Sheez. I completely messed up my High School Life. I already thought I would possibly end it smoothly but because of my stupid self, I messed it. I COMPLETELY MESSED UP AND SHEEZ!!!! UGH!!!

Look, I already accepted the fact that Harvy's in the History now of PUPLHS (thanks to his masterpiece---yes! I just called it a MASTERPIECE!!! Isn't it?). I already accepted the fact that we lost to 4-Entre in the IT Quiz Bee (quite). I already accepted the fact that I wasted two years (make it three) on admiring someone who is never going to admire me back. I already accepted the fact that I'm not really smart and I'm never going to be in the top 10 or even get a merit. I already accepted the fact that most of my favorite slash pairings are never going to end up with each other (no, except Kradam here. I so want them--!). But... I can't--!

Ugh!!!

Being a loner in love, you know that IT SUCKS