD XD XD

All right, magegets niyo lang yung pinagsasabi ko kung naglalaro kau ng singstar O_o

Ay, oo nga pala, nakabukas pa rin pala yung pet society ko... sige sige.. tpusin ko muna...pati yung template O_o

*biglang pumasok sa isip ko yung isang line sa cadet kelly: "once a maggot, always a maggot"... wala lang.. XD*