So I'm going to share my initial thoughts (which are incredibly FAIL) about Glee:

I first saw Glee through twitter as to everyone's tweeting about it (it's in Trending Topics) and I got interested and watch a video. The video I watched is Vocal Adrenaline's Rehab, and I don't really have idea during that time that those who are performing aren't the main characters and I lost interest because I thought it's just another HSM or musical with extravagant dance numbers. Then last September 2009, I downloaded Don't stop believin' and got hook with it. I search for more Glee music that time and I only downloaded Gold Digger, and don't really like it (at first!). And it's only last December when I decided to buy its soundtrack, yet I still haven't watched the show itself. Though, before I bought the CD, I searched about Glee and found out about Kurt Hummel/Chris Colfer and got interested (C'mon! A teenager + gay character? It's kinda impossible now to find it! And ugh! He's so... white).

And when I checked out the booklet of the album, I have some FAIL thoughts about the casts/characters:

1.) First, I thought Mercedes is Quinn. I earlier said that I searched about Glee and found out about Kurt Hummel. I only read about Kurt Hummel and read that he came out to Mercedes in an episode and then I didn't read the part that Mercedes has a crush on Kurt because of cheerios' scheme. Though I remember reading Cheerios. And yeah, I thought Mercedes is Quinn (And Hate on Me? The song says it all). And Mercedes sounds mean and girly and cheerleader-y for me. And that's my first FAIL misconception I've shared.

2.) Next, I thought April is Emma. Because I thought the name April fits Emma's look. And that's a first sign of my support to Wemma. Lol. But still, that's an epic fail of mine.

3.) I thought Quinn is Tina. I don't know. That's so fail of me. :\

I also planned on making a review about the soundtrack alongside Lady Gaga's The Fame Monster, stating that it will make things balance as I thought Glee is somehow conservative and everything. Though it's not really a fail thought, it's still a misconception of mine.

But I really consider this one as my most fail misconception about glee, ever: Glee = another HSM . Seriously. That's the worst misconception I ever know. like, WTH or WTF. :\

 

Conclusion:

watch Glee and you'll find out that difference between Glee and any other musical you've seen. Seriously. It's different. and way more interesting.

 

p.s.

look for Kurt Hummel a.k.a. Chris Colfer or Mr. Cellophane (my obviously favorite character/actor of the show)

So, here it is. Will type na whatever happened during that day (January 20, 2010, wednesday). I think I will start telling about PE time. I guess...

Nung nagbibihis kami sa may SCO office (Vala + Joelle), kumakanta na kami ng Halik (Aegis), and ayun na nga, may balak silang kantahin yun sa Karaoke Hub. Then ayun, pagbalik sa room, mejo nakaramdam ako ng kunting gloom. I mean, yung atmosphere, there's something wrong. Though I'm not sure kung ano man yun. Tapos ayun na nga, nabanggit na ni Sir Nero yung project sa Health. Siguro yun yung mejo ikinalungkot ko. Okay, I know mas madali ng bonggang bongga yung family tree. And I really prefer that over the play. But I just... ewan. Hindi kasi ako close sa maternal side ng family ko. As in, hindi ko talaga alam ano mga pangalan nila. And so ayun, tapos papunta na kami sa may volleyball court. Ayun, nasabi rin pala ni Sir bago kami pumunta run na mageextend kami hanggang 4. Tapos nakita ko sasakyan namin, si daddy, mga 2:30 dumating. Ang aga. Tapos maghihintay siya ng isa't kalahating oras (breaks my heart). Tapos ayun, nung may laban laban na, nanalo kaming group 6 vs. group 5. Tapos ayun, ayun na nga, nakalimutan ko sino nagsabi na kasama rin sa pupunta sa SM na parang "maglalaro kami" na parang excited na masaya pa. And ako naman, basta, kasi, sila naman, hindi naman nila tatay yung pinaghihintay nila eh. Kaya ok lang sa kanila. Ako naman, as a daughter, a spoiled daughter btw, hindi ok yun as to birthday ko yun first of all and wala na kaming oras pa. Grr.

Tapos ayun na nga, pagkadismiss ni Sir, alis agad ako. Kasi nga gusto ko nang puntahan daddy ko. Nung pabalik na ako ng room, gusto ko umiyak, kaso may bigla akong nakita kaya pinigilan ko na lang, ayoko rin namang makuha pa ang attention nung nakita ko (erm). Tapos ayun, emo ako dun sa room. Ako lang magisa. Patay ang ilaw. Bongga. Mga ilang minuto rin ang lumipas bago ako umalis and ayun na nga, dahil malakas yung volume ng nakasaksak sa tenga ko, hindi ko narinig or napansing hinabol na ako nila Anne and Larah (since nung palabas ako ng room, nabangga ko ng bonggang bongga yung chair malapit kay Anne at mukhang napansin nia na bad trip na ako). Tapos ayun, nanood ako ng So long Goodbye (Sum 41) sa sasakyan (through my ipod, this video btw) Tapos ayun, nafeel ko na nasumakay na sila and kinocomfort na nila ako.

Speechless talaga ako kasi hindi ko alam kung paano ako magsasalita. As in ang tagal na kasing naghihintay ni daddy eh. Tapos sayang din yung oras. Tapos ayun, nung mejo, mejo, nahimasmasan na ako, lumipat ako sa gitna ng FX (nasa likod ako nanood) tapos ayun, pinakita nila sa'kin yung reason kung bakit ang tagal ng vala (pero iba rin yung tagal ng Vala. Iba rin yung initial reason bakit ako umiyak). Ito pala yung pinakita nila:(No, hindi kasama yung frog sa gift nila, iba yung nagbigay kay Dougie--yes, Dougie yung name ng frog, isn't it cute? xD)

Tapos ayun, actually, nung nakita ko yun, napasmile ako. I mean, they freaking put next to each other the pictures of my two current love (except kay Paolo Ballesteros, wala kasi eh, paliwanag ni Jonah nakalimutan niya raw sabihin kay Anne. Awww. Pero ok lang, siya naman wallpaper ko sa cellphone and iPod, waha.). So, ayun, napasmila na nila ako talaga. Ok na ako, tapos ayun na nga. Lagayan na ng mga bags and picture picture na sa sasakyan. Then OTW to SM Sta. Mesa na!

Nung nasa entrance na kami ng parking, ayun, bonggang bonggang nagspeech ung mga tao tao na ngayon lang daw sila makakapasok sa SM Sta. Mesa (sila Larah, Mia...) tapos nung paakyat na kami, eh diba paikot yun, tapos siksikan pa kami, ayun, grabeng tilian na parang nasa roller coaster kami. xD katuwa.

Tapos pagkapark nung sasakyan, picture picture pa sa may parang "balcony" or whatever. Katuwa rin. Nung papunta na kami sa mga cinemas, napaiyak si Cesar kasi raw hindi cya makarelate samin. Tapos yun, kinomfort namin cya ng bonggang bongga. Then, ayun, sa bawat pagbaba namin sa escalator, picture picture. Katuwa, talagang chinecherish every moment.

Then, PIZZA HUT na. Ayun, kainan. duh. xD Katuwa kasi kinain namin, 6 na pizza. Pizza lang pero busog na kami (Cheesy Pops : Hawaiian, Family size Hawaiian-sa pan lang, Super supreme: family size 2x, BBQ Ribs : family rin, Veggie lover: family rin--para kay Jenina). Tapos ayun, iba ibang kalokohan. Ang ingay namin, super! Si Jonah and Cesar (and Joy) paunahan sa pagubos ng Iced Tea (bottomless naman eh, kaya ok lang xD) Tapos dumating na nga yung iba pa (iba pang Anknowns). Then ayun. Picture picture. Video video. Daldalan. Tawanan. Grabe, ang ingay namin. Si daddy naman nakahiwalay ng table. Siguro ayaw makagambala.

and by the way, mejo may itsura yung isang waiter dun, yung hindi nagseserve nung iced tea lagi kay cesar-i mean, sa lahat. basta. yung isa!

Tapos ayun, busog kaming lahat ng bonggang bongga kahit puro pizza lang kinain namin. Nakakabusog na. Tapos next stop, KARAOKE HUB!

Grabe, mukhang ang haba na ng post na ito, siguro isasummarize ko na lang yung mga bagay bagay na nangyari sa Karaoke Hub:

I. MGA KINANTA (Courtesy of ima4ever)

1. Halik (Kanina pa talaga balak kantahin)


2. Total Eclipse of the Heart (bigay na bigay ako na super rinig na boses ko- no doubt na napaos talaga ako)


3. Complicated


4. Bakit nga ba Mahal Kita? (ouch! OUCH! OOOOOUCH!)


5. Because You Loved Me


6. Paano (duet ni IYA & LARAH .. sila lang nakakaalam ee .)


7. If I Let You Go


8. It’s My Life (GLEEEE!)


9. Crazy For You (Soon din sa Glee. weee)


10. 25Minutes — last song nila Iman & Aileen :( (pagkatapos na nito, umalis na sila Iman, Aileen, and Mia)


11. Somewhere I Belong


12. Kabet (duet ni Nica at Jinni; bigay na bigay ang lahat sa rap. grabe xD Ito ang isa sa mga few rap songs na nagustuhan ko. Ang ganda ng chorus eh. Ang ganda ng voice ni Kyla.)


13. Tukso (xD seriously)


14. Maybe


15. I’d Rather


16. I will Survive (Jonah and Cesar’s VERSION; ye bah!)


17. Baby One More Time (si Marianne kumanta :)


18. GLAMOROUS


19. Crawling


20. I don’t wanna miss a thing (DYK this is my first ever favorite song?)


21. YMCA (Pinakamemorable para sakin. Nakakatuwa yung pagsayaw ng lahat. Tapos sila Anne nasa labas rin ng room pero sumasayaw din. Katuwa)


22. In the END ..


23. GIRLFRIEND (Jonah and Cesar again xD)


24. Happy Birthday Song to AIKA (Nagulat ako rito, in fairness, at nakisabay na rin sa pagkanta nila na parang hindi ako yung may birthday xD)


25. DON’T STOP BOOKKEEPING este BELIEVING pala :) (The Last Song; ang balak ko sanang last song The Heart Never Lies - McFLY kaso masyadong malungkot --- yes, MY HEART NEVER LIES SA KARAOKE HUB SA SM STA. MESA)

II. YUNG YMCA/IN THE NAVY NGA

Masyado siyang memorable not to mention.xD Lahat talaga sayaw to the max. xD

III. YUNG KWARTO MISMO

Nung una, akala ko hindi kami magkakasya. Tama hula ko, hindi nga kami nagkasya. Well, nagkasya pero siksikan kami as in super init sa loob na nakahinga lang kami ng maluwag nung maisipan na ng iba na sa sahig na umupo xD. Pero ok lang. Oh, and by the way, Sydney pala ung room namin. wahah. wala lang. Sydney, de bah?

IV. MGA TAO TAO SA LABAS

Nakakatuwa nung lumabas na sila Cesar, Jonah, Larah, Anne, and Fatima. Wala lang. Katuwa. Wahaha. Tapos sisilip silip sila sa bintana tapos wala. Katuwa. xD

So ayun. Two hours kaming nagkaraoke. Tapos ayun na nga. Tapos na. Pauwi na kami. Katuwa nanaman at nagpicture picture sa may balcony something something kasi ang ganda ng city lights and the stars and the moon na nakasmile raw kaso birthday ko. Tapos nung pababa na kami ulit, katuwa. wahaha. Roller coaster ulit. Tapos ayun, nung nasa may tapat na kami ng SM Sta. Mesa, bumaba na sila ng FX. Tapos pagkababa nila, sabi ko agad kay daddy na dalian yung paguwi para maabutan ko pa The Last Prince---ay, speaking of! Bago pala kami bumaba sa may "dome"--waha, ayun nga, nabanggit ko yung the last prince and ayun, wala lang, nabanggit ko ng bonggang bongga na hindi si Aljur ang inaabangan ko run. Kundi si Michael Jackson. Wahaha. Este, Anexi pala. xD Ayun.

So paguwi, ayun, naabutan ko pa The Last Prince. Nakita ko pa yung wife ko. Waha. Wife. Katuwa. Reminder ulit: Yung wife na tinutukoy ko ay isang lalaki. Magandang lalaki. PERO HINDI SIYA BADING AND YUN YUNG SABI NIA. So kung ayaw mong maniwalang hindi siya bading, katulad nga ng sinasabi ng mga kapwa ko Lamb Skank and Kradamite nung April-May, haters to the left.

So ayun, nagstay nga pala si daddy hanggang matapos Full House which is getting interesting as to gusto ko talaga yung part na si Justin na ang nagseselos.

Wee!

Ok, end.

p.s.

WATCH THE LAST PRINCE AND FULL HOUSE AFTER DARNA ON GMA TELEBABAD, EVERY WEEKDAYS NIGHT. thanks.

So, I just thought to track down all of the good (or not) things I encounter or whatever during the year 2009. So, I'm going to start now ? :)

disclaimer: all of the videos/pictures/etc. i'm going to be mentioned aren't mines. except when i said so. but really, i don't own any of them.

January 2009

- end of December 2008, I'm addicted again to Hanazakari no Kimitachi e, a.k.a. Hana Kimi Japan.



And it's still because of Ikuta Toma, who plays the adorable and really funny Nakatsu. But i love Hana Kimi more because of Ryo Kimura, who plays Nakao | Bonus:





Seriously, I was freaking out when I found out about those. I didn't know that Nakao and Nanba kissed (take note: twice!)

- so yeah, to sum it up, I'm really addicted to Jdoramas during the first month of 2009. Say, Hana Kimi, Akai Ito (speaking of, I also have a huge crush on Mizobata Junpei. yeah, the reason why I watched Akai Ito. oh, and also of course because of Ryo Kimura), Hana Yori Dango, Houkago, Nodame Cantabile Live Action..

- oh shucks, as I track down what I posted in my blog last January 2009, I saw it. this:



seriously, I'M SO DIE HARD TO SEE THAT COMMERCIAL AGAIN COZ SHUN OGURI IS SO FREAKING HOT AND MORE PRETTIER THAN ME I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. *phew*. and.. yeah.. i also have a crush on Shun Oguri.

- I almost memorize the basic Nihongo words.

- Few days before my birthday (January 20, 2009), my parents told me we're going to go to Eat Bulaga to celebrate my birthday (coz I'm still in love with Paolo Ballesteros.. XD). During that time, I haven't seen Paolo in Eat Bulaga so I just decided not to go coz I don't want to let down myself and to my surprise... yes, he's there. Damn. :/

- I'm still reading what I posted last January 2009 and I can see I'm so addicted to Ryo Kimura that I watched every single videos in YouTube that features him. XD

- Few hours before my birthday, Maria Araceli Baygan, a.k.a. my best friend, showed me a very wonderful gift:



OMG. Teppei Koike in dress. O_O

- I made my first fanvid :



featuring Nanba & Nakao of Hana Kimi :) The song Who Knew by P!nk really stuck in my head during that time and all I can think while hearing that song is all of the Nanba-Nakao moments.

- And I have a crush on my classmate who's not really worth having a crush on. I can't even say his name. It's still confidential up to now.

February 2009

- We went to Abra for the second time around. We also went there last (last) year.

- My crush over Affinity went stronger. And to someone I called Kuia Chorba :)

- Who could forget JS PROM?! I think it's one of the most unforgettable thing that happened last year. Seriously. Unforgettable. Not memory. Coz I know after JS, I became textmate with the said crush (no, not Kuia). Err.

- February 17, 2009 : worst day of my life. First, I found out that that guy I called Affi already got another girlfriend who.. yeah, same name (i don't care if you found out who the hell is that Affi dude is, I mean, who cares? XD i'm just joking, okay?). Second, I found out that my dad already left--THRU TEXT. No personal goodbyes.

- I have a crush on Robert Schwartzman (a.k.a. Michael in Princess Diaries 1st movie and member of the band Rooney), :)

- I started reading the first three books of the Princess Diaries series.

- We have this play in Filipino. Actually it's a musical play. But. yeah. I still kinda enjoy practicing it, though.

March 2009

- I had a bloody toe-thumbnail. XD Is it gross to post it here? No, I'm just saying, I'm not going to post any picture. Even I am scared to see it here.

- i'm so addicted to affi that I don't really care about infi during that time. XD compare today..

- I found out that Paolo Ballesteros was in Babaeng hinugot sa aking tadyang and I freaked out because I LOVE his role there.

- AVOS, a fund raising concert organized by our school's chorale, is one of the best thing ever last year. I went there with my cousin Ara (srsly, my cousin, not Ara-Mia. XD). And I have a crush on Infi again. Damn. I hate guy talks, y'know?

- Our senpais last month in LHS. :(

April 2009

- This is one of the best months. Okay..

- April 4, Saturday. I watched a replay of American Idol Season 8. That's also the first time I'm going to watch American Idol Season 8 and I really thought that Kris Allen's version of Ain't no sunshine (i know the original. played it in Singstar Party :] ) is EPIC. And he's the reason why I started watching American Idol 8.



- I found out about Adam Lambert . When I first saw him (some of my mcfly Filipino fans online peepz like him and I saw some pics of him and I REALLY THOUGHT HE'S JUST ANOTHER EMO TEENAGER COZ HE'S SO CUTE), he performed Play that funky music. I was really surprised and initially annoyed. I mean, I'm surprised many people are obsessed to him, AT FIRST. Until I got sick, I heard Best days of your life by Kellie Pickler, and I saw Adam performed Mad World. Srsly, suddenly, I was like, "What the heck--now I know why people are so addicted to him!". I don't know. He got a magnet, y'know? I'm suddenly searching pictures of him. And the rest is history... i'm lambertized since then AND I'M PROUD OF IT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN. You rock Adam.

- April 14, I saw Paolo sa ABHSAT in drag. In blue gown. with wig. and is beautiful.

- April 23, I saw a pic of Adam in drag (the pink one). And the rest is, yes, history, again.

- I started my first, which is still not shown to anyone publicly, Kradam fic. oh yes, KRADAM.



The most amazing and inspiring friendship ever in the whole universe. Really, because of them, my summer wouldn't be like the way it is now. Not only my summer... but my days and weeks and months... they're so epic. note: haters to the left. they really inspire a lot of people. *sigh* and i never supported a ship like that before. it's like... they're too true to be false. srsly.

- I started playing games in Facebook, including Geo Challenge.

May 2009

- We have a swimming for the first time, again, after so many years.

- I'm torn between going to the Davids (Archuleta & Cook) concert here or not. And I decided, if Kradam's the top 2, I'm not going. But if not, then I'm on.

- Kradam's in the top 2. And more epicness came.

- I realized I have a crush on a new guy I can't still tell who. Well, he already knows I have a crush on him, though.

- American Idol Season 8 ended, with Kris Allen as the new American Idol. And more Kradam epicness after that.Proofs here!!!

- Seriously, this month is pure of Kradam epicness (and of course there are more in the ff. months) and can't say more than Kradam.

- Went back to Sta. Mesa because we thought there are already classes in few days (we still don't know about the suspension and etc.)

June 2009

- June 4, enrollment. There are lots of things happened. blog post about that day.

- We found out about what Adam said in Rolling Stone (aside from his announcement that he is gay): Kris is totally his type. *insert spaz smileys here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAHH!!!*

- School. Nuff said.

okay, will continue this one later. :D
I'm really sleepy now and my head's still aching.


p.s.

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i don't really want to sleep because #newMcAlbum is trending in Twitter right now but I can't take the sleepiness anymore. and it's already 4:03 am. Need to sleep now. bye bye.

- We went to Tarlac to get my Rooney and Tokio Hotel cds from Mommy (she bought it in Canada) yes! And I'm in love with Tom Kaulitz.

July 2009

- Nothing special really happened. Yeah. Well about School. But you know it's all just randomness. and loserness.

August 2009

- NCAE, nuff said.

September 2009

-

I can't continue it anymore.

MY PHOTOBUCKET BANDWIDTH EXPLODED

geez.

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oh shucks ..
i love them ..

Yes , I knew it .
I've been supporting several slash ships now but so far , i think the real ships that will really make me in *fangirl* mode is composed of one straight guy and one .. well .. not .

see , look at Kradam ( oh God , they're too true to be false , aren't they ? ) . and then I found out about Glee and I fell in love with Kurt and Finn and boom !

oh gosh .

i knew it .


<3

look at the new entry . quite a pretty number *raise eyebrow*

btw , speaking of the new entry .

i think it's official : I'M IN LOVE WITH CHRIS COLFER (Kurt Hummel of Glee)

i mean , gush , he can sing, he can dance, he can act, cute sense of humor ...
i can't say the last reason though. .


but . ugh ! he's perfect ..

what i mean of perfect ?



*dead*

That's a big number .. or not .
I should've not recover my ipod . the numbers are surely higher than that if so .

Np: Pieces of me - ashlee simpson

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Can you believe it? I arrived pretty early at school even if I only got 3 hours of sleep.

Anyway, just like what I just said (or typed), I only slept for 3 hours, thanks to Bubble Gang's segment called something with the word "Makingba-gay." It's the only thing that could cheer me up that time because I didn't get to watch Family Feud last Friday which I regret a lot because Paolo's there. And it's a very rare thing and I missed it because i'm too busy making a blogskin that i'm sure would never be an SOTD . So I just watched BG . and it's worth it . Aljur's so cute . Did I already mentioned in this blog before that I have a crush on him since January 2008 ? XD

okay . move on ---

Time: 4:24 pm

NP: Time for Miracles - Adam Lambert

Yes, it's playing on the radio . i fm . they're playing TFM on the radio and I'm freaking out

Weeee!!!

At least even if I didn't get to watch Family Feud last Friday (which is really a total bummer), I get to watch BandaOke . and it's good .

soooo good .





Paolo is so beautiful <3

No . Not . I know it's just me overacting about things . But seriosuly , i really felt the world's so unfair . though so far i don't know why . well there's a reason , i just can't say it here , it's so ... personal . okay , move on ...

Reason why I think the world is unfair ?


because it is .


darn.

(Post for November 23, 2009)

Just got home from Yo Tsob. I still can't contain myself about what I found out: Adam's AMA performance. No, of course I didn't find it gross. But I'm quite shock he did that. Though I still haven't watch that. I'm not sure too if I'm going to watch it--no, not because of the performance itself, but because I don't want to see those negative comments about his performance. It's just... it sucks. I so agree with Adam's post-performance interview (about the discrimination thing).

Anyways, I'm still not sure if I'm going to watch it. Not because of the smooch (after all, I already saw some Bradam pics and absolutely have no problems with it). Or the... erm... the R-rated thing. Okay, yeah, it's because of the r-rated thing. NO! I didn't find it gross (based on what I read), it's just... the impact it will make in my mind. I'm still a loser fourteen-year old. Yes I know I'm kind of liberal, but not that liberal. I love Adam. I do. But.. it's just.. ugh! I can't explain it!

btw, as a kradam fan, i so want to know what is kris' reaction about it


--------


I can't sleep, I think I must watch it to fully understand things..

but.
ugh!

AM I OR NOT?


Adam adam...

I think I must, after all, he just did that for our entertainment. I LOVE YOU ADAM!!

but..

when and where?

I can't watch it in school. I mean, duh. it's school.

Alabang? No, what if my dad saw it? OMG! What if my MOM saw it?!?!

NOOOOOOOOOOO!! They'll not let me continue my love and support to Adam... NO!

Yo Tsob? No. peekers . And I'm guilty for being one of them.

Netopi@: just. no.

Tita Nel: DEFFO NO!! Not really safe (lol at the term)

but where?!?!

Alabang is the safest so far.

I think I will just watch it there when everyone else is asleep or not around..

But..



GOSH

am I or not?

When you still keep your admiration towards him as a secret, you don’t have any doubts on looking at him, smiling at him, or greeting him—of course because he doesn’t know you like him not only as a friend but more than that. But now he already knows you like him, and even though it’s okay with him, why it’s hard to face him?

Number 1: Because you’re afraid he might think you’re a flirt. Yes—a flirt. Though that’s a very inappropriate thing to think, we can’t deny the fact that it sometimes crosses your mind.

Number 2: Because you’re afraid people will tease both of you. Of course it’s quite embarrassing and all, mostly on your part, since you’re the one who likes the other one.

Number 3: Because you’re afraid he might just ignore you. Okay, this one is like the least possible to happen but hey, who knows?

Number 4: Because you’re afraid he might just break your heart (again) secretly. Say, maybe he’s with his so-called “girlfriends” and yeah, jealousy.

Number 5: Last and not the least, because you’re afraid he’ll just play with you. I know that hurts but still possible.

Overall: Because you’re afraid and yes, I am afraid. Thank you.

I got bored so I decided to make this one:



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